Thanks,RS.Yes,I do remember calling each other names.So,no need to remind me of it,dumb shit. :) I also recall having lot's of fun with it.And by the way,I don't think Ram is Indian.Not saying he can't be a cunt now and again,though.And a cunt is a cunt...right?
As far as people getting jealous,I don't know.Can't say.Not interested. And as far as you being self-realized,I have no problem with that.Is not really my concern.Besides,I am self-realized,too....and the son of God.In fact,I think all of us are.Not that all of us realize that. I still support Sandeep but,that does not mean I agree with everything he says.Hell,half the time I can't even understand what he is saying.Not that it ain't purty,tho.I support you,too.Shit,man...I am just one mighty pillar of support...being enlightened and all. :) On Aug 6, 10:49 am, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > *It was a mistake to tell the group that I am self realized because some > people got jealous and jumped on me to prove that I am not. I don't know if > you have the sensitivity to notice that but a couple of people like Vijaya, > Kuber and some Ram guy (Indian cunts as I called them) > started arguing with me about it. If you remember, I also got into a fight > with you because you were supporting Sandeep at that time for some **reason. > Probably you were just seeking attention.But I also called you several names > which you might have found a bit bitter to deal with.So that whole episode > was related to me making a statement that I am self-realized. > But there is no doubt that I am self-realized. But if I go around telling > this to all the people, they will think I am a nutter. There is a famous > case of David Icke who went on British television to announce that he is the > son of God. People immediately started laughing at him. This is why you > always have to be careful about this stuff. It is a grave mistake to tell > people about this stuff because people expect you to either have miraculous > powers or a flamboyant personality to go with that enlightenment. I dont > have both. So it is better to shut the fuck up . > Because enlightenment is a personal thing and needs no proof from anyone and > it can also be a bit hard to prove it to others, especially those who are > not enlightened because skepticism and jealousy are like stone walls. * > > > > On Fri, Aug 6, 2010 at 4:24 PM, Rodger <[email protected]> wrote: > > RS, would you mind clarifying something for me? > > When you say you told the group by mistake that you are self- > > realized,are you saying you now consider it a mistake to have told the > > group that,or are you saying that now you do not consider yourself as > > self-realized...that it was a mistake to think that you are/were? > > > On Aug 6, 8:51 am, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > > > On Fri, Aug 6, 2010 at 1:02 PM, Marcus <[email protected]> > > wrote: > > > > . > > > > > “narcissistic personality disorder.” > > > > Vijaya Senthil Kumar tried to convince me a couple of times through > > > personally emailing me that I have narcissistic personality disorder when > > I > > > told the group here by mistake that I am self-realized. Before I > > mentioned > > > that, everything was fine. Nobody had a problem with me. > > > > > Roomsearching is this humour ??? > > > > It is not humour. > > > > > Do you find this to be a laugh ??? > > > > Why are you so bitter ? > > > > > Does aggression please you ???? > > > > Why are you so aggressive ? > > > > > . > > > > > On Aug 6, 12:43 pm, roomsearching <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > On Fri, Aug 6, 2010 at 12:17 PM, Marcus <[email protected] > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > . > > > > > > > Rodger, > > > > > > > I do this because of what it says on the label. > > > > > > > Advaita-Zen google discussion group. That’s what this is > > > > > > remember .. > > > > > > What have you done in Advaita or Zen to discuss about ? > > > > > Can you explain some of your personal spiritual experiences ? > > > > > > > This is not a forum foe insulting others. A chance for cowards > > blood- > > > > > > let into others without face to face reality. Or for onlookers to > > > > > > watch the fool and laugh. Like the court jester playing the fool. > > > > > > This is only perverse ego's at work. > > > > > > Sometimes I have posted very good things from Nisargadatta's or > > Ramana's > > > > > books. > > > > > They were not appreciated. Someone said "post your own opinions , > > don't > > > > post > > > > > this old shit". > > > > > I have been extremely disappointed with such an attitude. Why didn't > > you > > > > say > > > > > something when such things happen ? > > > > > You are just angry because your ego is being overshadowed by my > > Supreme > > > > > personality. > > > > > > > Roomsearching needs help ……………… continuous insults is the sign of > > a > > > > > > broken spirit. > > > > > > The mind is definitely in a disturbed state after realization. > > > > > Manonasa implies destruction of the mind. > > > > > But it does not have much power because the Self is in control. > > > > > Someone already said that I had a narcissistic personality disorder. > > > > > Someone said I have rejection issues and childhood abuse issues and > > that > > > > I > > > > > am gay. > > > > > Now you say I have a broken spirit. > > > > > I would not give a shit about whatever these people said even if they > > > > were > > > > > certified psychiatrists. > > > > > Of course, they would demand a fee from me to give me such > > judgements. > > > > > You guys are giving it to me for free. You could not save your lives > > with > > > > > your smattering of psychology. > > > > > > > We all need help from time to time ……… it’s having the courage to > > > > > > ask !!!! > > > > > > What help can you offer me ? I am in a state where I need no more > > help > > > > > > from anyone. > > > > > > > Rodger please don't suggest that continious insults are in any way > > > > > > associated with inner peace. > > > > > > Do you think slicing a cat in half is a sign of inner peace ? Have > > you > > > > seen > > > > > UG's videos on youtube? Continuous idiocy requires continuous > > insults. > > > > > > > Please ............. > > > > > > You must have a very terrible sense of humour. > > > > > > > . > > > > > > > On Aug 6, 11:06 am, Rodger <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > > > Marcus, what do you get out of this? > > > > > > > > On Aug 6, 3:22 am, "Hughes, Marcus" <[email protected] > > > > > > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > > Roomsearching, what do you get out of this. They are laughing > > at > > > > you > > > > > > and using you as the fool. > > > > > > > > You present yourself as the hopeless case and they enjoy that, > > it > > > > makes > > > > > > them feel clever. > > > > > > > > > There is a better way ....... Please trust someone. Please let > > > > someone > > > > > > help you. > > > > > > > > > You don't have to be angry. > > > > > > > > > . > > > > > > > > > -----Original Message----- > > > > > > > > From: roomsearching [mailto:[email protected]] > > > > > > > > Sent: 05 August 2010 17:18 > > > > > > > > To: Hughes, Marcus > > > > > > > > Cc: Advaita-Zen > > > > > > > > Subject: Re: Here's an interesting question > > > > > > > > > On Thu, Aug 5, 2010 at 2:20 PM, Marcus < > > > > [email protected] > > > > > > <mailto:[email protected]>> wrote: > > > > > > > > . > > > > > > > > > Roomsearching why ??? > > > > > > > > > "It may show that you are an ignoranus in spiritual matters as > > > > well." > > > > > > > > > Your words can be so elegant and inspiring. Why do you > > repeatedly > > > > > > > > destroy your magic. What forces inside you create beauty, then > > > > spoil > > > > > > > > it. > > > > > > > > > The insults roomsearching, why ??? > > > > > > > > > Marcus, if you notice, I have spelt ignoramus as ignoranus. > > > > > > > > Don't you think that is beautiful ? > > > > > > > > > . > > > > > > > > > On Aug 5, 12:56 pm, roomsearching <[email protected] > > <mailto: > > > > > > [email protected]>> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > Hi Kali, > > > > > > > > > > > Might have been the way you have said. As I said before I > > like > > > > to > > > > > > show > > > > > > > > > > off my igneranse. Did I do a Rodger ? :) > > > > > > > > > > It is spelt as ignorance. I know spelling is not important > > but > > > > don't > > > > > > be so > > > > > > > > > ignorant about English language. > > > > > > > > > It may show that you are an ignoranus in spiritual matters as > > > > well. > > > > > > > > > > > On Aug 4, 5:39 pm, Mahakali <[email protected] > > <mailto: > > > > > > [email protected]>> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > Hi Anandanand > > > > > > > > > > > > it is the other way round. The philosophy of Advaita with > > its > > > > > > doctrine > > > > > > > > > > > of non-doership came before the doctrine of karma. > > > > > > > > > > > > Respectfully... > > > > > > > > > > > > Kali > > > > > > > > > > > > On Aug 4, 2:19 pm, Anandanand <[email protected] > > <mailto: > > > > > > [email protected]>> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > We still have Kings, but they are known by different > > names. > > > > > > > > > > > > > I didn't get what is the doctrine of > > no-personal-choice. If > > > > > > that is no- > > > > > > > > > > > > doer-nothing getting done, then as per my knowledge > > this > > > > was to > > > > > > arrest > > > > > > > > > > > > the karma thing which went on to excess. Though I am > > not an > > > > > > expert on > > > > > > > > > > > > that. > > > > > > > > > > > > > On Aug 4, 2:59 pm, Mahakali <[email protected] > > > > <mailto: > > > > > > [email protected]>> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > > > People go to the Courts and Judges of their own > > countries > > > > > > with the > > > > > > > > > > > > > expectation of seeing justice done. What they > > actually > > > > find > > > > > > is a > > > > > > > > > > legal > > > > > > > > > > > > > system that favours the ones who can afford the best > > QC > > > > and > > > > > > knows how > > > > > > > > > > > > > to "the system works" (timeframes, arguments, > > > > negotiations, > > > > > > delays > > > > > > > > > > etc > > > > > > > > > > > > > etc). In most cases, justice is not done and is not > > even > > > > seen > > > > > > to be > > > > > > > > > > > > > done. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Hence, the reason many people resort to religion for > > > > justice > > > > > > i.e. in > > > > > > > > > > > > > the hope to get justice in an afterlife. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Also, don't forget that the doctrine of Karma was > > created > > > > > > shortly > > > > > > > > > > > > > after the doctrine of no-personal-choice was created. > > The > > > > > > Kings were > > > > > > > > > > > > > worried that, if people would think that the people > > were > > > > > > allowed to > > > > > > > > > > do > > > > > > > > > > > > > whatever they wanted, they feared that the poor > > would > > > > revolt > > > > > > against > > > > > > > > > > > > > them. Hence, they > > ... > > read more »
