A number of creator types stay single or have arrangements that allow for a good deal of freedom but that does not guarantee inspiration in and of itself. Often, creativity feeds just as well on pressured enviornments and committments.//I doubt most children feel better off without both parents but the notion of family has changed greatly so perhaps they adapt better these days. And a wretched marriage is wretched for all plus what is lonlier than a bad marriage? Sometimes it seems strange that I took to motherhood considering...But motherhood has also changed, hasn't it?
On Jun 27, 1:49 pm, vamadevananda <[email protected]> wrote: > " I have turned my emotional switch to 0." > > We all do that. And can never succeed, because emotions are another > name of human experience. They are ours. > > Yes, some of us are better off without life partner relationships. > Mostly, for the sake of the other. Rarely, for oneself ... for some > higher priority we must pursue. > > On Jun 27, 11:18 pm, DarkwaterBlight <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > Spiritual Crisis? Yes I believe you may be correct in your > > observation. I think I have developed a willful ignorance or lack of > > empathy when it comes to emotions. I have tried to share my feelings > > to no avail and have been left dissapointed and feeling broken. So in > > an attenpt to heal I have turned my emotional switch to 0. I can see > > my own spiritual crisis and do not wish to have the responsibility of > > someone elses 'baggage' as rigsy03 has pointed out. After our > > seperation I tryed again to no avail and yet I still try to make that > > connection and keep hitting the same brick wall. I know the answer > > lies within myself but I'm not sure if I want to know it. I guess I > > like living in the dillusion that I am fine being alone in life. I > > know that is never true as we all have each other but I am refering to > > a permanant mate and partner in life. It's too easy for me to give up > > on the idea rather than trying so hard and fighting to keep a > > relationship. I know too well that there are many fish in the sea and > > I love seafood. > > > On Jun 26, 12:54 pm, vamadevananda <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > " Emotionally draining, we literally sucked the life out of each > > > other." > > > > Do you believe or are able to conceive, in the face of your contrary > > > experience, that it is possible for two people to graduate to ' giving > > > life to each other,' rather than sucking, to ' enriching each other > > > emotionally,' than draining ? > > > > Do you recall the movie sketching the life an authoress, played by > > > Kate Winslet, and her male live - in fan, whose disappointments and > > > spiritual crisis in later age anyone could empathise with ! > > > > On Jun 26, 7:41 pm, DarkwaterBlight <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > Truly I did have expectations, in the begining of my marriage, that > > > > were the fairy tale type. Reality struck hard early on in our > > > > realtionship, we were both poor and from dysfunctional backrounds. We > > > > were very aware of the pitfalls in life and dated 4 years before > > > > getting married. When we finally did get married, she was 5 months > > > > pregnant. We have three children who are 4 yearrs apart in age now and > > > > our youngest is going to be 9. We were, (and probably still are) in > > > > love. It doesn't make a lot of sense to me so it's really hard to > > > > explain. I know that she would have me back and I would too but it > > > > makes absolutely no sense. There is no logical explaination I can give > > > > but I will never allow myself to feel that way about another woman > > > > because it is too painful. Emotionally draining, we literally sucked > > > > the life out of each other. > > > > > On Jun 26, 12:33 am, ashok tewari <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > > It does, Slip, but does not indicate if the case was one of fairy tale > > > > > expectations from relationships in ' love,' to start with. > > > > > > On Sat, Jun 26, 2010 at 5:00 AM, Slip Disc <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > > All cultural disparity aside, Vam, the "imho" (in my humble opinion) > > > > > > clearly indicates the subjectivity in the statement. > > > > > > > On Jun 25, 4:49 pm, vamadevananda <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > > > " Imho, being 'in love' is, as Arch says, a fairy tale." > > > > > > > > Wouldn't it be more accurate to state that of ' love,' as you or > > > > > > > Arch > > > > > > > understand or mean it ! ? It would be a great service to let your > > > > > > > readers know that and, better still, to actually state what you > > > > > > > understand or what your ' love ' means to you, as in what it does > > > > > > > to > > > > > > > you, how it affects you, what place it has in your hierarchy of > > > > > > > values ? > > > > > > > > For instance, if you've fallen for the fairy tale kind of love, > > > > > > > you > > > > > > > will end up with disappointments appropriate to fairy tale kind of > > > > > > > love ! > > > > > > > > And, this isn't semantics. > > > > > > > > On Jun 25, 7:29 pm, DarkwaterBlight <[email protected]> > > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > I guess depending on how fast you want to travel it could be > > > > > > > > both! I' > > > > > > > > have been reluctant to reply to this thread but I do share some > > > > > > > > of > > > > > > > > your views PSK. Truth is that I have been married for close to > > > > > > > > 20 > > > > > > > > years now but I have not lived with my wife for clos to 5 > > > > > > > > years. We > > > > > > > > are both much happier than we were when we lived together. I > > > > > > > > have had > > > > > > > > a few long term relationships since and they were just too much > > > > > > > > for me > > > > > > > > personally. I have a GF now and she wants to pin me down, I feel > > > > > > > > smothered. We lived together for a while and I wound up > > > > > > > > excomunicating > > > > > > > > her from the solice of my abode. We are still 'together' but > > > > > > > > during > > > > > > > > the course of our 1 year relationship I have had (and still do > > > > > > > > have) a > > > > > > > > few different partners including her best friend who has shared > > > > > > > > our > > > > > > > > bed on different occasions. She want's monagamy until we GET > > > > > > > > MARRIED! > > > > > > > > Imagine that! I'm still married to the mother of my children > > > > > > > > and I > > > > > > > > don't see that changing. Polyamorous relationships ARE possible > > > > > > > > but it > > > > > > > > takes complete transparancy and a strong commitment to your > > > > > > > > 'significant' other. I, however transparent I may be, can only > > > > > > > > be > > > > > > > > commited to being a father and a good friend! I love her and > > > > > > > > all of > > > > > > > > the women who I have 'known' equally. The love that some women > > > > > > > > require > > > > > > > > I cannot and will not provide. Too emotional and without logic! > > > > > > > > Imho, > > > > > > > > being 'in love' is, as Arch says, a fairy tale. > > > > > > > > > On Jun 25, 5:33 am, "pol.science kid" <[email protected]> > > > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > Thats the beauty isnt it..our own separatre roads..running > > > > > > > > > parrallel > > > > > > to some > > > > > > > > > at some point departing ..reconnecting again...intersecting > > > > > > > > > with > > > > > > some...or > > > > > > > > > is it more like a river... > > > > > > > > > > On Fri, Jun 25, 2010 at 12:09 PM, vamadevananda < > > > > > > [email protected]>wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > You have to take your own journey forward, your way, with > > > > > > > > > > your > > > > > > desires > > > > > > > > > > and ideas, and your suppositions or beliefs. That learning > > > > > > > > > > curve > > > > > > can > > > > > > > > > > hardly be progressed upon by wishing, opinionation or > > > > > > > > > > argumentation > > > > > > on > > > > > > > > > > a discussion forum. Make your choices, have the experience, > > > > > > > > > > and > > > > > > know > > > > > > > > > > and conclude for yourself ! > > > > > > > > > > > I've stated my conclusions, from my experience and > > > > > > > > > > understanding. > > > > > > > > > > > On Jun 25, 11:19 am, "pol.science kid" > > > > > > > > > > <[email protected]> > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > and is it not possible to celebrate that oneness in the > > > > > > multitudes.. why > > > > > > > > > > > settle down.. i do not say.. have a string of > > > > > > > > > > > affairs...wat i am > > > > > > saying > > > > > > > > > > here > > > > > > > > > > > is.. that completeness can come by sharing with more than > > > > > > > > > > > one.. > > > > > > two does > > > > > > > > > > not > > > > > > > > > > > always have to form a single unit.. it can be three or > > > > > > > > > > > four or > > > > > > > > > > watever...wat > > > > > > > > > > > we are told mostly.. there is the one for you...but that > > > > > > > > > > > is not > > > > > > wat i > > > > > > > > > > want > > > > > > > > > > > to believe nor will i believe it.. it is circumstances > > > > > > > > > > > that make > > > > > > us > > > > > > > > > > settle > > > > > > > > > > > for one... > > > > > > > > > > > > On Thu, Jun 24, 2010 at 4:09 PM, vamadevananda < > > > > > > [email protected] > > > > > > > > > > >wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > The point, Kid, is in this oneness we see everywhere, > > > > > > > > > > > > as in > > > > > > apparent > > > > > > > > > > > > unit systems such as you and I, a pond or mountain, a > > > > > > > > > > > > pig and a > > > > > > tree, > > > > > > > > > > > > atom or organs. There is one - ness, unity, evident in > > > > > > > > > > > > each > > > > > > > > > > > > individuation, having a form and qualities, properties > > > > > > > > > > > > and > > > > > > aspects, > > > > > > > > > > > > character or personality ... individualised being. > > > > > > > > > > > > > The diversity of such ' ones ' is mind boggling. But we > > > > > > > > > > > > come to > > > > > > see > > > > > > > > > > > > their interconnections as we widen our scale of view, > > > > > > > > > > > > over > > > > > > space and > > > > > > > > > > > > time. And lo, we discover other ' units ' in biospheres, > > > > > > Himalayas, > > > > > > > > > > > > oceans, continents ... earth, solar systems, galaxies > > > > > > > > > > > > ... > > > > > > universe. > > > > > > > > > > > > The universe is the One ... Universe. > > > > > > > > > > > > > In the context of your post, ALL of us have problems > > > > > > > > > > > > with > > > > > > settling > > > > > > > > > > > > down with one, or as One. But since they are each in > > > > > > > > > > > > the same > > > > > > line of > > > > > > > > > > > > truth, some of us see the merit in each, try hard to > > > > > > > > > > > > retain in > > > > > > memory > > > > > > > > > > > > all the time, untill the segregating or dissipating > > > > > > > > > > > > forces in > > > > > > our > > > > > > > > > > > > psychic world relent and let our experience and > > > > > > > > > > > > understanding > > > > > > > > > > > > complete. > > > > > > > > > > > > > I have spoken of our higher nature and I am partial > > > > > > > > > > > > towards it. > > > > > > That's > > > > > > > > > > > > when we are comfortable with one, as one. Studies in > > > > > > > > > > > > clinical > > > > > > > > > > > > psychology and psychosomatics, yoga and meditation, > > > > > > > > > > > > confirm the > > > > > > > > > > > > wellness it offers. That leaves you free and > > > > > > > > > > > > uncluttered, happy > > > > > > and > > > > > > > > > > > > good. Even > > ... > > read more »- Hide quoted text - > > - Show quoted text -
