I discoverd Energine in the bath off my playroom at six or seven. Probably ruined my brain. Can not stand the odor of dry cleaners.
On Jun 25, 4:20�pm, kevirwin <[email protected]> wrote: > I like what you wrote; so now there's two topics I'll get back to you > on at some point (Consciouness/random thoughts was the other topic). > > I was in a pysche ward for a few days for contemplating suicide in '96 > (I own hand guns and actullay kept a SWAT team outside my house for > over 24 hours; long, mildly entertaining story, but not now)..... > > You're spot-on right about this: > <quote> > If you thought about it when you were 8 you will think about it when > you are 38, 58 or 88. > <end quote> > > I got nothing to really complain about...Life hasn't been that hard > for me -- just don't like it here on this miserable sphere -- and yet > I persist and make my time as pleasant as possible, not hurting & > helping when I can...But I think of getting "paroled" from my "life > sentence" fairly often............... > > I'll get back to ya', > K e v > > On Jun 20, 9:08�pm, Slip Disc <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > It is not just the habit of poets rigsy. �Suicide is the eleventh most > > common > > cause of death in the United States. A person dies by suicide about > > every 16 minutes in the United States. �An attempt is estimated to be > > made once every minute. �Though people who have the highest risk of > > suicide are white men, women and teens report more suicide attempts. > > This comparison speaks volumes concerning the seriousness of suicide. > > Attempting suicide is just as much a problem as successful attempts. > > > I've had many thoughts on suicide. Here is some rehashing. �I truly > > hope it is not within your immediate set of contemplations but simply > > a melancholy drift, a dissipating cloud. > > > Suicide is always the ultimate exit strategy unless someone is > > confined in a prison or mental institution and strict measures are > > taken to disallow the act. �Thoughts of suicide at any age for any > > reason can return at any time when the ugly side of life rears it's > > head. If you thought about it when you were 8 you will think about it > > when you are 38, 58 or 88. > > > To terminate one's existence is entirely based on the individual's > > perception of > > life at the time of suicidal contemplation. �To be more precise, when > > all value in life has reached the point of nil, the life itself > > becomes meaningless. When no amount of wealth or enlightenment offers > > any degree of worth to the individual there is little desire to exist > > as the question arises, "what is there to live for?". �Surely there > > are those who would offer alternative avenues to the suicidal > > individual but the alternatives may only hold value to those > > individuals offering the alternatives. �Each individual lives within > > the self consciousness of the individual's self and so no one can > > transfer life values to that person. �This is the dilemma that we face > > when trying to understand why someone would want to commit suicide as > > we cannot share the thought patterns of the individual prior to the > > suicide and can no longer query the individual in the post suicidal > > state. This is of course aside from heroic or religious based suicides > > and detailed explanations left by the individual prior to suicide. > > Though we all have the freedom (perhaps not the nerve) to commit > > suicide, most choose life instead and find value in it's most simple > > form. > > > Truly the experience of just being alive is enough for some to > > view it as being the main value in living. Some view suffering as part > > of the living experience and therefore find no cause to terminate > > life. Some may insist that suicide is wrong and unjust according to > > various standards, however, I find that aspect to be centered upon > > social/religious obligations. �Considering that life remains enigmatic > > and has yet to offer any proofs as to it's meaning or purpose, the act > > of suicide is solely carried out according to the individual's > > discretion. > > > Perhaps we grasp at this life for it's mere existence and the > > experience of the existence, as in a blissful dream from which we do > > not want to leave. We know the dream is occurring in our sleep state > > and when we awake our mind will return to our conscious world but we > > still in some instances wish we didn't wake up. �This excludes > > nightmares or disturbing dreams of course. > > > The ramifications of the suicidal act, I think, are not something that > > the suicidal > > weighs heavily during the moment of truth. � The suicidal at some > > point must eliminate all other aspects of life surrounding > > individuality. �Concern for others might be a consideration but the > > ultimate focus becomes the self in the end. � The suffering becomes so > > internalized and undetectable but never the less, it festers within > > until it is no longer containable. �The people surrounding the > > individual are usually caught in a daze of shock and dismay without > > any clues. > > > I don't always look at suicide as the failure of the suicidal as much > > as I see it as a failure of society to address the issues that lead to > > suicide and the stigma and repercussions of the act itself. �We must > > re-examine the values of humanity before we can alleviate the problems > > of depression and suicide, alcohol and drug abuse. �The complexities > > are overwhelming. > > > One thing for sure is, Life is for Living! > > > On Jun 20, 6:56�am, rigsy03 <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > A habit of poets. A boost to book sales and theories. Women might as > > > well throw themselves over the cliff after 30. The world belongs to > > > men. Children are sandbags to a woman's dream.- Hide quoted text - > > > - Show quoted text -- Hide quoted text - > > - Show quoted text - --~--~---------~--~----~------------~-------~--~----~ You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups ""Minds Eye"" group. To post to this group, send email to [email protected] To unsubscribe from this group, send email to [email protected] For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group/Minds-Eye?hl=en -~----------~----~----~----~------~----~------~--~---
