> As part of accepting full responsibility for my actions, I have sought no > support for so many years now that it's difficult even to appear slightly > like I am, even in this email. Healing feels like a giant ball of barbed > wire, and I fear that I will encounter more abuse in my future. I grieve > the lost years of my life. I am hurting. I don't even want to type these > words, for fear that I will be given that cursory automated response once > more: "you are still young and things will open up soon so just chill." > > Thank you, Udhay, for making this space, and thank you all for constituting > a little home. >
Pooja, thanks for being so honest and open about the challenges you have faced. I really have no words to say, but I hope from the bottom of my heart that all this is in your past, and that you have a wonderful future ahead. Venky
