> Curtis DeltaBlue wrote: > > When I stopped meditating about 19 years ago it felt a little weird > for a few days and I sometimes had to take an afternoon nap > since I was used to resting then. But in less than a week > I felt great and have never desired the state again. > > I found that dissociation caused me to be a little detached > from my feelings in a way that muffled them a bit. > I enjoy the clarity non meditation has brought.
is this preference for unmuffled emotion "the real me" or just ego clinging to "my hut, my hut"?? i ask this with no judgement of your choice; in fact i am at the same place, a crossroads, and am really asking the question of myself
