On Jun 22, 7:51 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote:
It is interesting. The day that I had this realization happen,
You can't have this realization, realization realizes itself.
I was still trying to find out
There is no you to find out anything.
where the "I am" is coming from.
There is no "I am", that IS the illusion.
I was reading Nisargadatta's "I am that" ebook
You have never read anything, you do not exist.
for almost 6 months now.
In reality, there is no such thing as time, that is a illusory concept
dependent on a non-existent "I" to have a thought, in time.
I was extremely curious about
You have never been curious about anything, you have never existed.
his writings.
He didn't write anything, he didn't exist.
I was making many discoveries about my mind,
You have never made any discoveries, you do not "have" a mind, there
is no you to have anything at all ever.
consciousness and awareness and the journey was quite filled with
terror and
many mishaps but I am always a fun loving guy looking for more
experiences
You are not a guy. You are not fun loving. You have never had any
experience EVER. "You" are not and never have been. "You" is the
illusion. "You" is the UN-enlightenment.
even if it meant mental illness. Finally it happened.
Nothing has ever happened. EVER. That is the illusion. There IS
nothing. There is no time. There is no you. There is, literally,
factually, in Reality, nothing happening.
The "I am" which I thought was arising from the head was
found to be coming from the centre of
the Chest.
There is no I am thought, that is the illusion.
There is no head.
There is no arising.
There is no center of the chest.
Not in Reality.
As soon as I realized this, a sudden flash of energy was felt
When? Soon? Time = illusion. NON-reality.
Cool! A flash of energy!! Wow!!!!
inside and the whole weight inside my head had vanished all of a
sudden. The
centre of gravity had shifted from the head to the chest. I was
coming from
the chest.
There is no you AT ALL, no matter where "you" think it might be coming
from -- whether the head, the chest, or floating out in space. NONE.
The Ego can, and often does, grab hold of and attach itself to
anything -- including attaching itself to NOTHING. Look at me, I am
Mr. Nothing. Many "enlightened people" think this. There is no such
thing as an enlightened person. There is no such thing as a person.
I was not in the head as I had thought all my life. This
You are not.
You never were in the head.
You are not in the chest.
You have never had a life.
You are the child of a barren woman - there is no such thing as you.
non-existent "I" of the head was ruling my life for so long that
now I felt
There is nothing ruling anything.
There is nothing that HAS a life.
You have never had a life to be ruled by anything.
like an invisible man who had discovered a very very dangerous
secret....that none of us are really real!!! hahahaahahahahaha. I was
laughing at a woman who passed by.
Correct. You are not real.
The woman is not real.
You were NOT laughing - laughing was happening.
I was laughing around looking at
strangers for almost 5 or 6 months since then because I knew what
they were.
What?
That is closer.
"They" are NOTHING.
That is what you are.
That is all that is.
Nothingness.
Emptiness.
The void.
ALL.
They were all me. But they thought they were different and seperate.
That is the secret of realization. If you know yourself, you know
each and
every human being on earth.
There is no you.
There is no ME to be the same as all of them.
There is only ONENESS.
You will never know yourself, you can't be known.
There are no humans.
There is no earth.
That is why Tony Parsons calls it an open
secret. It is blissful but nobody wants to know it. I cannot forget
it. It
There is nobody. LITERALLY. In fact. In Reality.
There is nobody who can want anything.
There is no you to know it or forget it.
It is what is, it cannot be known. Ever.
took me several months to recover from this shock. Thankfully the
"I" of the
head is also needed because it keeps you in balance sometimes and
helps you
stay a part of society.
You have never recovered from this shock.
You have never experienced anything.
There have never been "months", because, in Reality, there is no time.
Nothing is needed.
There is no balance.
There is no society.
If "you" die today, who cares?
If "I" die today, who cares?
If all humans die today, who cares <--that is a GOOD one!!!!!
"YOU" are probably the classic case of the "enlightened ego" - one who
thinks they know something, or experienced something, or "got"
something, or is in any way different from any other thing.
All of which is non-existent, in Reality.
