[FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-21 Thread dhamiltony2k5













Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-21 Thread Michael Jackson
I am going to re-send this post of yours back to you the next time you post an 
indignant message calling for the Gate Keepers of the Domes to begin allowing 
people who visit Ammaji et al into the Domes.





 From: dhamiltony...@yahoo.com dhamiltony...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Saturday, September 21, 2013 6:51 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 My sense here is that you guys need
to work on forgiveness a whole lot more.  The movement is a whole lot
less authoritarian except for possibly the Prime Minister and some
his people around him.  They are a very small number anymore.  In
this new era of boards of trustees the movement is going in to a
different more collective space.   You should come visit [meditating] Fairfield
and heal your wounds.
Kindly,  
-Buck   


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Buck schticks (at least I hope it's schtick):

 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using
him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his
interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a
psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds
predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes
twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough
for 
 him.

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking. Everyone knows that
a TM checking can cure anything. 

In retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.
But we had all bought into that core dogma thang -- TM is
100% life-supporting. We didn't have to plan for negative
situations because by definition on a course on which every-
one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.

I suspect that some here will dispute this. I further suspect
that those doing so didn't spend much time on long rounding
courses, and by long I mean in excess of six weeks. Those
long courses in Europe didn't have any liability or medical
insurance, either, and they certainly didn't have a team of
reliable doctors on call. But of course there was no *need* 
for those things, because by definition on a TM course 
nothing bad could happen. The Laws Of Nature just 
wouldn't allow it. 

And if anything bad *did* happen, no problemo. Whatever 
it is, it can be cured with pranayama and more (or less) TM.
Maybe a checking. 



--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:

that
 is an excellent description, Barry - I never thought of TM as a drug 
with side effects but I reckon that is what it is. Like a soma pill, 
with side efects!







 From: turquoiseb no_re...@yahoogroups.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 3:30 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Mitchell Kapor
 

  
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Michael Jackson mjackson74@ wrote:
 
  So during the course nothing substantive was done for 
  these folks? I mean beyond telling them to do more 
  asanas or something?
 
 Depends on the course. On small ATR courses, no
 nothing in particular was really done. On larger
 courses, they might have been referred to one of
 the resident quacks...uh...I mean doctors. 
 
 But it was clear that no real effort was made to
 help any of these people who were twitching 
 uncontrollably or having symptoms that looked
 for all the world like Tourette syndrome or 
 worse, because the prevailing myth was always
 TM is 100% life supporting. No one was willing
 to go up against that and add, ...for many 
 people, but for others, it may cause problems.
 
 Anyone I ever spoke to who was going through this
 commented on the Blame the victim mentality they
 were exposed to. It was always, What are YOU 
 doing wrong that this is happening to you? We
 all 'know' that it 'shouldn't' be happening.

Just to follow up, Michael, here's the essential
conundrum posed by all of this. I worked for some
time in the West Coast Regional Office of the TMO,
arranging all the weekend and longer residence 
courses

[FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread dhamiltony2k5













Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Michael Jackson
I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.





 From: dhamiltony...@yahoo.com dhamiltony...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community.
-Buck   

 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.

Turq writes;

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking. Everyone knows that
a TM checking can cure anything. 

In retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.
But we had all bought into that core dogma thang -- TM is
100% life-supporting. We didn't have to plan for negative
situations because by definition on a course on which every-
one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.

I suspect that some here will dispute this. I further suspect
that those doing so didn't spend much time on long rounding
courses, and by long I mean in excess of six weeks. Those
long courses in Europe didn't have any liability or medical
insurance, either, and they certainly didn't have a team of
reliable doctors on call. But of course there was no *need* 
for those things, because by definition on a TM course 
nothing bad could happen. The Laws Of Nature just 
wouldn't allow it. 

And if anything bad *did* happen, no problemo. Whatever 
it is, it can be cured with pranayama and more (or less) TM.
Maybe a checking. 




--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Buck schticks (at least I hope it's schtick):

 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using
him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his
interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a
psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds
predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes
twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough
for 
 him.

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking. Everyone knows that
a TM checking can cure anything. 

In retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.
But we had

[FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread authfriend













Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Michael Jackson
now that is a good question - how about it, those of you on the first few six 
month courses? Was it known it was experimental before you went?





 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up? 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital point 
Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he felt he and 
the other participants were being used as experimental subjects. That charge 
carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were the guinea pigs for the 
TMO developing its course material.



--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.







 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community.
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking. Everyone knows that
a TM checking can cure anything. 

In retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.
But we had all bought into that core dogma thang -- TM is
100% life-supporting. We didn't have to plan for negative
situations because by definition on a course on which every-
one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.

I suspect that some here will dispute this. I further suspect
that those doing so didn't spend much time on long rounding
courses, and by long I mean in excess of six weeks. Those
long courses in Europe didn't have any liability or medical
insurance, either, and they certainly didn't have a team of
reliable doctors on call. But of course there was no *need* 
for those things, because by definition on a TM course 
nothing bad could happen. The Laws Of Nature just 
wouldn't allow it. 

And if anything bad *did* happen, no problemo. Whatever 
it is, it can be cured with pranayama and more (or less) TM.
Maybe a checking. 




--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Buck schticks (at least I hope it's schtick):

 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using
him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his
interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a
psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds
predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes

RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread authfriend













Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Share Long
I'm pretty sure the first sidhas course were for TM teachers. Then in summer 
1977 they got rolled out for POM, plain old meditators.





 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:09 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I mean, to develop the TM-Sidhis course, there would have to be experimentation 
on human guinea pigs; common sense tells you that. Or even if it had somehow 
been developed without experimentation and presented as a fait accompli, the 
first people to take the course would automatically be guinea pigs.


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


now that is a good question - how about it, those of you on the first few six 
month courses? Was it known it was experimental before you went?





 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up? 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital point 
Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he felt he 
and the other participants were being used as experimental subjects. That 
charge carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were the guinea pigs 
for the TMO developing its course material.



--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.







 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community.
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking. Everyone knows that
a TM checking can cure anything. 

In retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.
But we had all bought into that core dogma thang -- TM is
100% life-supporting. We didn't have to plan for negative
situations because by definition on a course on which every-
one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.

I suspect that some here will dispute this. I further suspect
that those doing so didn't spend much time on long rounding
courses, and by long I mean in excess of six weeks. Those
long courses in Europe didn't have any liability or medical
insurance, either, and they certainly didn't have a team of
reliable doctors on call. But of course there was no *need* 
for those things, because by definition on a TM course 
nothing bad could happen

Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Share Long
Yes, Judy but unlike real guinea pigs, the human beings had a choice whether or 
not to take one of the early courses. I heard it all started because in 
meetings people started spontaneously lifting up in their chair. 





 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:09 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I mean, to develop the TM-Sidhis course, there would have to be experimentation 
on human guinea pigs; common sense tells you that. Or even if it had somehow 
been developed without experimentation and presented as a fait accompli, the 
first people to take the course would automatically be guinea pigs.


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


now that is a good question - how about it, those of you on the first few six 
month courses? Was it known it was experimental before you went?





 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up? 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital point 
Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he felt he 
and the other participants were being used as experimental subjects. That 
charge carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were the guinea pigs 
for the TMO developing its course material.



--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.







 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community.
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking. Everyone knows that
a TM checking can cure anything. 

In retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.
But we had all bought into that core dogma thang -- TM is
100% life-supporting. We didn't have to plan for negative
situations because by definition on a course on which every-
one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.

I suspect that some here will dispute this. I further suspect
that those doing so didn't spend much time on long rounding
courses, and by long I mean in excess of six weeks. Those
long courses in Europe didn't have any liability or medical
insurance, either, and they certainly didn't have a team of
reliable doctors on call. But of course there was no *need

RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread authfriend













RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread authfriend













Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Share Long
Meaning that the first people on sidhis courses, being TM teachers, were 
already quite invested in TM. 





 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:56 AM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Yes, and...? 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I'm pretty sure the first sidhas course were for TM teachers. Then in summer 
1977 they got rolled out for POM, plain old meditators.





 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:09 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I mean, to develop the TM-Sidhis course, there would have to be experimentation 
on human guinea pigs; common sense tells you that. Or even if it had somehow 
been developed without experimentation and presented as a fait accompli, the 
first people to take the course would automatically be guinea pigs.



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


now that is a good question - how about it, those of you on the first few six 
month courses? Was it known it was experimental before you went?







 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up? 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital 
point Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he 
felt he and the other participants were being used as experimental 
subjects. That charge carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were 
the guinea pigs for the TMO developing its course material.



--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.







 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community.
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking. Everyone knows that
a TM checking can cure anything. 

In retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.
But we had all bought into that core dogma thang -- TM is
100% life-supporting. We didn't have to plan for negative
situations because by definition on a course on which every-
one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.

I suspect that some here

RE: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread authfriend













Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Michael Jackson
that's for sure - they all wanted what the Big M promised - techniques 10,000 
times more powerful than TM alone - what a crock





 From: Share Long sharelon...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 1:36 PM
Subject: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Meaning that the first people on sidhis courses, being TM teachers, were 
already quite invested in TM. 





 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:56 AM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Yes, and...? 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I'm pretty sure the first sidhas course were for TM teachers. Then in summer 
1977 they got rolled out for POM, plain old meditators.





 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:09 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I mean, to develop the TM-Sidhis course, there would have to be experimentation 
on human guinea pigs; common sense tells you that. Or even if it had somehow 
been developed without experimentation and presented as a fait accompli, the 
first people to take the course would automatically be guinea pigs.



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


now that is a good question - how about it, those of you on the first few six 
month courses? Was it known it was experimental before you went?







 From: authfriend@... authfriend@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up? 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital 
point Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he 
felt he and the other participants were being used as experimental 
subjects. That charge carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were 
the guinea pigs for the TMO developing its course material.



--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.







 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community.
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;

Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfect
as course leaders of long residence courses back then. What-
ever course participants complain of -- *whatever* it is -- it
can be cured by pranayama and more (or less) TM. 

And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,
I was such a TB that the implications of how we were running
those courses never occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gave
any thought to what we'd do if something serious came up on
one of our courses. We had no liability insurance, no doctors
on call, and no list of what the course leaders should actually
*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than the
aforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe 
more asanas. And definitely a checking

[FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread authfriend













Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Steve Sundur
absolutely
 


 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
   
 
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up?  
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:
I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital point 
Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he felt he and 
the other participants were being used as experimental subjects. That charge 
carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were the guinea pigs for the 
TMO developing its course material. 
--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.



 


 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community. 
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;
Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfectas course 
leaders of long residence courses back then. What-ever course participants 
complain of -- *whatever* it is -- itcan be cured by pranayama and more (or 
less) TM. And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,I was 
such a TB that the implications of how we were runningthose courses never 
occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gaveany thought to what we'd do if 
something serious came up onone of our courses. We had no liability 
insurance, no doctorson call, and no list of what the course leaders should 
actually*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than 
theaforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe more asanas. And 
definitely a checking. Everyone knows thata TM checking can cure anything. In 
retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.But we had all bought 
into that core dogma thang -- TM is100% life-supporting. We didn't have to
 plan for negativesituations because by definition on a course on which 
every-one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.I suspect that 
some here will dispute this. I further suspectthat those doing so didn't spend 
much time on long roundingcourses, and by long I mean in excess of six weeks. 
Thoselong courses in Europe didn't have any liability or medicalinsurance, 
either, and they certainly didn't have a team ofreliable doctors on call. But 
of course there was no *need* for those things, because by definition on a TM 
course nothing bad could happen. The Laws Of Nature just wouldn't allow it. And 
if anything bad *did* happen, no problemo. Whatever it is, it can be cured with 
pranayama and more (or less) TM.Maybe a checking.  
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:
Buck schticks (at least I hope it's schtick):

 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using
him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his
interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a
psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds
predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes
twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough
for 
 him.Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been

Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread Steve Sundur
sure it was.  and we were invited, if one was able to attend.  looking back on 
it, perhaps it was like a second wave, whereby there was an opportunity to be 
up close with the teacher.  and that's just what it turned out to be
 


 From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:56 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
   
 
now that is a good question - how about it, those of you on the first few six 
month courses? Was it known it was experimental before you went?

 


 From: authfri...@yahoo.com authfri...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
I don't know, I'm just asking--but weren't the course participants all aware 
that it was going to be experimental when they signed up?  
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:
I don't know if it's been mentioned on this thread already but one vital point 
Kapor makes about his time on the six-month sidhi course is that he felt he and 
the other participants were being used as experimental subjects. That charge 
carries weight, doesn't it? These early learners were the guinea pigs for the 
TMO developing its course material. 
--- In fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com, mjackson74@... wrote:


I would be surprised if going to this event was OK with the Guardians of the 
Doors to the Domes.



 


 From: dhamiltony2k5@... dhamiltony2k5@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, September 20, 2013 10:14 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: Re: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
 Yeah, the poor aggravated guy.  Of
course we know a lot more now than we did then.  I was on that course
too and it wasn't so bad.  It was great actually.  Would be good now
to also hook someone like that up with a little vipassanaic practice
along with the transcendence and then also cultivating more with that
part in the checking notes about feeling in to the body more.  That
could all be very helpful to anyone going through their time of
acedia.  For instance this person, http://www.timeportalpubs.com/has long been 
very helpful these ways to the meditating
community these ways.  The waking down community here, 
https://sites.google.com/site/wakingdowninfairfield/ has been very helpful 
these ways too for people who suffer this way. Of course you guys left the 
movement long before what it is now as
a meditating community. 
-Buck   


 
 Kapor evidently gets angry and
leaves everything. Story 
 of his life evidently. And, you are using him as a witness 
 against something? You are cherry picking. Did you 
 actually read the Kapor interview through? Rick Archer 
 on his interview show about spirituality, Batgap.com just 
 interviewed a psychiatrist about this kind of thing. This 
 guy Kapor sounds predisposed in life to have problems 
 where ever he goes. 20 minutes twice a day of meditation 
 with liberal pranayama should proly be good enough for 
 him.


Turq writes;
Buck, you (or your altered-state ego) would have been perfectas course 
leaders of long residence courses back then. What-ever course participants 
complain of -- *whatever* it is -- itcan be cured by pranayama and more (or 
less) TM. And I understand. Back when I worked at the Regional Office,I was 
such a TB that the implications of how we were runningthose courses never 
occurred to me. We never -- NEVER -- gaveany thought to what we'd do if 
something serious came up onone of our courses. We had no liability 
insurance, no doctorson call, and no list of what the course leaders should 
actually*do* if someone started heavily unstressing, other than 
theaforementioned more (or less) TM and pranayma. Maybe more asanas. And 
definitely a checking. Everyone knows thata TM checking can cure anything. In 
retrospect we were incredibly naive, and dangerously so.But we had all bought 
into that core dogma thang -- TM is100% life-supporting. We didn't have to
 plan for negativesituations because by definition on a course on which 
every-one was practicing TM nothing negative could ever happen.I suspect that 
some here will dispute this. I further suspectthat those doing so didn't spend 
much time on long roundingcourses, and by long I mean in excess of six weeks. 
Thoselong courses in Europe didn't have any liability or medicalinsurance, 
either, and they certainly didn't have a team ofreliable doctors on call. But 
of course there was no *need* for those things, because by definition on a TM 
course nothing bad could happen. The Laws Of Nature just wouldn't allow it. And 
if anything bad *did* happen, no problemo. Whatever it is, it can be cured with 
pranayama and more (or less) TM.Maybe a checking.  
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:
Buck schticks (at least

RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-20 Thread awoelflebater













[FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread j_alexander_stanley













Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
Jesus, you people! Let's shoot the messenger - Kapor realized what was being 
offered was not what was advertised. He put all his hopes and dreams into 
Marshy and his bogus teachings and went on straighten himself out and become a 
mover and shaker in computer and internet technology. I take my hat off to him. 
No reason to revile him and his experience just because he tells it like it is.





 From: awoelfleba...@yahoo.com awoelfleba...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.

Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you 
just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left feeling 
cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no magic pill for 
happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think MMY indicated this 
then you read it all wrong. Great things come with great effort. Period. You 
have to spend years, sweat buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with 
everything you've got. And this is just the start. Anything that comes too 
easily is either not worth it or will not be appreciated for what it truly is. 
People need to stop whining, take responsibility for being naive. You should 
have doubted MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by merely 
closing your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so and if you 
believed it you have only yourself to blame. 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Mitchell Kapor, Founder of Lotus Software on TM



Tricycle: It seems that the material you’ve been involved with has 
addressed internal and external freedom and an entrenched wariness of 
authoritarian rule. Is this perspective influenced or affirmed by your 
experience with the Maharishi? [His full name is Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.]


Kapor: My dislike for authoritarian structures goes back as far as I 
can remember in my childhood. If I could remember past lives, I’m sure 
my memories would extend there too. But my experiences in Transcendental 
Meditation ultimately really deepened my commitment to 
anti-authoritarianism.


Tricycle: How did you get involved in TM?


Kapor: Well, my experience was typical for my generation. I had 
gotten to college in the 60′s and started experimenting with marijuana 
and psychedelics, fairly heavily. I had some distressing experiences 
with LSD. Bad trips. So I stopped doing drugs and then started getting 
acid flashbacks. I decided to give meditation a serious try to see if 
that could have some calming effect. I got hooked in to TM and 
eventually made the decision to go through advanced training to become 
an initiator, an instructor.


Tricycle: How long did you stay involved with TM?


Kapor: I was involved for seven years. It all ultimately came to a 
head in 1976. The movement went into a new phase and Maharishi started 
talking about siddhis, powers, and techniques for doing levitation and 
other things. This created so much cognitive dissonance in me that I 
didn’t know what to do. I had to find out if it was real or not, and I 
wanted to believe that it was real, but something in me said that it 
couldn’t possibly be real. People weren’t really going to levitate. So I went 
to Switzerland for the sixth-month course on powers. 



I went and I fell apart. They were using us as experimental subjects. There 
was 
fasting involved and various austerities that come out of Hindu 
traditions, enemas and various bizarre food combining rituals. A lot of 
madness got released. 



After five months of this I said whatever problems I might or might not have, 
TM is not making them better, it is making 
them worse and I decided to leave. This was like leaving everything, 
because I had severed all of my other ties and relations: no job, no 
career, no marriage and no prospects. I got up in the middle of the 
night and walked to the train station. I felt like I was crossing from 
slavery into freedom, from one intolerable situation into the great 
unknown. 



By the way, no one really levitates. I fully satisfied myself 
as to that. 



http://www.kapor.com/writing/tricycle-interview/
 

Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Steve Sundur
Hey Mikey.  How you livin'.  Listen, I was on the six month course.  The first 
one actually, where the experimentation was rampant.  Enemas, diet control, (or 
at least many theories to consider).  Rick was on that course too.  I guess for 
Mitch, it wasn't his cup of tea, so he left.  I think he may have been on a 
later course.  Or at least I don't remember him on my course.
 
But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I gained much from it.  I think what Jim 
is saying, (and really, I just skimmed it), is that if there is such thing as a 
spiritual path, and you choose to be on it, that as you move along that path, 
and you will have to clear away any wreckage.  
 
Now probably, many times you may progress a certain amount, and then decide to 
take a break.  And of course, so what if you do.  
 
I don't know what on with Mitch, other than he felt he got all he could from 
the program and then moved on -  either with prejudice or without prejudice.
 
I think that's what Jim is saying.  But at some point, if you decide to take up 
the path again, in a more focused way, then you may well have to engage in some 
heavy lifting again.
 
P.S. My favorite part of that course was the hours of reading the Upanishads.  
More interesting (and enjoyable) than the Rig Veda readings. 
 
P.S.S.  The food was...excellent!!
 


 From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
 
   
 
Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he was just 
wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the real deal, if M 
could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't teach anyone to fly, 
and Kapor was not looking to get screwed up from the rounding. I will leave it 
to those who did the six months courses to comment on the experiment comment 
Kapor made. I have heard of heavy unstressing, but not the enemas and Hindu 
food combining rituals, not that early in the Movement history anyway. I have a 
hell of a lot more admiration and respect for Kapor for getting himself out and 
making something substantive of his life as opposed to asses like Russel Brand 
and Howard Stern.

 


 From: awoelfleba...@yahoo.com awoelfleba...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:
Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.

Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you 
just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left feeling 
cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no magic pill for 
happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think MMY indicated this 
then you read it all wrong. Great things come with great effort. Period. You 
have to spend years, sweat buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with 
everything you've got. And this is just the start. Anything that comes too 
easily is either not worth it or will not be appreciated for what it truly is. 
People need to stop whining, take responsibility for being naive. You should 
have doubted MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by merely 
closing your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so and if you 
believed it you have only yourself to blame.  



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Mitchell Kapor, Founder of Lotus Software on TM



Tricycle: It seems that the material you’ve been involved with has 
addressed internal and external freedom and an entrenched wariness of 
authoritarian rule. Is this perspective influenced or affirmed by your 
experience with the Maharishi? [His full name is Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.] 


Kapor: My dislike for authoritarian structures goes back as far as I 
can remember in my childhood. If I could remember past lives, I’m sure 
my memories would extend there too. But my experiences in Transcendental 
Meditation ultimately really deepened my commitment to 
anti-authoritarianism. 


Tricycle: How did you get involved in TM? 


Kapor: Well, my experience was typical for my generation. I had 
gotten to college in the 60′s and started experimenting with marijuana 
and psychedelics, fairly heavily. I had some distressing experiences 
with LSD. Bad trips. So I stopped doing drugs and then started getting

Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Share Long
Steve, thanks, it's good to hear the other side of all this. The most I ever 
rounded was 4 months when I did what was then called the prep courses. This was 
back in summer of 77 before ayurveda was incorporated. Sadly no Upanishads but 
definitely some heavy lifting as you say. That continues now and then. But just 
in the last week, my YF has acquired a devotional feeling! Very out of the 
blue, but definitely wonderful (-:
Hope you and family are well and happy.





 From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:51 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Hey Mikey.  How you livin'.  Listen, I was on the six month course.  The first 
one actually, where the experimentation was rampant.  Enemas, diet control, (or 
at least many theories to consider).  Rick was on that course too.  I guess for 
Mitch, it wasn't his cup of tea, so he left.  I think he may have been on a 
later course.  Or at least I don't remember him on my course.
 
But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I gained much from it.  I think what Jim 
is saying, (and really, I just skimmed it), is that if there is such thing as a 
spiritual path, and you choose to be on it, that as you move along that path, 
and you will have to clear away any wreckage.  
 
Now probably, many times you may progress a certain amount, and then decide to 
take a break.  And of course, so what if you do.  
 
I don't know what on with Mitch, other than he felt he got all he could from 
the program and then moved on -  either with prejudice or without prejudice.
 
I think that's what Jim is saying.  But at some point, if you decide to take up 
the path again, in a more focused way, then you may well have to engage in some 
heavy lifting again.
 
P.S. My favorite part of that course was the hours of reading the Upanishads.  
More interesting (and enjoyable) than the Rig Veda readings. 
 
P.S.S.  The food was...excellent!!

From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he was just 
wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the real deal, if M 
could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't teach anyone to fly, 
and Kapor was not looking to get screwed up from the rounding. I will leave it 
to those who did the six months courses to comment on the experiment comment 
Kapor made. I have heard of heavy unstressing, but not the enemas and Hindu 
food combining rituals, not that early in the Movement history anyway. I have a 
hell of a lot more admiration and respect for Kapor for getting himself out and 
making something substantive of his life as opposed to asses like Russel Brand 
and Howard Stern.


From: awoelfleba...@yahoo.com awoelfleba...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
 
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:
Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.

Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you 
just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left feeling 
cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no magic pill for 
happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think MMY indicated this 
then you read it all wrong. Great things come with great effort. Period. You 
have to spend years, sweat buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with 
everything you've got. And this is just the start. Anything that comes too 
easily is either not worth it or will not be appreciated for what it truly is. 
People need to stop whining, take responsibility for being naive. You should 
have doubted MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by merely 
closing your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so and if you 
believed it you have only yourself to blame. 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Mitchell Kapor, Founder of Lotus Software on TM



Tricycle: It seems that the material you’ve been involved with has 
addressed internal and external freedom and an entrenched wariness of 
authoritarian rule. Is this perspective influenced or affirmed by your 
experience with the Maharishi? [His full name is Maharishi

Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
Well, I wasn't there - but from what I have heard of the heavy unstressing on 
many courses, it doesn't sound like there was an effective means or program in 
place to assist those who were going through stuff. If there was I would like 
to know that and to know what things were put into place to assist people going 
through the unstressing. Such a thing would make me think more highly of the 
Movement than I do now.





 From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:51 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Hey Mikey.  How you livin'.  Listen, I was on the six month course.  The first 
one actually, where the experimentation was rampant.  Enemas, diet control, (or 
at least many theories to consider).  Rick was on that course too.  I guess for 
Mitch, it wasn't his cup of tea, so he left.  I think he may have been on a 
later course.  Or at least I don't remember him on my course.
 
But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I gained much from it.  I think what Jim 
is saying, (and really, I just skimmed it), is that if there is such thing as a 
spiritual path, and you choose to be on it, that as you move along that path, 
and you will have to clear away any wreckage.  
 
Now probably, many times you may progress a certain amount, and then decide to 
take a break.  And of course, so what if you do.  
 
I don't know what on with Mitch, other than he felt he got all he could from 
the program and then moved on -  either with prejudice or without prejudice.
 
I think that's what Jim is saying.  But at some point, if you decide to take up 
the path again, in a more focused way, then you may well have to engage in some 
heavy lifting again.
 
P.S. My favorite part of that course was the hours of reading the Upanishads.  
More interesting (and enjoyable) than the Rig Veda readings. 
 
P.S.S.  The food was...excellent!!

From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he was just 
wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the real deal, if M 
could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't teach anyone to fly, 
and Kapor was not looking to get screwed up from the rounding. I will leave it 
to those who did the six months courses to comment on the experiment comment 
Kapor made. I have heard of heavy unstressing, but not the enemas and Hindu 
food combining rituals, not that early in the Movement history anyway. I have a 
hell of a lot more admiration and respect for Kapor for getting himself out and 
making something substantive of his life as opposed to asses like Russel Brand 
and Howard Stern.


From: awoelfleba...@yahoo.com awoelfleba...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
 
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:
Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.

Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you 
just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left feeling 
cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no magic pill for 
happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think MMY indicated this 
then you read it all wrong. Great things come with great effort. Period. You 
have to spend years, sweat buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with 
everything you've got. And this is just the start. Anything that comes too 
easily is either not worth it or will not be appreciated for what it truly is. 
People need to stop whining, take responsibility for being naive. You should 
have doubted MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by merely 
closing your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so and if you 
believed it you have only yourself to blame. 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Mitchell Kapor, Founder of Lotus Software on TM



Tricycle: It seems that the material you’ve been involved with has 
addressed internal and external freedom and an entrenched wariness of 
authoritarian rule. Is this perspective influenced or affirmed by your 
experience with the Maharishi? [His full name is Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.]


Kapor: My dislike for authoritarian

[FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread turquoiseb
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Michael Jackson  wrote:

 Well, I wasn't there - but from what I have heard of the heavy
unstressing on many courses, it doesn't sound like there was an
effective means or program in place to assist those who were going
through stuff. If there was I would like to know that and to know what
things were put into place to assist people going through the
unstressing. Such a thing would make me think more highly of the
Movement than I do now.

I was on quite a few courses on which participants suffered from
heavy unstressing. ALL of the most severe cases I saw occur
were dealt with using the same NOPA solution.

That is, if none of the standard repeated cliches helped to resolve
the problem, the person suffering from the heavy unstressing
was sent home, and everyone wiped their hands and said Not
Our Problem Anymore.

 
  From: Steve Sundur steve.sundur@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:51 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor



 Â
 Hey Mikey.  How you livin'.  Listen, I was on the six month
course.  The first one actually, where the experimentation was
rampant.  Enemas, diet control, (or at least many theories to
consider).  Rick was on that course too.  I guess for Mitch, it
wasn't his cup of tea, so he left.  I think he may have been on a
later course.  Or at least I don't remember him on my course.
 Â
 But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I gained much from it.  I
think what Jim is saying, (and really, I just skimmed it), is that if
there is such thing as a spiritual path, and you choose to be on it,
that as you move along that path, and you will have to clear
away any wreckage.Â
 Â
 Now probably, many times you may progress a certain amount, and then
decide to take a break.  And of course, so what if you do.Â
 Â
 I don't know what on with Mitch, other than he felt he got all he
could from the program and then moved on -Â  either with prejudice or
without prejudice.
 Â
 I think that's what Jim is saying.  But at some point, if you
decide to take up the path again, in a more focused way, then you may
well have to engage in some heavy lifting again.
 Â
 P.S. My favorite part of that course was the hours of reading the
Upanishads.  More interesting (and enjoyable) than the Rig Veda
readings.Â
 Â
 P.S.S.  The food was...excellent!!

 From: Michael Jackson mjackson74@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

 Â
 Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he
was just wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the
real deal, if M could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't
teach anyone to fly, and Kapor was not looking to get screwed up from
the rounding. I will leave it to those who did the six months courses to
comment on the experiment comment Kapor made. I have heard of heavy
unstressing, but not the enemas and Hindu food combining rituals, not
that early in the Movement history anyway. I have a hell of a lot more
admiration and respect for Kapor for getting himself out and making
something substantive of his life as opposed to asses like Russel Brand
and Howard Stern.


 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

 Â
 Â
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com
wrote:
 Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM,
are the ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting
Easter, and candy treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not
some panacea for life itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done,
or the sometimes uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF
did you expect? No free lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or
what you do.

 Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now
and you just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left
feeling cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no
magic pill for happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think
MMY indicated this then you read it all wrong. Great things come with
great effort. Period. You have to spend years, sweat buckets, will
yourself silly and desire it with everything you've got. And this is
just the start. Anything that comes too easily is either not worth it or
will not be appreciated for what it truly is. People need to stop
whining, take responsibility for being naive. You should have doubted
MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by merely closing
your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so and if you
believed it you have only yourself to blame.Â



 --- In FairfieldLife

Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he was just 
wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the real deal, if M 
could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't teach anyone to fly, 
and Kapor was not looking to get screwed up from the rounding. I will leave it 
to those who did the six months courses to comment on the experiment comment 
Kapor made. I have heard of heavy unstressing, but not the enemas and Hindu 
food combining rituals, not that early in the Movement history anyway. 

I have a hell of a lot more admiration and respect for Kapor for getting 
himself out and making something substantive of his life as opposed to asses 
like Russel Brand and Howard Stern.





 From: awoelfleba...@yahoo.com awoelfleba...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.

Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you 
just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left feeling 
cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no magic pill for 
happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think MMY indicated this 
then you read it all wrong. Great things come with great effort. Period. You 
have to spend years, sweat buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with 
everything you've got. And this is just the start. Anything that comes too 
easily is either not worth it or will not be appreciated for what it truly is. 
People need to stop whining, take responsibility for being naive. You should 
have doubted MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by merely 
closing your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so and if you 
believed it you have only yourself to blame. 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Mitchell Kapor, Founder of Lotus Software on TM



Tricycle: It seems that the material you’ve been involved with has 
addressed internal and external freedom and an entrenched wariness of 
authoritarian rule. Is this perspective influenced or affirmed by your 
experience with the Maharishi? [His full name is Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.]


Kapor: My dislike for authoritarian structures goes back as far as I 
can remember in my childhood. If I could remember past lives, I’m sure 
my memories would extend there too. But my experiences in Transcendental 
Meditation ultimately really deepened my commitment to 
anti-authoritarianism.


Tricycle: How did you get involved in TM?


Kapor: Well, my experience was typical for my generation. I had 
gotten to college in the 60′s and started experimenting with marijuana 
and psychedelics, fairly heavily. I had some distressing experiences 
with LSD. Bad trips. So I stopped doing drugs and then started getting 
acid flashbacks. I decided to give meditation a serious try to see if 
that could have some calming effect. I got hooked in to TM and 
eventually made the decision to go through advanced training to become 
an initiator, an instructor.


Tricycle: How long did you stay involved with TM?


Kapor: I was involved for seven years. It all ultimately came to a 
head in 1976. The movement went into a new phase and Maharishi started 
talking about siddhis, powers, and techniques for doing levitation and 
other things. This created so much cognitive dissonance in me that I 
didn’t know what to do. I had to find out if it was real or not, and I 
wanted to believe that it was real, but something in me said that it 
couldn’t possibly be real. People weren’t really going to levitate. So I went 
to Switzerland for the sixth-month course on powers. 



I went and I fell apart. They were using us as experimental subjects. There 
was 
fasting involved and various austerities that come out of Hindu 
traditions, enemas and various bizarre food combining rituals. A lot of 
madness got released. 



After five months of this I said whatever problems I might or might not have, 
TM is not making them better, it is making 
them worse and I decided to leave. This was like leaving everything, 
because I had severed all of my other ties and relations: no job, no 
career, no marriage and no prospects. I got up in the middle of the 
night and walked to the train station. I felt like I was crossing from 
slavery into freedom, from one intolerable situation into the great 
unknown

RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread awoelflebater













Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Richard J. Williams

You are not even making any sense.

Following your logic, because you have NOT been meditating, you
are the cause of the Colorado storm that killed six people.

It makes just as much sense. You didn't even pray for the poor
people. Go figure.

Or, a crazy guy killed a dozen people at a U.S. Navy shipyard because
he played violent video games at home or viewed a lot of violent
 movies on TV about taking drugs and killing people.

On 9/19/2013 6:03 AM, Michael Jackson wrote:

Jesus, you people! Let's shoot the messenger
Jesus, you people! Let's shoot the messenger - Kapor realized what was 
being offered was not what was advertised. He put all his hopes and 
dreams into Marshy and his bogus teachings and went on straighten 
himself out and become a mover and shaker in computer and internet 
technology. I take my hat off to him. No reason to revile him and his 
experience just because he tells it like it is.




*From:* awoelfleba...@yahoo.com awoelfleba...@yahoo.com
*To:* FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
*Sent:* Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
*Subject:* [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com 
wrote:


Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, 
are the ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting 
Easter, and candy treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not 
some panacea for life itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being 
done, or the sometimes uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the 
mirror. WTF did you expect? No free lunch on this planet, no matter 
who you are, or what you do.


Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now 
and you just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, 
left feeling cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There 
is no magic pill for happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if 
you think MMY indicated this then you read it all wrong. Great things 
come with great effort. Period. You have to spend years, sweat 
buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with everything you've got. 
And this is just the start. Anything that comes too easily is either 
not worth it or will not be appreciated for what it truly is. People 
need to stop whining, take responsibility for being naive. You should 
have doubted MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by 
merely closing your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so 
and if you believed it you have only yourself to blame.



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com,
fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:

Mitchell Kapor, Founder of Lotus Software on TM

Tricycle: It seems that the material you’ve been involved with has
addressed internal and external freedom and an entrenched wariness
of authoritarian rule. Is this perspective influenced or affirmed
by your experience with the Maharishi? [His full name is Maharishi
Mahesh Yogi.]

Kapor: My dislike for authoritarian structures goes back as far as
I can remember in my childhood. If I could remember past lives,
I’m sure my memories would extend there too. But my experiences in
Transcendental Meditation ultimately really deepened my commitment
to anti-authoritarianism.

Tricycle: How did you get involved in TM?

Kapor: Well, my experience was typical for my generation. I had
gotten to college in the 60′s and started experimenting with
marijuana and psychedelics, fairly heavily. I had some distressing
experiences with LSD. Bad trips. So I stopped doing drugs and then
started getting acid flashbacks. I decided to give meditation a
serious try to see if that could have some calming effect. I got
hooked in to TM and eventually made the decision to go through
advanced training to become an initiator, an instructor.

Tricycle: How long did you stay involved with TM?

Kapor: I was involved for seven years. It all ultimately came to a
head in 1976. The movement went into a new phase and Maharishi
started talking about siddhis, powers, and techniques for doing
levitation and other things. This created so much cognitive
dissonance in me that I didn’t know what to do. I had to find out
if it was real or not, and I wanted to believe that it was real,
but something in me said that it couldn’t possibly be real. People
weren’t really going to levitate. So I went to Switzerland for the
sixth-month course on powers.

I went and I fell apart. They were using us as experimental
subjects. There was fasting involved and various austerities that
come out of Hindu traditions, enemas and various bizarre food
combining rituals. A lot of madness got released.

After five months of this I said whatever problems I might or
might not have, TM is not making them better, it is making them
worse and I decided

Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
I suggest you read the interview and then make comments - as much as I like 
Doc, he is still wearing rosy colored glasses where maree-chee and company are 
concerned. But he's a fine feller anyway.





 From: awoelfleba...@yahoo.com awoelfleba...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 9:42 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Jesus, you people! Let's shoot the messenger - Kapor realized what was being 
offered was not what was advertised. He put all his hopes and dreams into 
Marshy and his bogus teachings and went on straighten himself out and become a 
mover and shaker in computer and internet technology. I take my hat off to him. 
No reason to revile him and his experience just because he tells it like it is.

I don't revile anyone for leaving the Movement or who became disillusioned or 
even bitter about their experience there. I was just making a general statement 
about naive expectations when it comes to those who expect the world for very 
little effort. I didn't even read the interview, I was addressing what the Doc 
was saying.





 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.


Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you 
just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left feeling 
cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no magic pill for 
happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think MMY indicated this 
then you read it all wrong. Great things come with great effort. Period. You 
have to spend years, sweat buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with 
everything you've got. And this is just the start. Anything that comes too 
easily is either not worth it or will not be appreciated for what it truly is. 
People need to stop whining, take responsibility for being naive. You should 
have doubted MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by merely 
closing your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so and if you 
believed it you have only yourself to blame. 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Mitchell Kapor, Founder of Lotus Software on TM



Tricycle: It seems that the material you’ve been involved with has 
addressed internal and external freedom and an entrenched wariness of 
authoritarian rule. Is this perspective influenced or affirmed by your 
experience with the Maharishi? [His full name is Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.]


Kapor: My dislike for authoritarian structures goes back as far as I 
can remember in my childhood. If I could remember past lives, I’m sure 
my memories would extend there too. But my experiences in Transcendental 
Meditation ultimately really deepened my commitment to 
anti-authoritarianism.


Tricycle: How did you get involved in TM?


Kapor: Well, my experience was typical for my generation. I had 
gotten to college in the 60′s and started experimenting with marijuana 
and psychedelics, fairly heavily. I had some distressing experiences 
with LSD. Bad trips. So I stopped doing drugs and then started getting 
acid flashbacks. I decided to give meditation a serious try to see if 
that could have some calming effect. I got hooked in to TM and 
eventually made the decision to go through advanced training to become 
an initiator, an instructor.


Tricycle: How long did you stay involved with TM?


Kapor: I was involved for seven years. It all ultimately came to a 
head in 1976. The movement went into a new phase and Maharishi started 
talking about siddhis, powers, and techniques for doing levitation and 
other things. This created so much cognitive dissonance in me that I 
didn’t know what to do. I had to find out if it was real or not, and I 
wanted to believe that it was real, but something in me said that it 
couldn’t possibly be real. People weren’t really going to levitate. So I went 
to Switzerland for the sixth-month course on powers. 



I went and I fell apart. They were using us as experimental subjects. There 
was 
fasting involved and various austerities that come out of Hindu 
traditions, enemas and various bizarre food combining rituals. A lot of 
madness got released

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
So during the course nothing substantive was done for these folks? I mean 
beyond telling them to do more asanas or something?





 From: turquoiseb no_re...@yahoogroups.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 9:15 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Michael Jackson  wrote:

 Well, I wasn't there - but from what I have heard of the heavy
unstressing on many courses, it doesn't sound like there was an
effective means or program in place to assist those who were going
through stuff. If there was I would like to know that and to know what
things were put into place to assist people going through the
unstressing. Such a thing would make me think more highly of the
Movement than I do now.

I was on quite a few courses on which participants suffered from
heavy unstressing. ALL of the most severe cases I saw occur
were dealt with using the same NOPA solution.

That is, if none of the standard repeated cliches helped to resolve
the problem, the person suffering from the heavy unstressing
was sent home, and everyone wiped their hands and said Not
Our Problem Anymore.

 
  From: Steve Sundur steve.sundur@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:51 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor



 Â
 Hey Mikey.  How you livin'.  Listen, I was on the six month
course.  The first one actually, where the experimentation was
rampant.  Enemas, diet control, (or at least many theories to
consider).  Rick was on that course too.  I guess for Mitch, it
wasn't his cup of tea, so he left.  I think he may have been on a
later course.  Or at least I don't remember him on my course.
 Â
 But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I gained much from it.  I
think what Jim is saying, (and really, I just skimmed it), is that if
there is such thing as a spiritual path, and you choose to be on it,
that as you move along that path, and you will have to clear
away any wreckage.Â
 Â
 Now probably, many times you may progress a certain amount, and then
decide to take a break.  And of course, so what if you do.Â
 Â
 I don't know what on with Mitch, other than he felt he got all he
could from the program and then moved on -Â  either with prejudice or
without prejudice.
 Â
 I think that's what Jim is saying.  But at some point, if you
decide to take up the path again, in a more focused way, then you may
well have to engage in some heavy lifting again.
 Â
 P.S. My favorite part of that course was the hours of reading the
Upanishads.  More interesting (and enjoyable) than the Rig Veda
readings.Â
 Â
 P.S.S.  The food was...excellent!!

 From: Michael Jackson mjackson74@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

 Â
 Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he
was just wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the
real deal, if M could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't
teach anyone to fly, and Kapor was not looking to get screwed up from
the rounding. I will leave it to those who did the six months courses to
comment on the experiment comment Kapor made. I have heard of heavy
unstressing, but not the enemas and Hindu food combining rituals, not
that early in the Movement history anyway. I have a hell of a lot more
admiration and respect for Kapor for getting himself out and making
something substantive of his life as opposed to asses like Russel Brand
and Howard Stern.


 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

 Â
 Â
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com
wrote:
 Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM,
are the ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting
Easter, and candy treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not
some panacea for life itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done,
or the sometimes uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF
did you expect? No free lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or
what you do.

 Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now
and you just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left
feeling cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no
magic pill for happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think
MMY indicated this then you read it all wrong. Great things come with
great effort. Period. You have to spend years, sweat buckets, will
yourself silly and desire it with everything you've got. And this is
just the start. Anything that comes too easily is either not worth

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Richard J. Williams

On 9/19/2013 10:22 AM, Michael Jackson wrote:
 So during the course nothing substantive was done for these folks?

Apparently the folks were told to take an enema and get some rest and
try to take it easy for a few days. Go figure.

 I mean beyond telling them to do more asanas or something?

What would you do - call the EMS and have them taken away by men
in white coats, just because they didn't like the food? LoL!





*From:* turquoiseb no_re...@yahoogroups.com
*To:* FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
*Sent:* Thursday, September 19, 2013 9:15 AM
*Subject:* [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Michael Jackson wrote:

 Well, I wasn't there - but from what I have heard of the heavy
unstressing on many courses, it doesn't sound like there was an
effective means or program in place to assist those who were going
through stuff. If there was I would like to know that and to know what
things were put into place to assist people going through the
unstressing. Such a thing would make me think more highly of the
Movement than I do now.

I was on quite a few courses on which participants suffered from
heavy unstressing. ALL of the most severe cases I saw occur
were dealt with using the same NOPA solution.

That is, if none of the standard repeated cliches helped to resolve
the problem, the person suffering from the heavy unstressing
was sent home, and everyone wiped their hands and said Not
Our Problem Anymore.

 
 From: Steve Sundur steve.sundur@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:51 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor



 Â
 Hey Mikey. How you livin'. Listen, I was on the six month
course. The first one actually, where the experimentation was
rampant. Enemas, diet control, (or at least many theories to
consider). Rick was on that course too. I guess for Mitch, it
wasn't his cup of tea, so he left. I think he may have been on a
later course. Or at least I don't remember him on my course.
 Â
 But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I gained much from it. I
think what Jim is saying, (and really, I just skimmed it), is that if
there is such thing as a spiritual path, and you choose to be on it,
that as you move along that path, and you will have to clear
away any wreckage.Â
 Â
 Now probably, many times you may progress a certain amount, and then
decide to take a break. And of course, so what if you do.Â
 Â
 I don't know what on with Mitch, other than he felt he got all he
could from the program and then moved on -Â either with prejudice or
without prejudice.
 Â
 I think that's what Jim is saying. But at some point, if you
decide to take up the path again, in a more focused way, then you may
well have to engage in some heavy lifting again.
 Â
 P.S. My favorite part of that course was the hours of reading the
Upanishads. More interesting (and enjoyable) than the Rig Veda
readings.Â
 Â
 P.S.S. The food was...excellent!!

 From: Michael Jackson mjackson74@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09 AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

 Â
 Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he
was just wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the
real deal, if M could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't
teach anyone to fly, and Kapor was not looking to get screwed up from
the rounding. I will leave it to those who did the six months courses to
comment on the experiment comment Kapor made. I have heard of heavy
unstressing, but not the enemas and Hindu food combining rituals, not
that early in the Movement history anyway. I have a hell of a lot more
admiration and respect for Kapor for getting himself out and making
something substantive of his life as opposed to asses like Russel Brand
and Howard Stern.


 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
 Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

 Â
 Â
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com
wrote:
 Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM,
are the ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting
Easter, and candy treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not
some panacea for life itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done,
or the sometimes uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF
did you expect? No free lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or
what you do.

 Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now
and you just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left
feeling cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no
magic pill for happiness, fulfillment or anything

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Share Long
Oh, God, Richard you do have a way of expressing stuff that makes me LOL so 
much. Anyway, maybe Werner had it right all along and we're just tubes and it's 
all about eating healthy food and having healthy poops!





 From: Richard J. Williams pundits...@gmail.com
To: Richard J. Williams FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 10:38 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
On 9/19/2013 10:22 AM, Michael Jackson wrote:
  
 So during the course nothing substantive was done for these folks?

Apparently the folks were told to take an enema and get some rest
and
try to take it easy for a few days. Go figure.

 I mean beyond telling them to do more asanas or something?

What would you do - call the EMS and have them taken away by men
in white coats, just because they didn't like the food? LoL!








 From: turquoiseb no_re...@yahoogroups.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 9:15 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Michael Jackson wrote:

 Well, I wasn't there - but from what I
have heard of the heavy
unstressing on many courses, it doesn't
sound like there was an
effective means or program in place to
assist those who were going
through stuff. If there was I would like to
know that and to know what
things were put into place to assist people
going through the
unstressing. Such a thing would make me
think more highly of the
Movement than I do now.

I was on quite a few courses on which
participants suffered from
heavy unstressing. ALL of the most severe
cases I saw occur
were dealt with using the same NOPA
solution.

That is, if none of the standard repeated
cliches helped to resolve
the problem, the person suffering from the
heavy unstressing
was sent home, and everyone wiped their
hands and said Not
Our Problem Anymore.

 
 From: Steve Sundur steve.sundur@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:51
AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE:
Mitchell Kapor



 Â
 Hey Mikey. How you livin'. Listen, I
was on the six month
course. The first one actually, where the
experimentation was
rampant. Enemas, diet control, (or at least
many theories to
consider). Rick was on that course too. I
guess for Mitch, it
wasn't his cup of tea, so he left. I think
he may have been on a
later course. Or at least I don't remember
him on my course.
 Â
 But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I
gained much from it. I
think what Jim is saying, (and really, I
just skimmed it), is that if
there is such thing as a spiritual path, and
you choose to be on it,
that as you move along that path, and you
will have to clear
away any wreckage.Â
 Â
 Now probably, many times you may
progress a certain amount, and then
decide to take a break. And of course, so
what if you do.Â
 Â
 I don't know what on with Mitch, other
than he felt he got all he
could from the program and then moved on -Â
either with prejudice or
without prejudice.
 Â
 I think that's what Jim is saying. But
at some point, if you
decide to take up the path again, in a more
focused way, then you may
well have to engage in some heavy lifting
again.
 Â
 P.S. My favorite part of that course
was the hours of reading the
Upanishads. More interesting (and
enjoyable) than the Rig Veda
readings.Â
 Â
 P.S.S. The food
was...excellent!!

 From: Michael Jackson mjackson74@...
 To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
 Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09
AM
 Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE:
Mitchell Kapor

 Â
 Kapor didn't say he was looking for a
magic bullet or a panacea, he
was just wanting what Marshy promised and to
see if the sidhis was the
real deal, if M could really teach anyone

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Bhairitu
In other traditions like the  tantra one I learned the guru would have 
you stop meditating for a while if nothing good was happening.   I 
also thought it was crazy that they tested people for the checking notes 
and puja memorization when rounds were at the high point.  If I felt any 
roughness I just went through the motions of rounding.  Worked well 
for me.


On 09/19/2013 08:44 AM, turquoiseb wrote:


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Michael Jackson mjackson74@... 
wrote:


 So during the course nothing substantive was done for
 these folks? I mean beyond telling them to do more
 asanas or something?

Depends on the course. On small ATR courses, no
nothing in particular was really done. On larger
courses, they might have been referred to one of
the resident quacks...uh...I mean doctors.

But it was clear that no real effort was made to
help any of these people who were twitching
uncontrollably or having symptoms that looked
for all the world like Tourette syndrome or
worse, because the prevailing myth was always
TM is 100% life supporting. No one was willing
to go up against that and add, ...for many
people, but for others, it may cause problems.

Anyone I ever spoke to who was going through this
commented on the Blame the victim mentality they
were exposed to. It was always, What are YOU
doing wrong that this is happening to you? We
all 'know' that it 'shouldn't' be happening.





Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Bhairitu
If Kapor was on an AE course he probably WASN'T on any six month TTC.  
He probably was on one of those shorter course that were only 3 months 
and I think there were a few early one's even shorter (like one month).


On 09/19/2013 08:03 AM, Richard J. Williams wrote:


So, Mitch Kapor signed up for a six month course to be a TM Teacher.

Isn't he the guy that invented Lotus 123?

I've always wondered what drives some people to do this - why in
the world would it take six moths out of someone's life to learn
TM and memorize a simple initiation puja?

It takes only a few minutes to teach someone how to meditate.

Go figure.

Wouldn't you have to be somewhat strange to think you could just
take off for six months from your family and your job to sit around
and meditate in Switzerland?

And then, after walking out on the yoga camp, switch over to join
a Buddhist cult and get interviewed by Tricycle. Go figure.

On 9/19/2013 7:08 AM, Share Long wrote:





[FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread punditster


Bhairitu:
 If Kapor was on an AE course he probably WASN'T on 
 any six month TTC. He probably was on one of those 
 shorter course that were only 3 months and I think 
 there were a few early one's even shorter (like one 
 month).
 
So, Mitch Kapor took a yoga course in Switzerland with 
the Mahesh Yogi and became a teacher of TM and taught 
TM in Cambridge. 

Then, he invented Lotus 123 and founded the Lotus 
Foundation and became a millionaire. 

Not bad for practicing a few yoga poses and meditating 
a few minutes a day!

  So, Mitch Kapor signed up for a six month course to be a TM Teacher.
 
  Isn't he the guy that invented Lotus 123?
 
  I've always wondered what drives some people to do this - why in
  the world would it take six moths out of someone's life to learn
  TM and memorize a simple initiation puja?
 
  It takes only a few minutes to teach someone how to meditate.
 
  Go figure.
 
  Wouldn't you have to be somewhat strange to think you could just
  take off for six months from your family and your job to sit around
  and meditate in Switzerland?
 
  And then, after walking out on the yoga camp, switch over to join
  a Buddhist cult and get interviewed by Tricycle. Go figure.
 
  On 9/19/2013 7:08 AM, Share Long wrote:
 





[FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread punditster


Bhairitu:
 I also thought it was crazy that they tested people 
 for the checking notes and puja memorization when 
 rounds were at the high point...

When on a meditation course to become TM teachers I
would think that as prospective teachers you'd be 
checked every day at least. 

If someone was twitching uncontrollably, do you
think they'd pass a simple TM checking procedure?

Go figure.
 
 On 09/19/2013 08:44 AM, turquoiseb wrote:
 
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Michael Jackson mjackson74@ 
  wrote:
  
   So during the course nothing substantive was done for
   these folks? I mean beyond telling them to do more
   asanas or something?
 
  Depends on the course. On small ATR courses, no
  nothing in particular was really done. On larger
  courses, they might have been referred to one of
  the resident quacks...uh...I mean doctors.
 
  But it was clear that no real effort was made to
  help any of these people who were twitching
  uncontrollably or having symptoms that looked
  for all the world like Tourette syndrome or
  worse, because the prevailing myth was always
  TM is 100% life supporting. No one was willing
  to go up against that and add, ...for many
  people, but for others, it may cause problems.
 
  Anyone I ever spoke to who was going through this
  commented on the Blame the victim mentality they
  were exposed to. It was always, What are YOU
  doing wrong that this is happening to you? We
  all 'know' that it 'shouldn't' be happening.
 





RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread doctordumbass













Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Bhairitu
I would say as high as 20% of the folks I knew at the Seattle TM center 
back in the day were running computer businesses.  If you have the right 
idea at the right time you are a winner.  Or may it is just predestined 
by the script of the play we're all in. :-D


On 09/19/2013 09:31 AM, punditster wrote:




Bhairitu:
 If Kapor was on an AE course he probably WASN'T on
 any six month TTC. He probably was on one of those
 shorter course that were only 3 months and I think
 there were a few early one's even shorter (like one
 month).

So, Mitch Kapor took a yoga course in Switzerland with
the Mahesh Yogi and became a teacher of TM and taught
TM in Cambridge.

Then, he invented Lotus 123 and founded the Lotus
Foundation and became a millionaire.

Not bad for practicing a few yoga poses and meditating
a few minutes a day!

  So, Mitch Kapor signed up for a six month course to be a TM Teacher.
 
  Isn't he the guy that invented Lotus 123?
 
  I've always wondered what drives some people to do this - why in
  the world would it take six moths out of someone's life to learn
  TM and memorize a simple initiation puja?
 
  It takes only a few minutes to teach someone how to meditate.
 
  Go figure.
 
  Wouldn't you have to be somewhat strange to think you could just
  take off for six months from your family and your job to sit around
  and meditate in Switzerland?
 
  And then, after walking out on the yoga camp, switch over to join
  a Buddhist cult and get interviewed by Tricycle. Go figure.
 
  On 9/19/2013 7:08 AM, Share Long wrote:
 







Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Bhairitu

On 09/19/2013 09:38 AM, punditster wrote:




Bhairitu:
 I also thought it was crazy that they tested people
 for the checking notes and puja memorization when
 rounds were at the high point...

When on a meditation course to become TM teachers I
would think that as prospective teachers you'd be
checked every day at least.



To attend TTC you had to have passed the checking notes. By the time I 
went to TTC I had checked over 200 people.  This wasn't the attendee 
getting checked, Richard.  It was testing you for the notes.  We had to 
go check someone with a course leader making sure you didn't get even 
one word wrong.




If someone was twitching uncontrollably, do you
think they'd pass a simple TM checking procedure?



Twitching is often just a blockage working it's way out.  Just like a 
muscle spasm.  The roughness on courses was more mental.




Go figure.

 On 09/19/2013 08:44 AM, turquoiseb wrote:
 
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Michael Jackson mjackson74@
  wrote:
  
   So during the course nothing substantive was done for
   these folks? I mean beyond telling them to do more
   asanas or something?
 
  Depends on the course. On small ATR courses, no
  nothing in particular was really done. On larger
  courses, they might have been referred to one of
  the resident quacks...uh...I mean doctors.
 
  But it was clear that no real effort was made to
  help any of these people who were twitching
  uncontrollably or having symptoms that looked
  for all the world like Tourette syndrome or
  worse, because the prevailing myth was always
  TM is 100% life supporting. No one was willing
  to go up against that and add, ...for many
  people, but for others, it may cause problems.
 
  Anyone I ever spoke to who was going through this
  commented on the Blame the victim mentality they
  were exposed to. It was always, What are YOU
  doing wrong that this is happening to you? We
  all 'know' that it 'shouldn't' be happening.
 







Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
It wasn't a TTC - it was the proverbial Six Month Course for TM teachers to get 
the siddhis and become Governors of the Age of Enlightenment. 

Maybe you should go to the same community college where Willy Tex is planning 
to take reading comprehension courses.





 From: Bhairitu noozg...@sbcglobal.net
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 12:05 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
If Kapor was on an AE course he probably WASN'T on any six month TTC.  He 
probably was on one of those shorter course that were only 3 months and I think 
there were a few early one's even shorter (like one month).

On 09/19/2013 08:03 AM, Richard J. Williams wrote:

  
So, Mitch Kapor signed up for a six month course to be a TM Teacher.

Isn't he the guy that invented Lotus 123?

I've always wondered what drives some people to do this -
  why in
the world would it take six moths out of someone's life to
  learn
TM and memorize a simple initiation puja? 

It takes only a few minutes to teach someone how to
  meditate. 

Go figure.

Wouldn't you have to be somewhat strange to think you
  could just 
take off for six months from your family and your job to
  sit around 
and meditate in Switzerland? 

And then, after walking out on the yoga camp, switch over
  to join 
a Buddhist cult and get interviewed by Tricycle. Go
  figure.

On 9/19/2013 7:08 AM, Share Long wrote:



 

[FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread turquoiseb
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@... wrote:

 On 09/19/2013 09:38 AM, punditster wrote:
 
  Bhairitu:
   I also thought it was crazy that they tested people
   for the checking notes and puja memorization when
   rounds were at the high point...
  
  When on a meditation course to become TM teachers I
  would think that as prospective teachers you'd be
  checked every day at least.
 
 To attend TTC you had to have passed the checking notes. 
 By the time I went to TTC I had checked over 200 people.  
 This wasn't the attendee getting checked, Richard. It 
 was testing you for the notes.  

While I agree with your earlier point: What were
they *thinking* having people both learn and be
tested on the checking notes while doing 6-8 
rounds per day?, I have to correct you. On *later*
course you might have been required to learn the
checking notes before you attended the course. But
on earlier courses (e.g., mine, Mallorca-Fiuggi '72)
you had to both learn and be tested on the checking
notes while doing this much meditation per day. 





Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
I am sure I have cognitive overload or dissonance or something from all the 
years I did TM, I missed you working for the Movement - when and where did work 
for them? And did you enjoy it?





 From: doctordumb...@rocketmail.com doctordumb...@rocketmail.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 12:47 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
And you too, MJ, are a fine fella.  I never actually saw, or met, Maharishi, 
and stopped working for his org in 1982. I did watch a LOT of tapes and read 
his Gita translation several times. Probably went on twenty Residence Courses. 
Practiced the TMSP from 1980 to 1993-ish. Did TM from 1975, on. Other than 
that, it has just been plain hard work, discrimination, and focus. My rosy 
colored glasses fell off at some point along the way, and I don't wear 
contacts, either.:-)


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I suggest you read the interview and then make comments - as much as I like 
Doc, he is still wearing rosy colored glasses where maree-chee and company are 
concerned. But he's a fine feller anyway.





 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 9:42 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Jesus, you people! Let's shoot the messenger - Kapor realized what was being 
offered was not what was advertised. He put all his hopes and dreams into 
Marshy and his bogus teachings and went on straighten himself out and become a 
mover and shaker in computer and internet technology. I take my hat off to 
him. No reason to revile him and his experience just because he tells it like 
it is.


I don't revile anyone for leaving the Movement or who became disillusioned or 
even bitter about their experience there. I was just making a general 
statement about naive expectations when it comes to those who expect the world 
for very little effort. I didn't even read the interview, I was addressing 
what the Doc was saying.







 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.


Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you 
just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left feeling 
cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no magic pill for 
happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think MMY indicated this 
then you read it all wrong. Great things come with great effort. Period. You 
have to spend years, sweat buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with 
everything you've got. And this is just the start. Anything that comes too 
easily is either not worth it or will not be appreciated for what it truly 
is. People need to stop whining, take responsibility for being naive. You 
should have doubted MMY if you felt he indicated heaven would be yours by 
merely closing your eyes twice a day for 20 mins. It could never be so and if 
you believed it you have only yourself to blame. 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com,
 fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Mitchell Kapor, Founder of Lotus Software on TM



Tricycle: It seems that the material you’ve been involved with has 
addressed internal and external freedom and an entrenched wariness of 
authoritarian rule. Is this perspective influenced or affirmed by your 
experience with the Maharishi? [His full name is Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.]


Kapor: My dislike for authoritarian structures goes back as far as I 
can remember in my childhood. If I could remember past lives, I’m sure 
my memories would extend there too. But my experiences in Transcendental 
Meditation ultimately really deepened my commitment to 
anti-authoritarianism.


Tricycle: How did you get involved in TM?


Kapor: Well, my experience was typical for my generation. I had 
gotten to college in the 60′s and started experimenting with marijuana 
and psychedelics, fairly heavily. I had some distressing experiences 
with LSD. Bad trips. So I stopped doing drugs and then started getting 
acid flashbacks. I decided to give meditation a serious try to see if 
that could have some calming

Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Richard J. Williams

Oh, I get it now - Mitch Kapor took a TTC and taught TM in Cambridge
and THEN took a 'Six Month Course' on how to be a Governor of the
Age of Enlightenment so he could learn the siddhis. When he found
out he couldn't fly, he quit the program and joined a Buddhist cult.

Go figure.

On 9/19/2013 11:59 AM, Michael Jackson wrote:
It wasn't a TTC - it was the proverbial Six Month Course for TM 
teachers to get the siddhis and become Governors of the Age of 
Enlightenment.


Maybe you should go to the same community college where Willy Tex is 
planning to take reading comprehension courses.




*From:* Bhairitu noozg...@sbcglobal.net
*To:* FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
*Sent:* Thursday, September 19, 2013 12:05 PM
*Subject:* Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

If Kapor was on an AE course he probably WASN'T on any six month TTC.  
He probably was on one of those shorter course that were only 3 months 
and I think there were a few early one's even shorter (like one month).


On 09/19/2013 08:03 AM, Richard J. Williams wrote:

So, Mitch Kapor signed up for a six month course to be a TM Teacher.

Isn't he the guy that invented Lotus 123?

I've always wondered what drives some people to do this - why in
the world would it take six moths out of someone's life to learn
TM and memorize a simple initiation puja?

It takes only a few minutes to teach someone how to meditate.

Go figure.

Wouldn't you have to be somewhat strange to think you could just
take off for six months from your family and your job to sit around
and meditate in Switzerland?

And then, after walking out on the yoga camp, switch over to join
a Buddhist cult and get interviewed by Tricycle. Go figure.

On 9/19/2013 7:08 AM, Share Long wrote:










Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Bhairitu
No wonder I had checked more people than the folks at the center who 
authorized me for TTC.  Of course being a musician I was available to 
check days which was something some of them either going to school or 
with a job couldn't do.


Rounding raises the ether element and makes people more ungrounded.  Of 
course if the participants only had lots of thoughts during rounding 
maybe didn't have much a problem focusing to pass the checking tests.  
Those who were visiting other planets and stars or exploring the rent 
and weave of the universe during rounding not so much so.


On 09/19/2013 10:07 AM, turquoiseb wrote:


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@... wrote:

 On 09/19/2013 09:38 AM, punditster wrote:
 
  Bhairitu:
   I also thought it was crazy that they tested people
   for the checking notes and puja memorization when
   rounds were at the high point...
  
  When on a meditation course to become TM teachers I
  would think that as prospective teachers you'd be
  checked every day at least.

 To attend TTC you had to have passed the checking notes.
 By the time I went to TTC I had checked over 200 people.
 This wasn't the attendee getting checked, Richard. It
 was testing you for the notes.

While I agree with your earlier point: What were
they *thinking* having people both learn and be
tested on the checking notes while doing 6-8
rounds per day?, I have to correct you. On *later*
course you might have been required to learn the
checking notes before you attended the course. But
on earlier courses (e.g., mine, Mallorca-Fiuggi '72)
you had to both learn and be tested on the checking
notes while doing this much meditation per day.






RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread authfriend













Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Richard J. Williams

So, after Mitch learned TM and taught it to hundreds of people
he joined a Buddhist cult and got better and made millions of
dollars.

It looks like maybe what he thought was a bad thing turned out
to be a good thing. Who wants to make only a few dollars
teaching TM when they could make millions with a software
program? Go figure.

On 9/19/2013 12:07 PM, Michael Jackson wrote:
I see you still have reading comprehension problems - Kapor has been 
very clear that it was AFTER he got clear of the Movement and Marshy's 
deceit that he became successful - like he said in his interview


After five months of this I said whatever problems I might or might 
not have, TM is not making them better, it is making them worse and I 
decided to leave. This was like leaving everything, because I had 
severed all of my other ties and relations: no job, no career, no 
marriage and no prospects.


I am sure you will come back with some idiotic raving about prejudice 
against Hindus, so I am wasting my time but there it is.




*From:* punditster pundits...@gmail.com
*To:* FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
*Sent:* Thursday, September 19, 2013 12:31 PM
*Subject:* [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor



Bhairitu:
 If Kapor was on an AE course he probably WASN'T on
 any six month TTC. He probably was on one of those
 shorter course that were only 3 months and I think
 there were a few early one's even shorter (like one
 month).

So, Mitch Kapor took a yoga course in Switzerland with
the Mahesh Yogi and became a teacher of TM and taught
TM in Cambridge.

Then, he invented Lotus 123 and founded the Lotus
Foundation and became a millionaire.

Not bad for practicing a few yoga poses and meditating
a few minutes a day!

  So, Mitch Kapor signed up for a six month course to be a TM Teacher.
 
  Isn't he the guy that invented Lotus 123?
 
  I've always wondered what drives some people to do this - why in
  the world would it take six moths out of someone's life to learn
  TM and memorize a simple initiation puja?
 
  It takes only a few minutes to teach someone how to meditate.
 
  Go figure.
 
  Wouldn't you have to be somewhat strange to think you could just
  take off for six months from your family and your job to sit around
  and meditate in Switzerland?
 
  And then, after walking out on the yoga camp, switch over to join
  a Buddhist cult and get interviewed by Tricycle. Go figure.
 
  On 9/19/2013 7:08 AM, Share Long wrote:
 









Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Bhairitu
No, more likely that that was the only time they had to do the tests. 
Believe it or not there were people there who had not learned the 
notes.  It thought it WAS mandatory have learned them to attend TTC.  So 
by the time they had a chance to learn them and take the test it was 
roundingville.  Clue: don't try to apply logic to the workings of the TMO.


On 09/19/2013 11:21 AM, authfri...@yahoo.com wrote:


Maybe the idea was that if the checking routine had become such 
second-nature to you that you could do it flawlessly while you were 
rounding, you'd never have any trouble with it in other contexts?




--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com 
wrote:


No wonder I had checked more people than the folks at the center who 
authorized me for TTC.  Of course being a musician I was available to 
check days which was something some of them either going to school or 
with a job couldn't do.


Rounding raises the ether element and makes people more ungrounded.  
Of course if the participants only had lots of thoughts during 
rounding maybe didn't have much a problem focusing to pass the 
checking tests.  Those who were visiting other planets and stars or 
exploring the rent and weave of the universe during rounding not so 
much so.


On 09/19/2013 10:07 AM, turquoiseb wrote:

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
mailto:FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Bhairitu noozguru@... 
mailto:noozguru@... wrote:


 On 09/19/2013 09:38 AM, punditster wrote:
 
  Bhairitu:
   I also thought it was crazy that they tested people
   for the checking notes and puja memorization when
   rounds were at the high point...
  
  When on a meditation course to become TM teachers I
  would think that as prospective teachers you'd be
  checked every day at least.

 To attend TTC you had to have passed the checking notes.
 By the time I went to TTC I had checked over 200 people.
 This wasn't the attendee getting checked, Richard. It
 was testing you for the notes.

While I agree with your earlier point: What were
they *thinking* having people both learn and be
tested on the checking notes while doing 6-8
rounds per day?, I have to correct you. On *later*
course you might have been required to learn the
checking notes before you attended the course. But
on earlier courses (e.g., mine, Mallorca-Fiuggi '72)
you had to both learn and be tested on the checking
notes while doing this much meditation per day.








Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Bhairitu
I read the article, Michael.  I was responding to Richard's assumption 
it was a TTC.  Perhaps you should take reading comprehension courses or 
get off meth.


On 09/19/2013 09:59 AM, Michael Jackson wrote:
It wasn't a TTC - it was the proverbial Six Month Course for TM 
teachers to get the siddhis and become Governors of the Age of 
Enlightenment.


Maybe you should go to the same community college where Willy Tex is 
planning to take reading comprehension courses.




*From:* Bhairitu noozg...@sbcglobal.net
*To:* FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
*Sent:* Thursday, September 19, 2013 12:05 PM
*Subject:* Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

If Kapor was on an AE course he probably WASN'T on any six month TTC.  
He probably was on one of those shorter course that were only 3 months 
and I think there were a few early one's even shorter (like one month).


On 09/19/2013 08:03 AM, Richard J. Williams wrote:

So, Mitch Kapor signed up for a six month course to be a TM Teacher.

Isn't he the guy that invented Lotus 123?

I've always wondered what drives some people to do this - why in
the world would it take six moths out of someone's life to learn
TM and memorize a simple initiation puja?

It takes only a few minutes to teach someone how to meditate.

Go figure.

Wouldn't you have to be somewhat strange to think you could just
take off for six months from your family and your job to sit around
and meditate in Switzerland?

And then, after walking out on the yoga camp, switch over to join
a Buddhist cult and get interviewed by Tricycle. Go figure.

On 9/19/2013 7:08 AM, Share Long wrote:










RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread awoelflebater













RE: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread doctordumbass













Re: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
Ahhh, Livingston Manor - I did my first sidhis bloc there, Messrs Big Bopper 
Bevan and John Cowhig were officiating as TM Sidhi Administrators. 

Bevan was not fat then, in fact looked like a surfer, narrow waist, broad 
shoulders. It was January, cold as hell, they had just had a major snow and ice 
storm that knocked out their electricity, destroyed one of their well pumps, 
lots of the pipes in the place froze, staff had to put 50 gallon drums of water 
in the halls and we each had plastic buckets to dip into the drums to haul 
water to flush our toilets. 

Food was quite good as I recall - they even had a Southern boy on cooking staff 
who one day served up grits for breakfast. All the Yankees had no idea what 
they were or what to do with them. Only complaint I had about it was he used 
white grits instead of yaller grits.

The guy who was running the place, I can't remember his name but I saw his 
picture on some TM stuff recently - I think he's a raja or works somehow for 
the Global Country of World Peace. 

Anyway he got really tick off at us - we had to wait for our first sutras for 
longer than we were supposed to due to technical incompetence on Bevan and 
John's part. When we finally got them, they were of course through video/audio 
tape. After one of the girls on the course was bitching about us not actually 
seeing marshy and said so in public - in the dining hall and folks heard - so 
we got chewed out big time for not honoring our agreement to not say nothing 
about our instruction.

That was also the place I saw the Be a Superman, Be a Sidha-man! poster that 
I would love to have one of now. Good times. 





 From: doctordumb...@rocketmail.com doctordumb...@rocketmail.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 5:23 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
About three years, total. In rural settings; Livingston Manor, NY and twice 
near Waverly, MO. I enjoyed it for awhile. My last stint, though, was to 
evaluate whether or not I would go on to TTC. Thankfully, I made the right 
choice. 


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I am sure I have cognitive overload or dissonance or something from all the 
years I did TM, I missed you working for the Movement - when and where did work 
for them? And did you enjoy it?





 From: doctordumbass@... doctordumbass@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 12:47 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
And you too, MJ, are a fine fella.  I never actually saw, or met, Maharishi, 
and stopped working for his org in 1982. I did watch a LOT of tapes and read 
his Gita translation several times. Probably went on twenty Residence Courses. 
Practiced the TMSP from 1980 to 1993-ish. Did TM from 1975, on. Other than 
that, it has just been plain hard work, discrimination, and focus. My rosy 
colored glasses fell off at some point along the way, and I don't wear 
contacts, either.:-)



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I suggest you read the interview and then make comments - as much as I like 
Doc, he is still wearing rosy colored glasses where maree-chee and company are 
concerned. But he's a fine feller anyway.







 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 9:42 AM
Subject: RE: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Jesus, you people! Let's shoot the messenger - Kapor realized what was being 
offered was not what was advertised. He put all his hopes and dreams into 
Marshy and his bogus teachings and went on straighten himself out and become 
a mover and shaker in computer and internet technology. I take my hat off to 
him. No reason to revile him and his experience just because he tells it like 
it is.


I don't revile anyone for leaving the Movement or who became disillusioned or 
even bitter about their experience there. I was just making a general 
statement about naive expectations when it comes to those who expect the 
world for very little effort. I didn't even read the interview, I was 
addressing what the Doc was saying.







 From: awoelflebater@... awoelflebater@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are 
the ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and 
candy treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for 
life itself. It doesn't stop the hard work

Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Steve Sundur
Just a little correction.  I think the course Mitch was on must of had YF.  
That wasn't on the radar on my course.  As far as unstressing goes.  Hell, it 
was the more the better.  I mean my attitude was bring it on.  I remember 
thinking to myself if I would rather have unstressing manifest itself in a 
physical, or a mental fashion.  And I seemed to get plenty of both.  And this 
may surprise you, but I really never saw evidence of people really going off 
the deep end - in any of my courses.  Of course, I may have just been blind to 
it.
 


 From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 8:00 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
   
 
Well, I wasn't there - but from what I have heard of the heavy unstressing on 
many courses, it doesn't sound like there was an effective means or program in 
place to assist those who were going through stuff. If there was I would like 
to know that and to know what things were put into place to assist people going 
through the unstressing. Such a thing would make me think more highly of the 
Movement than I do now.

 


 From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:51 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
Hey Mikey.  How you livin'.  Listen, I was on the six month course.  The first 
one actually, where the experimentation was rampant.  Enemas, diet control, (or 
at least many theories to consider).  Rick was on that course too.  I guess for 
Mitch, it wasn't his cup of tea, so he left.  I think he may have been on a 
later course.  Or at least I don't remember him on my course.
 
But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I gained much from it.  I think what Jim 
is saying, (and really, I just skimmed it), is that if there is such thing as a 
spiritual path, and you choose to be on it, that as you move along that path, 
and you will have to clear away any wreckage.  
 
Now probably, many times you may progress a certain amount, and then decide to 
take a break.  And of course, so what if you do.  
 
I don't know what on with Mitch, other than he felt he got all he could from 
the program and then moved on -  either with prejudice or without prejudice.
 
I think that's what Jim is saying.  But at some point, if you decide to take up 
the path again, in a more focused way, then you may well have to engage in some 
heavy lifting again.
 
P.S. My favorite part of that course was the hours of reading the Upanishads.  
More interesting (and enjoyable) than the Rig Veda readings. 
 
P.S.S.  The food was...excellent!!
 


 From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he was just 
wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the real deal, if M 
could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't teach anyone to fly, 
and Kapor was not looking to get screwed up from the rounding. I will leave it 
to those who did the six months courses to comment on the experiment comment 
Kapor made. I have heard of heavy unstressing, but not the enemas and Hindu 
food combining rituals, not that early in the Movement history anyway. I have a 
hell of a lot more admiration and respect for Kapor for getting himself out and 
making something substantive of his life as opposed to asses like Russel Brand 
and Howard Stern.

 


 From: awoelfleba...@yahoo.com awoelfleba...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:
Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.

Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you 
just did - perfectly. If someone is let down, disappointed, left feeling 
cheated or bereft then look to yourselves, people. There is no magic pill for 
happiness, fulfillment or anything else and if you think MMY indicated this 
then you read it all wrong. Great things come with great effort. Period. You 
have to spend years, sweat buckets, will yourself silly and desire it with 
everything

Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
Like I said, I was never on any of those courses - always heard things about 
courses like Majorca but no specifics were ever talked about, at least not from 
the people I heard - it was third hand rumors - I think Rick and Mark Landau 
are the first people I ever talked to who were on that course.





 From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:12 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Just a little correction.  I think the course Mitch was on must of had YF.  
That wasn't on the radar on my course.  As far as unstressing goes.  Hell, it 
was the more the better.  I mean my attitude was bring it on.  I remember 
thinking to myself if I would rather have unstressing manifest itself in a 
physical, or a mental fashion.  And I seemed to get plenty of both.  And this 
may surprise you, but I really never saw evidence of people really going off 
the deep end - in any of my courses.  Of course, I may have just been blind to 
it.

From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 8:00 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
Well, I wasn't there - but from what I have heard of the heavy unstressing on 
many courses, it doesn't sound like there was an effective means or program in 
place to assist those who were going through stuff. If there was I would like 
to know that and to know what things were put into place to assist people going 
through the unstressing. Such a thing would make me think more highly of the 
Movement than I do now.


From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:51 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
Hey Mikey.  How you livin'.  Listen, I was on the six month course.  The first 
one actually, where the experimentation was rampant.  Enemas, diet control, (or 
at least many theories to consider).  Rick was on that course too.  I guess for 
Mitch, it wasn't his cup of tea, so he left.  I think he may have been on a 
later course.  Or at least I don't remember him on my course.
 
But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I gained much from it.  I think what Jim 
is saying, (and really, I just skimmed it), is that if there is such thing as a 
spiritual path, and you choose to be on it, that as you move along that path, 
and you will have to clear away any wreckage.  
 
Now probably, many times you may progress a certain amount, and then decide to 
take a break.  And of course, so what if you do.  
 
I don't know what on with Mitch, other than he felt he got all he could from 
the program and then moved on -  either with prejudice or without prejudice.
 
I think that's what Jim is saying.  But at some point, if you decide to take up 
the path again, in a more focused way, then you may well have to engage in some 
heavy lifting again.
 
P.S. My favorite part of that course was the hours of reading the Upanishads.  
More interesting (and enjoyable) than the Rig Veda readings. 
 
P.S.S.  The food was...excellent!!

From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he was just 
wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the real deal, if M 
could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't teach anyone to fly, 
and Kapor was not looking to get screwed up from the rounding. I will leave it 
to those who did the six months courses to comment on the experiment comment 
Kapor made. I have heard of heavy unstressing, but not the enemas and Hindu 
food combining rituals, not that early in the Movement history anyway. I have a 
hell of a lot more admiration and respect for Kapor for getting himself out and 
making something substantive of his life as opposed to asses like Russel Brand 
and Howard Stern.


From: awoelfleba...@yahoo.com awoelfleba...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, September 18, 2013 11:36 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
 
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:
Interesting that these people that get so bent out of shape about TM, are the 
ones that put all their eggs in that one basket, expecting Easter, and candy 
treats from then on. It's a technique, people, not some panacea for life 
itself. It doesn't stop the hard work being done, or the sometimes 
uncomfortable looking at ourselves in the mirror. WTF did you expect? No free 
lunch on this planet, no matter who you are, or what you do.

Absolutely Doc. I have been wanting to say this for a long time now and you

Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Steve Sundur
Oh yea.  I've told this story here.  I was one who was targeted as being 
unstable by one Reed Martin during a course in Livingston Manor.  Was prevented 
from going to Zambia because of it.  We had just watched a tape of Maharishi 
describing what was considered to be a good experience.  In an interview for 
people going overseas I related an experience I had which was along these 
lines.  
 
I was flagged, and really had no place other to go than home.  Looking back, 
that was sort of the beginning of the end for me.  I still finished up my 
schooling a MIU for another year or so, but I think that moment might have been 
when I started to separate some.
 


 From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:18 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
   
 
Like I said, I was never on any of those courses - always heard things about 
courses like Majorca but no specifics were ever talked about, at least not from 
the people I heard - it was third hand rumors - I think Rick and Mark Landau 
are the first people I ever talked to who were on that course.

 


 From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:12 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
 
  
Just a little correction.  I think the course Mitch was on must of had YF.  
That wasn't on the radar on my course.  As far as unstressing goes.  Hell, it 
was the more the better.  I mean my attitude was bring it on.  I remember 
thinking to myself if I would rather have unstressing manifest itself in a 
physical, or a mental fashion.  And I seemed to get plenty of both.  And this 
may surprise you, but I really never saw evidence of people really going off 
the deep end - in any of my courses.  Of course, I may have just been blind to 
it.
 


 From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 8:00 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
Well, I wasn't there - but from what I have heard of the heavy unstressing on 
many courses, it doesn't sound like there was an effective means or program in 
place to assist those who were going through stuff. If there was I would like 
to know that and to know what things were put into place to assist people going 
through the unstressing. Such a thing would make me think more highly of the 
Movement than I do now.

 


 From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:51 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
Hey Mikey.  How you livin'.  Listen, I was on the six month course.  The first 
one actually, where the experimentation was rampant.  Enemas, diet control, (or 
at least many theories to consider).  Rick was on that course too.  I guess for 
Mitch, it wasn't his cup of tea, so he left.  I think he may have been on a 
later course.  Or at least I don't remember him on my course.
 
But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I gained much from it.  I think what Jim 
is saying, (and really, I just skimmed it), is that if there is such thing as a 
spiritual path, and you choose to be on it, that as you move along that path, 
and you will have to clear away any wreckage.  
 
Now probably, many times you may progress a certain amount, and then decide to 
take a break.  And of course, so what if you do.  
 
I don't know what on with Mitch, other than he felt he got all he could from 
the program and then moved on -  either with prejudice or without prejudice.
 
I think that's what Jim is saying.  But at some point, if you decide to take up 
the path again, in a more focused way, then you may well have to engage in some 
heavy lifting again.
 
P.S. My favorite part of that course was the hours of reading the Upanishads.  
More interesting (and enjoyable) than the Rig Veda readings. 
 
P.S.S.  The food was...excellent!!
 


 From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he was just 
wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the real deal, if M 
could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't teach anyone to fly, 
and Kapor was not looking to get screwed up from the rounding. I will leave it 
to those who did the six months courses to comment on the experiment comment 
Kapor made. I have heard of heavy unstressing, but not the enemas and Hindu 
food combining

RE: Re: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread doctordumbass













Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
That was the guy! He was the one in charge of our course at Livingston Manor - 
Reed Martin, that was him. So wonder how he justified flagging you if you had 
an experience that M said was a good experience in the tape?





 From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:59 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Oh yea.  I've told this story here.  I was one who was targeted as being 
unstable by one Reed Martin during a course in Livingston Manor.  Was prevented 
from going to Zambia because of it.  We had just watched a tape of Maharishi 
describing what was considered to be a good experience.  In an interview for 
people going overseas I related an experience I had which was along these 
lines.  
 
I was flagged, and really had no place other to go than home.  Looking back, 
that was sort of the beginning of the end for me.  I still finished up my 
schooling a MIU for another year or so, but I think that moment might have been 
when I started to separate some.

From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:18 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
Like I said, I was never on any of those courses - always heard things about 
courses like Majorca but no specifics were ever talked about, at least not from 
the people I heard - it was third hand rumors - I think Rick and Mark Landau 
are the first people I ever talked to who were on that course.


From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:12 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
Just a little correction.  I think the course Mitch was on must of had YF.  
That wasn't on the radar on my course.  As far as unstressing goes.  Hell, it 
was the more the better.  I mean my attitude was bring it on.  I remember 
thinking to myself if I would rather have unstressing manifest itself in a 
physical, or a mental fashion.  And I seemed to get plenty of both.  And this 
may surprise you, but I really never saw evidence of people really going off 
the deep end - in any of my courses.  Of course, I may have just been blind to 
it.

From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 8:00 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
Well, I wasn't there - but from what I have heard of the heavy unstressing on 
many courses, it doesn't sound like there was an effective means or program in 
place to assist those who were going through stuff. If there was I would like 
to know that and to know what things were put into place to assist people going 
through the unstressing. Such a thing would make me think more highly of the 
Movement than I do now.


From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:51 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
Hey Mikey.  How you livin'.  Listen, I was on the six month course.  The first 
one actually, where the experimentation was rampant.  Enemas, diet control, (or 
at least many theories to consider).  Rick was on that course too.  I guess for 
Mitch, it wasn't his cup of tea, so he left.  I think he may have been on a 
later course.  Or at least I don't remember him on my course.
 
But I thoroughly enjoyed it, and felt I gained much from it.  I think what Jim 
is saying, (and really, I just skimmed it), is that if there is such thing as a 
spiritual path, and you choose to be on it, that as you move along that path, 
and you will have to clear away any wreckage.  
 
Now probably, many times you may progress a certain amount, and then decide to 
take a break.  And of course, so what if you do.  
 
I don't know what on with Mitch, other than he felt he got all he could from 
the program and then moved on -  either with prejudice or without prejudice.
 
I think that's what Jim is saying.  But at some point, if you decide to take up 
the path again, in a more focused way, then you may well have to engage in some 
heavy lifting again.
 
P.S. My favorite part of that course was the hours of reading the Upanishads.  
More interesting (and enjoyable) than the Rig Veda readings. 
 
P.S.S.  The food was...excellent!!

From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:09 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 
  
Kapor didn't say he was looking for a magic bullet or a panacea, he was just 
wanting what Marshy promised and to see if the sidhis was the real deal, if M 
could really teach anyone to fly. Obviously he couldn't

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Michael Jackson
what was infamous about Wally Courvoisier?




 From: doctordumb...@rocketmail.com doctordumb...@rocketmail.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 8:32 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
Pretty much snowed there eight months out of the year. Saw the Northern Lights 
several times. It had just turned into a men's facility, when I arrived in 
early 1978, with the ladies moved to South Fallsburg. 

The toilets were always broken, and there were rats that could kick your ass, 
in the kitchen. And several huge raccoons near the dumpsters. I was on staff in 
the kitchen, until I cut my finger pretty badly trying to catch a rack of 
glasses that slipped off the dishwashing conveyor. Worked for the A of E Press, 
running the Stahl T-66 folder, folding and cutting the Age of Enlightenment 
magazine, then driving the completed palettes of pages to a place in Rochester, 
NY, to get stapled, trimmed, labeled, and mailed. Drove a box truck into NYC a 
few times on Movement business - The Bowery, and The Bronx. A slight contrast 
to the quiet of the Manor. 

Rick Archer was one of the governing troika, while I was at El Manor, along 
with Tim somebody, and the infamous Wally Courvoisier. I was twenty four 
years old and had a good time - good staff camaraderie. Five dollars a week 
spending money - woo-hoo. It was rustic enough that none of the management 
could get too intense about anything. The whole place was ready to literally 
cave in, anyway, and Maharishi wouldn't visit. 

There were a couple of Cadillac limos in the garage, waiting for him, though, 
should he ever show. I did manage to cage driving duty, in one, to take some 
big wig to La Guardia, where we were meeting some minor dignitary from the 
Bimini Islands or somewhere, who had decided to start TM. The limo handled 
really well - enough power, and heavy as a tank, so no sliding on corners.


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


Ahhh, Livingston Manor - I did my first sidhis bloc there, Messrs Big Bopper 
Bevan and John Cowhig were officiating as TM Sidhi Administrators. 

Bevan was not fat then, in fact looked like a surfer, narrow waist, broad 
shoulders. It was January, cold as hell, they had just had a major snow and ice 
storm that knocked out their electricity, destroyed one of their well pumps, 
lots of the pipes in the place froze, staff had to put 50 gallon drums of water 
in the halls and we each had plastic buckets to dip into the drums to haul 
water to flush our toilets. 

Food was quite good as I recall - they even had a Southern boy on cooking staff 
who one day served up grits for breakfast. All the Yankees had no idea what 
they were or what to do with them. Only complaint I had about it was he used 
white grits instead of yaller
 grits.

The guy who was running the place, I can't remember his name but I saw his 
picture on some TM stuff recently - I think he's a raja or works somehow for 
the Global Country of World Peace. 

Anyway he got really tick off at us - we had to wait for our first sutras for 
longer than we were supposed to due to technical incompetence on Bevan and 
John's part. When we finally got them, they were of course through video/audio 
tape. After one of the girls on the course was bitching about us not actually 
seeing marshy and said so in public - in the dining hall and folks heard - so 
we got chewed out big time for not honoring our agreement to not say nothing 
about our instruction.

That was also the place I saw the Be a Superman, Be a Sidha-man! poster that 
I would love to have one of now. Good times. 





 From: doctordumbass@... doctordumbass@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 5:23 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
About three years, total. In rural settings; Livingston Manor, NY and twice 
near Waverly, MO. I enjoyed it for awhile. My last stint, though, was to 
evaluate whether or not I would go on to TTC. Thankfully, I made the right 
choice. 



--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, fairfieldlife@yahoogroups.com wrote:


I am sure I have cognitive overload or dissonance or something from all the 
years I did TM, I missed you working for the Movement - when and where did 
work for them? And did you enjoy it?







 From: doctordumbass@... doctordumbass@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 12:47 PM
Subject: RE: Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
 


  
And you too, MJ, are a fine fella.  I never actually saw, or met, Maharishi, 
and stopped working for his org in 1982. I did watch a LOT of tapes and read 
his Gita translation several times. Probably went on twenty Residence Courses. 
Practiced the TMSP from 1980 to 1993-ish. Did TM from 1975, on. Other than

Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-19 Thread Steve Sundur
Well, you tend to be open about your experiences if asked about them.  I guess 
whatever I said sent up a flag in his mind.  As I recall, my name was just 
never called for the groups that were being sent out. I eventually asked why 
and got some vague answer.  I had a moment of panic, what the hell am I am 
going to do now.  My folks sent some money by Western Union, which I picked up 
somewhere in NYC and I was on my way home.  
 
That was the time, (as I've told here before), when a nice lady saw me milling 
around the Western Union office, and offered me a place to stay that night.  My 
folks had authorized the payment and then went out to dinner and so were not 
available to confirm the transaction until what turned out to be the next 
morning, so I was stranded at the Western Union office until this lady took me 
in.
 
I slept on a big chair and the apartment was quite cluttered, and she had a big 
dog.  I sort of sneaked out the next morning.
 
Bless her heart.
 


 From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 8:45 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
   
 
That was the guy! He was the one in charge of our course at Livingston Manor - 
Reed Martin, that was him. So wonder how he justified flagging you if you had 
an experience that M said was a good experience in the tape?

 


 From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:59 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
Oh yea.  I've told this story here.  I was one who was targeted as being 
unstable by one Reed Martin during a course in Livingston Manor.  Was prevented 
from going to Zambia because of it.  We had just watched a tape of Maharishi 
describing what was considered to be a good experience.  In an interview for 
people going overseas I related an experience I had which was along these 
lines.  
 
I was flagged, and really had no place other to go than home.  Looking back, 
that was sort of the beginning of the end for me.  I still finished up my 
schooling a MIU for another year or so, but I think that moment might have been 
when I started to separate some.
 


 From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 6:18 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
Like I said, I was never on any of those courses - always heard things about 
courses like Majorca but no specifics were ever talked about, at least not from 
the people I heard - it was third hand rumors - I think Rick and Mark Landau 
are the first people I ever talked to who were on that course.

 


 From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:12 PM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
Just a little correction.  I think the course Mitch was on must of had YF.  
That wasn't on the radar on my course.  As far as unstressing goes.  Hell, it 
was the more the better.  I mean my attitude was bring it on.  I remember 
thinking to myself if I would rather have unstressing manifest itself in a 
physical, or a mental fashion.  And I seemed to get plenty of both.  And this 
may surprise you, but I really never saw evidence of people really going off 
the deep end - in any of my courses.  Of course, I may have just been blind to 
it.
 


 From: Michael Jackson mjackso...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 8:00 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
Well, I wasn't there - but from what I have heard of the heavy unstressing on 
many courses, it doesn't sound like there was an effective means or program in 
place to assist those who were going through stuff. If there was I would like 
to know that and to know what things were put into place to assist people going 
through the unstressing. Such a thing would make me think more highly of the 
Movement than I do now.

 


 From: Steve Sundur steve.sun...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, September 19, 2013 7:51 AM
Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor
  
  
Hey Mikey.  How you livin'.  Listen, I was on the six month course.  The first 
one actually, where the experimentation was rampant.  Enemas, diet control, (or 
at least many theories to consider).  Rick was on that course too.  I guess for 
Mitch, it wasn't his cup of tea, so he left.  I think he may have been on a 
later course.  Or at least I don't remember him on my course

[FairfieldLife] RE: RE: Mitchell Kapor

2013-09-18 Thread awoelflebater