Not every one gets to pcr on tkis.  I never did on gleevec.   It quit on me 
instead of me quitting.  
I finally reached pcr on sprycel.   If you do quit keep a close check on your 
counts. 
Remember there are more tkis you can take if you have problems on down the 
line. 
I am now on the newest one out.  
Live each day for that day and enjoy it to its fullest. I have been taking tkis 
for 11 years as of last January and I'm still here. 


Prayers & Blessings Jeanie 🐟🐟18,s
Dx 1/2004
Started Gleevec 2/2004
Started Tasigna  9/2009
Started Sprycel 11/2009
Started Ponatinib January 2015
Dr Balducci Moffitt Cancer Center

> On Jun 17, 2015, at 8:35 AM, ANGELYN ESDERS <[email protected]> wrote:
> 
> Thanks, Marty. I am having no great emotional upheaval over quitting Gleevec. 
> Whatever will be, will be, and everything is a learning experience. It just 
> feels strange after 14+ years.
> 
> In other news, Monday a new platelet dr. decided to do a BMB.
> You won't believe this: It took him FOUR tries to get a viable sample. Never 
> had this happen before. Four crunching entries.
> Sort of like having four BMB's at the same time. Afterwards I was almost in a 
> state of shock and could not stand, nauseous, very stressed. (In Canada we do 
> not get sedation or morphine for this procedure.) It took me 90 minutes to 
> de-stress and had to drive myself home because he had not warned me that he 
> intended to do this and to bring a driver along. There's one doctor who will 
> NOT be doing another BMB on me!! I think he needs a few more lessons in how 
> to do it.
> 
> Anyway, I am fine....still low platelets. Life goes on.....
> Angie
> 
>  
> From: Marty Gartenberg <[email protected]>
> To: [email protected] 
> Sent: Wednesday, June 17, 2015 7:29 AM
> Subject: Re: [CMLHope] Stopping Gleevec
> 
> Hi Angie,
> 
> You are not thee only one that has stopped your TKI and felt that way. 
> sometimes something that we take as far as any TKI's ends up being a crutch 
> for us and we always seem to worry if this or that will come back to haunt 
> us. It is a normal human response and we worry about it.
> 
> Angie, since your really feeling better without the Gleevec then you should 
> learn to live your life in the best way that you can.
> 
> I have seen this many times before. A man that both Zavie and I knew was on 
> Alpha Interferon and suffered immensely from it's horrible side effects. He 
> suffered for many years and when he was finally PCRU everyone told him to 
> stop using it anymore but he still continued still suffering because it had 
> become a crutch for him. He had the same feelings as you now have and after a 
> lot of coaching from everyone he finally stopped it. 
> 
> He has been off of it for many years and no reoccurrence of CML ever came 
> back to him. His system finally "burned out" his CML.
> 
> Remember that everything in life has a double edged soared. If you do 
> something will it come back to haunt you or if you don't do something will it 
> come back to haunt you??
> 
> I just can't live my life that way, and if something does come back then I 
> will deal with it.
> Remember me telling everyone that Leukemia is both a disease of not only the 
> body but it also poisons the mind.
> 
> Angie, why not start writing a diary and put everything in there that you 
> have gone through the day? I do it and it lets me reflect about what I could 
> have done better or worse during the day. I call it my frustrations and how 
> to deal with them, and it really works for me as I am sure it will also work 
> for you or anyone else. By the way I see that Giora sent you his response. 
> read it if you haven't as yet.
> 
> Here is something called "expect the best" Please read it and it will also 
> help you with yourself.
> 
> One last thing. I am not a doctor but have gone through a lot of things in my 
> life health wise as you already know. Have you ever wondered why I am still 
> alive? I did at one time but maybe it is because I try helping others as a 
> promise that I once made to GOD and also received help myself from others. It 
> is a two way street, or I am the luckiest son of a bitch on this planet ???
> 18's,
> 
> Marty 
> 
>    
> EXPECT THE BEST, MIND OVER MATTER. SUCCESS IS A FUNCTION OF SELF CONFIDENCE. 
> TO HAVE SUCCESS AT ANYTHING YOU MUST FIRST LEARN TO BELIEVE IN YOURSELF. IF 
> YOU EXPECT THE WORSE THEN THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WILL GET (MIND OVER 
> MATTER) IF YOU EXPECT THE BEST THEN THAT IS WHAT YOU WILL GET.
> WHAT WE HAVE TO LEARN TO DO IS TO CHANGE OUR MENTAL HABITS, OUR STATES OF 
> MIND. LEARN TO EXPECT AND NOT TO DOUBT. BY DOING THIS YOU BRING EVERYTHING 
> INTO THE REALM OF POSSIBILITY. WHEN YOU LEARN TO BELIEVE THEN WHAT YOU 
> THOUGHT TO BE IMPOSSIBLE THEN MOVES INTO THE AREA OF POSSIBILITY.
> EVERY GREAT THING EVENTUALLY BECOMES POSSIBLE FOR YOU. MY BELIEF AT THE 
> BEGINNING OF A DOUBTFUL UNDERTAKING IS THE ONE THING THAT INSURES THE 
> SUCCESSFUL OUTCOME...
> FOCUS...
>  18's,
> Marty
> 
> 
> 
> On Tue, Jun 16, 2015 at 9:02 PM, ANGELYN ESDERS <[email protected]> wrote:
> I just received an email from my oncologist telling me that it is safe for me 
> to stop Gleevec for 3 months.
> I started Gleevec in January 2001, and reached cytogenic remission in July 
> 2001. 
> I've continued on 300mg per day.
> I was in the study for 12  years.
> I feel like it is my safety net between wellness and reoccurrence of CML.
> I am almost afraid to stop it. I no longer have any side effects from it.
> Who has stopped Gleevec, and what have you experienced as a result of doing 
> so?
> Thanking you all for your input...
> Angie in Canada
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