Re: [FairfieldLife] Vajra boy is indeed Tm'er

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj
On Dec 19, 2011, at 4:54 AM, Jason jedi_sp...@yahoo.com wrote:

 Yes, I remember it. 1974. The initatior was so beautiful 
 that Vaj humped her.
 
 Vaj was so embarrassed by that incident that it took him 10 
 years of FFL to come clean on it.

While 14 year olds may be like that today - in that day, not so much. Nice try 
Spock, better work on that Mind Meld.

Re: [FairfieldLife] TV yawns, plus TV kudos

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj


On Dec 19, 2011, at 9:02 AM, turquoiseb wrote:


But for real drama (as opposed to the faux kind), my
kudos go to Dexter and Homeland for the season
finales of the year. Dexter ended with *exactly* the
scene I thought it would, but it took its time getting
there, while filling in the proper emotional content
to give it the big payoff it deserved. Good performances
from Michael C. Hall (as always) and Jennifer Carpenter
(ditto), plus a surprisingly good performance by Colin
Hanks. Not nearly up to the standard set in season four,
but good, and a perfect setup for what I hear will be
Dex's last season next year.


While I still enjoy Dexter, I was disappointed by the Revelation-End  
Times theme. Although it may appeal to the Christian horde, it's been  
endlessly used in the cinema (my fave being Stigmata, which features  
my favorite biblical text).

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TV yawns, plus TV kudos

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj


On Dec 19, 2011, at 11:01 AM, turquoiseb wrote:


On another note (and I assume because you didn't comment
on it that you haven't been following the series), I was
quite taken with Homeland because of episode 11.


I really liked it too, but I would have preferred an Episode 12 with  
an exploding vest scene!



In it,
Claire Danes did literally the best job of portraying
onscreen someone suffering from bipolar disorder I've
ever seen. I've been there. I've had personal friends
who were bipolar, and have seen what they're like in
their manic periods. *Having* been there done that, I
tend to avoid certain Internet personalities whom I
suspect of being similarly afflicted. But she just
*nailed* it.


She also nailed the sometimes quick cycling to severe depression (not  
all BPD patients cycle that fast) which made me wonder about a  
certain internet personality's disappearance and if someone with a  
connection to him could lovingly check in on him? It's concerning to me.



It's positively SCARY the extent to which people beset
by an episode of mania *believe* in the reality of what
they are subjectively experiencing, to the extent of
losing all contact with how they might be perceived by
others around them. I have found this behavior common
enough in spiritual environments to lead me to think
that it may not be a coincidence.


What they also did well was how the inner torment instantly ages the  
person. If ever there was evidence of a mind-body connection it is  
the rapid change of appearance in mental illness.


Interestingly (to me) the yogic tradition describes certain  
imbalanced kundalini risings that cycle and strongly resemble a  
Bipolar etiology.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TV yawns, plus TV kudos

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj


On Dec 19, 2011, at 12:15 PM, turquoiseb wrote:


Is it the same thing, or something different? Beats me?
I am no neuroscientist, or even a trained behavioral
scientist. All I know is that if some of the states
that we commonly see awakened people go through are
(as we suspect) a little more than eccentric, it's a
situation that is made more serious by total belief in
the sanctity and truth of subjective experience.


What's amazing to me is to have witnessed the machinations of a so- 
called enlightened man in 1983 and to find no discernible  
difference between 1983 and 2011 - except I have a better  
understanding now of mental illness, back then it was just the  
intuition that 'something's not right here'. Of course once everyone  
saw the videos of the enlightened man beating one of his students,  
on official video, on the stage - that was the last straw. The  
emperor of ice cream melted.



People have been taught for decades that their subjec-
tive experience is the holy grail with which to judge
spiritual experience or their evolution towards
something they've been told is enlightenment. At the
same time, there was no instruction along the way that
taught them how to differentiate between actual spir-
itual experience and overwhelming emotion.


Well, as TMers we were not taught to refine attention, let alone  
master it's balance - but we believed we were anywaysthat's what  
they said! An institutionalized fear of effort made sure of that  
never would occur. Hell some TMers still imagine themselves in these  
exalted samadhis - it's insanely hilarious and insanely sad at the  
same time.


Circa the early 80's many TMers I knew got caught up in 'healing the  
emotional body' thang. The belief that was spread around was that  
TM was too dry as it transcended the emotional body, thereby skipping  
it. So a popular cult arose, combining a mixture of hyperventilation,  
focused massage and rebirthing in hot tubs. It was during one of  
those sessions that the first friend I knew declared his status as an  
awakened one. Shortly thereafter, the ex-initiator started his own  
system - suspiciously based on this bubble diagram-like drawing. We  
were all encouraged to move to the Southwestern US, as 'that's where  
all the evolved ones were going'.


He did make an interesting first channel on how the followers of  
RWC were actually all reincarnations of an off-split that had caused  
disciples to leave a legit guru for a false guru.



As a result
(IMO), they get into a manic state, interpret the
overwhelming emotions of it as spiritual, and
consider what they're going through -- *whatever*
it may be -- synonymous with Truth.


They're healing their emotional bodies, can't you SEE? All that  
emotion's been pent up from all that rounding. TM was just too damn  
efficient for American nervous systems!



So in a way the manic states become self-replicating.
Having convinced themselves that a previous manic
state was something akin to enlightenment, they
mood-make more of them.


Well it's interesting because the Sanskrit word for mood is  
bhava. The words for TM are bhavatita-dhyana, that is literally  
beyond moods meditation. But what is it they get enlightened in?


Moods. Or mood management. Or lack of mood management. Whatever you  
want to call it.




Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TV yawns, plus TV kudos

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj


On Dec 19, 2011, at 1:02 PM, Rick Archer wrote:

No need to apologize. Amma’s “hugs” can be powerful, and we’ve seen  
since Mallorca that not everyone can handle spiritual voltage.  
There are probably lots of people in mental institutions, or who  
have committed suicide, who had Kundalini awakenings they couldn’t  
handle, or didn’t get proper guidance for, etc.


I've been told numerous times here that these type of things don't  
occur in TM. I must've been seeing something no one else had ever  
seen - or if it was happening it was rare or only happened to people  
who were already mussed up.


I was rather surprised to hear it in the Amma context though, as I  
don't believe I'd heard that before. I received rather vigorous  
shaktipat from Amma several times, and actually found it incredibly  
helpful.


(But seriously, someone who's friendly with R. should make sure he's  
OK. It IS the reasonable thing to do).

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TV yawns, plus TV kudos

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj


On Dec 19, 2011, at 12:47 PM, Bhairitu wrote:

This is EXACTLY the reason that many traditions DON'T give agni  
mantras

to the general public. The claim is they can make some people crazy.


Well thank god that never happened with TM, just a little occasional  
unstressing, and refining of the nervous system. And sometimes knives  
just slip, that's just a sign that it's time to go meditate.




Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TV yawns, plus TV kudos

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj


On Dec 19, 2011, at 1:42 PM, turquoiseb wrote:


Unless it pays off in real-world benefits that are visible
to everyone, not just the person claiming such moods, I
remain unconvinced of the benefit.



Of course the only trend I see is a universal disruption of those  
around them - usually to the point of avoidance.

[FairfieldLife] The Real Purpose of Vedic Science

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj
The real purpose of Vedic science is the establishment of Hindu  
supremacy. The main targets are the schools, both public and  
parochial, where a massive Hinduization of history and science  
curricula is going on. The fantastic claims of Hindu science  
enthusiasts are dangerous because under the current regime, they have  
a very good chance of finding their way into school textbooks. The  
Hindu nationalist groups together run some 20,000 low-cost private  
schools, teaching 2.4 million children, with nearly a thousand new  
schools coming up every month (The New York Times, May 13, 2002).  
These outfits also run special residential schools in tribal areas  
and urban slums where they openly indoctrinate disadvantaged children  
into hardcore nationalist ideology. These schools are the Hindu  
equivalent of madarasas in Pakistan. Science teaching in these  
schools is already heavily Hinduized. According to Tanika Sarkar  
(1996, 243) who has studied urban schools run by the Rashtriya  
Swayamsewak Sangh, scientific education, whether on physics or  
mathematics, is always concluded with Hindu textual approximation  
mentioned as the real source of that knowledge. There is a confident  
disregard of authenticated detail, and of boundaries between myth and  
reality that postmodernists would appreciate.


The Rashtriya Swayamsewak Sangh's agenda of Hinduization of education  
is now close to becoming the official policy of the Indian  
government. The new National Curriculum Framework for School  
Education announced by the current government in November 2000  
promises to inculcate patriotism and national pride by indigenizing  
education. A major component of indigenization will be highlighting  
India's contribution to world wisdom which will include all the  
usual items, from Ayurveda to yoga. In addition, the new curricula  
will require that religious/spiritual teachings be judiciously  
integrated with all subjects so as to raise the spiritual quotient  
of the students.' After two years of court challenges, in September  
2002, India's Supreme Court allowed the government to go ahead with  
the new framework.


The real threat of Vedic science is not to research and development  
in science, but to the educational system that is gearing up to  
produce a Hindu supremacist mind-set.


Prophets Facing Backward
Meera Nanda

A must read for all Vedic Science, MIU/MUM and MSAE fans past and  
present.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TV yawns, plus TV kudos

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj


On Dec 19, 2011, at 3:05 PM, maskedzebra wrote:


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote:

Vaj: What's amazing to me is to have witnessed the machinations of  
a so-called enlightened man in 1983 and to find no discernible  
difference between 1983 and 2011 - except I have a better  
understanding now of mental illness, back then it was just the  
intuition that 'something's not right here'. Of course once  
everyone saw the videos of the enlightened man beating one of his  
students, on official video, on the stage - that was the last  
straw. The emperor of ice cream melted.


Robin: I know of no such video. I remember no such incident. Could  
you please, for the sake of my own much needed further humiliation,  
provide some source for this claim of yours, Vaj? Until or unless  
you do, I shall go on the record as denying that such a tape  
exists, that such a incident happened. That is, to say, I am  
calling you a liar.


Of course once everyone saw the videos of 'the enlightened man'  
beating one of his students, on official video, on the stage—What  
about the persons who witnessed this live, Vaj? They would be even  
more disturbed. No, Vaj: you are making something up again. I am  
prepared to face my past and all that I have done. But this, this  
is a lie.


And given that I am denying this, you can imagine what good it  
would do me to be confronted by something I did which I do not  
remember doing and which I have officially said I didn't do on this  
forum. I think you have a serious moral responsibility to make  
available to me the evidence of this claim of yours, Vaj. So please  
follow through on this.



Maybe you were dissociating?

Should I post it here or on YouTube?

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TV yawns, plus TV kudos

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj

On Dec 19, 2011, at 3:51 PM, Emily Reyn wrote:

 Nothing to do with this, but as a side thought and as an outsider (which may 
 discredit my next thought completely), I saw the photo that Vaj posted and 
 followed up with an analysis akin to note the tension in the crowd...etc., 
 etc.  There was absolutely no way that anything resembling his analysis was 
 evident from the photo- whether one knew who was in it or not - IMO of course.

I guess you had to be there. There was considerable concern, as marching around 
FF and MIU made us look like loonies - but at least R. insisted on being out 
front (with the SBS print) - so it wasn't all that bad.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj

On Dec 19, 2011, at 5:41 PM, zarzari_786 wrote:

 I had love for Maharishi, I had devotion and worked for him, I did what he, 
 or the movement told me at the time. And I think I can rightly say, you don't 
 need to teach me about intense bhakti. But what he is doing is romantizising, 
 that's different. Romantizising means to impose your own fancy ideas on a 
 lover, ideas that aren't true, ideas you will not care to validate. Love is 
 not just a feeling, you have to act upon it, if you have a Guru, you have to 
 see what the guru is actually saying, and not project something onto him. 
 Robin creates a world of his own.


You really get it Z. You're asking (IMO) all the right questions and catching 
the disconnects, you catch every one. Trust me, this is nothing new, the 
paradoxical/contradicting speech has not changed a wink. The romanticism and 
sentimentality as well.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj

On Dec 19, 2011, at 7:18 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 TM transformed me. Maharishi created an experience in me that told me he was 
 the embodiment of the highest truth. The romance I refer to is the romance 
 that Saint Francis of Assisi (not comparing me to him, of course) had for 
 Christ. Maharishi appeared to make me enlightened. Enlightenment was 
 everything I could have imagined it to be from Maharishi's description in The 
 Science of Being and Art of Living, in all his videos, is his lectures to us 
 live. I acted for ten years inside an entirely different context than I had 
 up until the very moment before I 'slipped into Unity'. At some point in the 
 ten years I was introduced through two friends—while I was in New York giving 
 a seminar—to the Eucharist (I was sick at the time). Taking into my body the 
 Host produced a remarkable experience, and this seemed even more subtle than 
 TM. I subsequently surrendered myself to the Roman Catholic Church. 
 
 The doctrines of Catholicism were in conflict with my enlightenment. I read 
 Thomas Aquinas: either he was right or Maharishi was right. Aquinas seemed to 
 have a more profound grasp of reality than did Maharishi, and I began to 
 realize: Robin, it's either Aquinas (the Catholic truth) or it's your 
 enlightenment, TM, and Maharishi. Under the inspiration of a priest I finally 
 made my decision: my enlightenment, even though an objectively different 
 state of consciousness with real life consequences for one's free will and 
 actions, must be ultimately false to reality. Once I judged this to be true, 
 I immediately became aware of the evidence—with the help of my best friend—of 
 problems within me which had, as it were, 'set me up' for getting 
 enlightened. I have concentrated on confronting myself these past 24 
 years—and my enlightenment has gone away. 
 
 Now my experience of Maharishi was very profound. In my heart I felt 
 something I had never felt before or since: Maharishi seemed to hold within 
 himself the love and intelligence behind all o creation. He radiated the 
 bliss and truth of reality. When I compare this experience—and this Master 
 Disciple relationship extended into my enlightenment—to the experience of 
 loving another human being, the sense of romance in the classic sense seemed 
 much greater to me.
 
 Now the factors which led to my enlightenment are complex, but besides my own 
 weakness and naiveties and blind spots, there is the matter of angelic 
 intelligences—as I perceived them—which are at the mechanical basis, or so I 
 believe based upon experimental knowledge, of how one becomes enlightened. 
 These intelligences were very active once I began TM, especially when I 
 attended long rounding courses in Europe. Eventually through my devotion to 
 my Master and my practising his techniques, I went into Unity Consciousness 
 (all this, as Judy says, is contained in a number of books that I wrote after 
 becoming enlightened). What those books don't say—they were all completed 
 before 1982—is that Catholicism (1986) destroyed my enlightenment; or should 
 I say my recognition of the truths of Catholicism made my enlightenment 
 something that simply could not have happened under the beneficent influence 
 of the sacraments, the Virgin Mary, and conceiving of God as the Holy Trinity.
 
 Now I eventually realized that Catholicism itself was not what it used to be. 
 And I came to see the Catholic Church as lacking the supernatural efficacy of 
 its claims. It once (before the Second World War) did represent reality; but 
 it no longer did. And I had to abandon that spiritual context as well.
 
 Now comes on my personal relationship to Maharishi. As long as Maharishi 
 behaved as the perfect human being, there was nothing I could do but go with 
 my experience, which was one of profound devotion and love and surrender. 
 Once he began to make missteps, once he began to reveal some imperfections, 
 my concept of him began to crumble. Now you must understand that my 
 appreciation for Maharishi as my Master extended even into my Catholicism; 
 but at a certain point after reading Aquinas and rejecting my enlightenment, 
 I had to reject him too, as well as TM. Once I entered into this process 
 Maharishi began to show his feet of clay, until mid-way through 1987 I 
 realized that Maharishi himself, like I was, was deceived.
 
 Now Zarzari, when I contemplate the time between around 1969 through 1986—and 
 most intensely while being around Maharishi at my TTC, ATR, and my Six Month 
 Course—I remember the sensation in my body, the feeling in my heart, the 
 adoration in my soul, and the expansion of my mind, and I realize that I 
 enjoyed the highest romance anyone could ever have. Just because I have 
 rejected Maharishi, does not mean that I must jettison those memories of what 
 it was like to be around him, and what he projected of the majesty of his 
 consciousness.To be around Maharishi say between 1972 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TV yawns, plus TV kudos

2011-12-19 Thread Vaj

On Dec 19, 2011, at 8:35 PM, Emily Reyn wrote:

 Good...I'll just let that one go :) I experienced her as a powerful being.  
 She scared the crap out of me on several levels and she claims to know - I 
 am worried my inauthenticity about accepting her as my guru in order to 
 receive a mantra will come back to get me.

Ask yourself the question: would a loving, caring, embracing mother care?



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj
You really missed the mark again Robin - you're not even close to the truth. 
What's up with that? How can you so consistently hit the mark. Do you have a 
straw man fetish or something?

On Dec 18, 2011, at 12:32 AM, maskedzebra wrote:

 1. You never seek to address the essence of what someone says in a given 
 post. 
 
 2. You selectively chose segments from a post which you choose to comment on, 
 and those segments usually do not bear upon the fundamental point or theme of 
 the post. You ignore the most important ideas of a given post. You are only 
 interested in using certain aspects of the post to serve your own strange and 
 essentially negative agenda.
 
 3. You have no motivation that is based upon wanting learn something at FFL, 
 or to clarify some idea, or to argue with some expectation of resolving an 
 issue.
 
 4. You have no feel for the truth of anything you say; you are not governed 
 by fact or honesty in your posts.
 
 5. You are an archivist who then appropriates the material and information 
 you collect into the claim that you have lived out these experiences. This is 
 classic fantasizing.
 
 6. You don't know how to proceed such as to fulfill your own agenda, because 
 you are essentially a confused and disoriented person when it comes to 
 knowing what you are up to when you post at FFL.
 
 7. You don't know where you are at any moment in your interaction with 
 various persons here at FFL. There is no intellectual or moral or even 
 psychological coherence in what you write such that the reader can estimate 
 where you are going with your posts. You don't know what you are doing at 
 FFL, Vaj: FFL is like some kind of dream you are having and inside that dream 
 you are behaving bizarrely
 
 8. Who the hell is Tim Tebow?—direct quote from Vaj two weeks ago. Now 
 it's: I knew who he was; I just wasn't that interested. Do you ever admit 
 to yourself, not to say others, when you deliberately make what is unreal for 
 you into something that then becomes part of your personal history, as if you 
 have passed through the experience; meanwhile what you say you have lived 
 through remains separate from you entirely. It is never something that is 
 inside of you?
 
 9. You are in some kind of disassociated state, Vaj: because you don't ever 
 connect the dots. You don't know where you are going; you don't know what you 
 are doing; you have no contact with reality. You are in a very bad state 
 indeed.
 
 10. You lie—and evidently it has reached the point where even you don't know 
 the difference between saying something that is not true and saying something 
 that is true. The line between what is a lie and what is the truth has become 
 so blurred that you don't even know what it is like to know that something 
 really happened to you as opposed to something that never happened to you.
 
 11. You have no idea of the common denominator of experience of most everyone 
 on this forum.
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote:
 
  
  On Dec 17, 2011, at 3:01 PM, maskedzebra wrote:
  
   One thing (you wouldn't know about this personally) about TM and 
   Maharishi: it makes you contemptuous and patronizing when it comes to 
   discussing Christianity.
  
  Well, unfortunately for you, you've probably lost the best conduit to speak 
  deeply re: Christianity  TM in the person of Rev. Curtis D. Blues - as 
  he's the person on this list who spent the most time and attention (that 
  I'm aware of) getting to know the Catholic priest-meditators-as-TMers - the 
  biggies (most if not all whom saw through the veneer of the Faux Holey 
  Tradition and parted ways with TM). I think those who drank deeply of a 
  mystical Christianity broke easily with the sandy ground of TM, based on 
  the rock of their Christ-consciousness. Those with a more superficial 
  Christian sand-consciousness are doomed to the purgatory of up-bubbling 
  mantra till they part their mortal frame…
  
  At one time Christian Centering Prayer actually resembled TM, although now, 
  not at all. I attribute that change to the Catholic contemplative break 
  with TM-as-perrenialist-panacea … and Thomas Keating.
  
   But I think the real giveaway about the East is its implicit sense of 
   superiority over Catholicism, when in fact this very posture is itself 
   evidence of something ultimately not in agreement with reality.
  
  Depends on the POV - the east is not one homogeneous whole - it's many 
  Points of View, sometimes not merely differing paths on the same mountain 
  (the Perennialists view), but more frequently different mountains 
  altogether.
  
   
   You never knew who Tim Tebow was a few weeks ago. I am glad you are now 
   fully au courant.
  
  On reflection, I had heard of him, I just had little interest. For me, 
  commercial sports is the primary mechanism for embruing the acceptability 
  of endless war on our children.
  
   
   But you are right: I will be ambivalent

Re: [FairfieldLife] SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 12:32 AM, maskedzebra wrote:

 8. Who the hell is Tim Tebow?—direct quote from Vaj two weeks ago. Now 
 it's: I knew who he was; I just wasn't that interested. Do you ever admit 
 to yourself, not to say others, when you deliberately make what is unreal for 
 you into something that then becomes part of your personal history, as if you 
 have passed through the experience; meanwhile what you say you have lived 
 through remains separate from you entirely. It is never something that is 
 inside of you?


Let's use this as one example of how deceptively (and voluminously) Robin lies 
about what other people say, feel or think, here's what I actually said:

On reflection, I had heard of him, I just had little interest.

I think it's rather obvious that if I reflected on it, I had to have a 
recollection of it inside of me.


I think you're so upset because I brought up the fact that you counseled TM 
sidha couples to abort their future children in order to help their evolution. 
Now is that enlightened action Robin?

Re: [FairfieldLife] A Christmas haiku from Whole Foods...

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 5:04 AM, Bob Price wrote:

 Let us try to know the spiritual significance of tolerance. Tolerance is not 
 conscious submission to a superior power. Real tolerance is compassion in 
 disguise. When we have real tolerance, the seeker in us sees the expansion of 
 his loving heart, his illumining soul and his fulfilling goal.
 
 -Sri Chinmoy

Allegations of sexual misconduct were made by ex-disciple Anne Carlton and two 
other former disciples.[86] Carlton claimed in the New York Post that Chinmoy 
summoned her for sexual encounters over two extended periods, in 1991 and 
1996.[86] Other women have also recounted similar stories, and one even 
revealed that Chinmoy had paid for her abortion after getting her pregnant in 
the early 1980s.[87]Allegations against Chinmoy were published in the book 'The 
Joy of Sects'.[88] In response, Chinmoy denied the accusation, stating he was a 
life-long celibate and sexual misconduct allegations against him were false and 
defamatory.[89]
___

http://www.rickross.com/reference/srichinmoy/srichinmoy20.html


What's with this false master karma Bobby?

Hey Robin, you still takin' followers?

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 10:24 AM, seventhray1 wrote:

 If I were on a jury, and had to make a determination based on the evidence I 
 have heard over my time on FFL, I would say that IMO the  evidence is 
 irrefutable (or at least beyond a reasonable doubt) that Vaj was a very 
 active participant in the TMO.

Ray:

While I was at one time active in the TMO, that time has long passed. Since I 
was very young when I started TM (my parents had to drive me to advanced 
lectures) I was made to feel special and blessed and so was subject to 
constant offers of promotion should I want it: center SIMS president, checker, 
MIU visits, etc. I preferred however to stay on the sidelines, as I never 
trusted MMY, although was intrigued by certain aspects of his knowledge. By 
the time I was in my early 20's, TM and the TMSP had already unravelled due to 
exposure to the Holy Shankaracharya Order and numerous pundit-yogis of the Rig 
Veda and Patanjali tradition. My family has a long history in India and Tibet 
since the turn of the previous century, and were keen to relay their opinions 
when asked.

 The most egregious behavior of Vaj's I have found so far was when he 
 intentially over posted some time back to foul up the system, just to try to 
 test the moderators post counting, (or something along these lines).  I think 
 Alex got pretty pissed off, and I didn't blame him.
 
 And quite honestly, I thought that indicated a real lack of integrity on 
 Vaj's part.
 

Actually Ray other posters had been deleting their posts for many months in 
order to avoid overposting, and got away with it (or so it appeared to me; I'm 
not really sure), so I thought I'd try it. Needless to say, I didn't receive 
the special care the others did. I did do some ribbing at Alex, and if I 
offended him, he certainly has my sincere apology.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: A Christmas haiku from Whole Foods...

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 10:26 AM, maskedzebra wrote:

 Dear Vaj:
 
 Yeah, the Bob guy goofed big-time here. Good that you caught him in this faux 
 pas. I think you may have done him—the Bob guy—a favour, After all, he just 
 has to know about Carlos Santana's attitude towards Chinmoy to realize that 
 to quote this guy (SC) as some paragon of wisdom is going to kick up in his 
 (BP's) face.
 
 I maintain my animus against all things Eastern, because that is how I got 
 out from under the hallucination of my enlightenment.

Do you really believe you've got out from under it?

 As soon as someone quotes some Guru (who lived in my lifetime—other than 
 Maharishi Mahesh Yogi who is very different—even with all his problems), the 
 universe—or so it seems to me—refuses to lend any kind of support; so one is 
 suddenly on one's own.

Well not to go all eastern on you, but you do realize the context you feel has 
a lot to do with your own accumulated samskaras, right? If you don't like the 
word samskara you could substitute the words subconscious activators or 
some similar phrase.

 I think Bob Price quite brilliant [see my eulogy when he had unsubscribed]; 
 but as soon as he turned in the direction of Sri Chinmoy he diminished—at 
 least for that moment—his credibility. Although not necessarily in the minds 
 of FFL readers; but in the mind of the intelligence behind creation [IMO].

For me Chinmoy is a perfect example of yogis who fall into showing off their 
siddhis.

 
 As for my sins of the past to which you refer, I have paid for them, I am 
 still paying for them, and I will pay for them. I think it not a particularly 
 valid form of argument to bring in the business of what someone said in their 
 notorious and disavowed past, when quite clearly that person (who allegedly 
 acted in some way which can be seen to have been wrong) has radically changed 
 their philosophy—and has stated quite publicly that they were in an 
 hallucinatory state at the time.
 
 I ask you to come at me based upon what you can infer from my posts at FFL, 
 Vaj: I am sure all of us have done things we are not proud of, especially 
 when we go back nearly 30 years.
 
 But I suppose I had it coming, given my desperation regarding your approach 
 here at FFL.

Well perhaps, and the inability to write you privately.

 
 But all this is part of a past that I repudiate.
 
 I am happy to be held accountable for all my actions in my post-Unity waking 
 state consciousness, Vaj. But not when I as an individual seemed to have 
 become cosmic.
 
 You see, had I now met the Robin I was then (early 1980's), I would have 
 approached him as someone deceived, even with all his sincerity and the 
 obviously sense that he was experiencing his actions as under the aegis and 
 even control of cosmic intelligence.
 
 Try to deal with the issues as they naturally come up in the present, Vaj; at 
 least in this sense: that we meet each other where we are now.
 
 I wish for good things for you, Vaj. Glad you stayed away from Chinmoy.
 
 But back there in those days when I was in Unity Consciousness I was an 
 autonomous center of radical theatre and extreme purposefulness in every 
 second, and I experienced my actions to have the imprimatur of reality. 
 Reality, as it were, seemed to be running me.
 
 And I did many foolish and ill-advised things. For which I would judge myself 
 now harshly.
 
 But let us stick to what is fair game here, Vaj, buddy.

Agreed.



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 11:44 AM, whynotnow7 wrote:

 Are your parents still furious with you for trying TM? Sounds like it...


They were never furious in the first place. They gave their opinions only 
when asked and let me do as I pleased.

They would not allow me to go to MIU though, a fact I only appreciated as I got 
older.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: A Christmas haiku from Whole Foods...

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 10:45 AM, zarzari_786 wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, maskedzebra no_reply@... wrote:
 
 
  I maintain my animus against all things Eastern, because that is how I got 
  out from under the hallucination of my enlightenment. As soon as someone 
  quotes some Guru (who lived in my lifetime—other than Maharishi Mahesh Yogi 
  who is very different—even with all his problems), the universe—or so it 
  seems to me—refuses to lend any kind of support; so one is suddenly on 
  one's own. I think Bob Price quite brilliant [see my eulogy when he had 
  unsubscribed]; but as soon as he turned in the direction of Sri Chinmoy he 
  diminished—at least for that moment—his credibility. Although not 
  necessarily in the minds of FFL readers; but in the mind of the 
  intelligence behind creation [IMO].
  
 
 Aren't there a lot of scandals in the catholic church as well,maybe many 
 more? I don't see anything especially eastern about transgressions like 
 these. And, the eastern philosophy is as diverse as it can be, something you 
 haven't taken into account yet.

Esp. considering one of the few actual living lineal descents of one of Yeshua 
of Nazareth's disciples is in southern India and attached to an ancient 
maritime trade route.

Something worth considering is the large and ancient history of Dark Yogis. 
Despite the long history of Christofascism, torture, genocide and child sexual 
abuse among the gurus (priests) of Roman Catholicism, India with it's huge 
population and traditions extending into the remotest antiquity may have the 
upper hand in sheer numbers, if not in raw ferocity.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 5:11 PM, seventhray1 wrote:

 Thanks for the reply Vaj, has you have always replied when I have brought up 
 a question in a sincere fashion.

Well please keep in mind I don't always read all posts, so don't take it 
personally if I do not. It probably just means I'm busy doing something else.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 5:37 PM, seventhray1 wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, authfriend jstein@... wrote:
  So Steve, that's three highly iffy statements from Vaj in
  a single brief post. Typical, in my observation.
 
 Well thanks.  That's pretty good work.  The part I found odd was that he said 
 that I, (Ray) had been deleting posts for months.  I think I've deleted one 
 post in the last three years, and that was from a couple weeks ago. (I think 
 it was to.Ravi)


I wasn't referring to you R., that's why I said other [unspecified] posters.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 7:29 PM, zarzari_786 wrote:

 since there are so many TM teachers on this board, nay even 'enlightened' 
 ones, of what importance is it, that Vaj did TM or not? We have enough 
 information about TM right? 


When a major disruption comes up, like the recent national airing of David 
Wants to Fly, where the truth was laid bare on Mahesh, they go into frenzies 
like this. It never seems to dawn on them the possibility of growing out of 
something and moving on. They'll likely remain happily stuck in the same rut 
for the rest of their lives.

I know I had enough information - directly - so it's rather bizarre to watch 
all this thrashing over my 35 USD mantra purchase in 1974...

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: A Christmas haiku from Whole Foods...

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 7:08 PM, zarzari_786 wrote:

 Exactly! When in Chennai, there is St Thomas Mount near the airport, 
 obviously where he was assasinated. On the beach is a beautiful cathedral 
 where he was buried. I think I walked be the cathedral on the beach on marine 
 drive. Since I'm not big into christianity, I never bothered to go there, but 
 since reading these articles, I might go there next time I have an 
 opportunity. 


There have been some recent documentaries that detailed the trade routes that 
brought him there and the details of the current days practices. Very 
interesting. If I can find it, I'll post a link. I believe it was on PBS.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-18 Thread Vaj

On Dec 18, 2011, at 7:29 PM, zarzari_786 no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote:

 I find several points -on TM - where I agree with him, and he exhibits 
 knowledge, obviously others are missing out.

What points would those be?

Re: [FairfieldLife] SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-17 Thread Vaj

On Dec 17, 2011, at 12:36 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 You have shut my mouth, and my soul. Curtis. 


Time will tell.

I'm sure you'll have something to say when the pristine innocence of Brady 
defeats, St. George-like, the Beast's Christofacist demonic consciousness 
channelled by Fundie Tebow on the field of Armageddon tomorrow!

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-17 Thread Vaj

On Dec 17, 2011, at 3:01 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 One thing (you wouldn't know about this personally) about TM and Maharishi: 
 it makes you contemptuous and patronizing when it comes to discussing 
 Christianity.

Well, unfortunately for you, you've probably lost the best conduit to speak 
deeply re: Christianity  TM in the person of Rev. Curtis D. Blues - as he's 
the person on this list who spent the most time and attention (that I'm aware 
of) getting to know the Catholic priest-meditators-as-TMers - the biggies (most 
if not all whom saw through the veneer of the Faux Holey Tradition and parted 
ways with TM). I think those who drank deeply of a mystical Christianity broke 
easily with the sandy ground of TM, based on the rock of their 
Christ-consciousness. Those with a more superficial Christian 
sand-consciousness are doomed to the purgatory of up-bubbling mantra till they 
part their mortal frame…

At one time Christian Centering Prayer actually resembled TM, although now, not 
at all. I attribute that change to the Catholic contemplative break with 
TM-as-perrenialist-panacea … and Thomas Keating.

 But I think the real giveaway about the East is its implicit sense of 
 superiority over Catholicism, when in fact this very posture is itself 
 evidence of something ultimately not in agreement with reality.

Depends on the POV - the east is not one homogeneous whole - it's many Points 
of View, sometimes not merely differing paths on the same mountain (the 
Perennialists view), but more frequently different mountains altogether.

 
 You never knew who Tim Tebow was a few weeks ago. I am glad you are now fully 
 au courant.

On reflection, I had heard of him, I just had little interest. For me, 
commercial sports is the primary mechanism for embruing the acceptability of 
endless war on our children.

 
 But you are right: I will be ambivalent tomorrow; I like the Tebow miracle 
 storyline, but I also love those Bill Belichick-coached Patriots. Tom Brady 
 and Sidney Crosby and Roger Federer and Jonny Wilkenson are my favourite 
 athletes.
 
 But I do like Tim Tebow very much: if only for his impressive humility.

Indeed, a wonderful human quality so lacking in Christofascism; but I do not 
know enough of Mr. Tebow to comment on his humility. I believe it was you who 
once said the sole redeeming quality of mundane Christianity was to keep a 
person clean till their next life (after which time they'd presumably take up a 
higher path).



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-17 Thread Vaj

On Dec 17, 2011, at 6:40 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 RESPONSE: Not merely learning about divine things but also experiencing 
 them—that does not come from mere intellectual acquaintance with the terms of 
 scientific theology, but from loving the things of God and cleaving to them 
 by affection. Fellow-feeling comes from fondness rather than from cognizance, 
 for things understood are in the mind in the mind's own fashion, whereas 
 desire goes out to things as they are in themselves; love would transform us 
 into the very condition of their being. Thus, by the settled bent of his 
 affections, a virtuous man is well apt to judge straightway the affairs of 
 virtue; so also the lover of divine matters divinely catches their gist.
 
 Aquinas


Gee, I would of thought I warranted more of a response than another quote from 
Dead Catholic Theologians 101. Esp. one from a mere intellectual like Aquinas? 
Perhaps a Desert Father for dessert next time?

I wonder if Aquinas was a gelukpa in his next life? If so, he would have to 
feign a more universal love - no doubt difficult for RC's...

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-17 Thread Vaj

On Dec 17, 2011, at 7:02 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 RESPONSE II: Not every love has the quality of friendship. In the first place 
 it is reserved to that love for another which wills his well-being. When what 
 we will is not the other's good for his sake, but the desire of it as it 
 affects us, that is not friendship, but self-regarding love and some sort of 
 concupiscence. Neither does benevolence suffice for friendship; in addition a 
 mutual loving is required, for friend is friend to friend. This interplay of 
 well-wishing is founded on companionship.

It's shown that Buddhists in higher states of consciousness meditate on 
objectless compassion: love beyond mere objects. How sad for Aquinas' circle 
jerk. It does sound like the perfect rationale for child molesters - how 
clever! 

You should send that one to Jerry Sandusky, I bet he'd find great consolation 
in it.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-17 Thread Vaj

On Dec 17, 2011, at 7:06 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 RESPONSE III: That a perfection is present in the human mind, too high to be 
 explained by anything less than the supernatural, is man's nobility. 
 Irrational creatures are impotent here. It does not follow that the highest 
 human perfection is gained by natural power, which may indeed reach to what 
 accords with the state of nature, but not to the heroism of the state of 
 grace.

Robin, by the grace of god, will you stop telling your sidha students to have 
abortions? Irrational creatures are not always functionally impotent, but often 
found dangerously clinging to the whore of Grace.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-17 Thread Vaj


Sent from my iPad

On Dec 17, 2011, at 7:24 PM, emptybill emptyb...@yahoo.com wrote:

 So now you are Vag, the critiquer of Christian contemplation – knower of 
 what's authentic and what is not. How illuminating of you.
 
  
 
 So where did you arrive at direct experience of Christian contemplation?
 
  
 
 Have you submitted yourself to the teachings of a Catholic or Orthodox 
 priest/theologian of the church?
 
  
 
 Do you follow a Catholic or Orthodox sacramental life?
 
  
 
 Do you claim to have a teacher/starets of noetic prayer?
 
  
 
 If you cannot declare your allegiance to one of these essential ingredients 
 of Christian contemplative life then you only know about it from something 
 you've read.
 
  
 
 If so, then you don't know what you are talking about in this realm. If you 
 do have a Christian contemplative teacher, then who is it?
 
  
 
 Confess or shut up your pompous posturing.
 

Oh look, the inquisition showed up!

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-14 Thread Vaj
Bravo Robindra! You get the Histrionic Personality award for 2011!  
Lady Gaga will be playing in your honor (it's actually a gay guy in  
drag, but hey, I couldn't tell the difference).


Mhrvelous darling, simply marvelous. I do wish you'd place a  
rotating video of your visage on YouTube so would could admire you  
after each email such as this. Ta ta...


On Dec 14, 2011, at 10:53 AM, maskedzebra wrote:




--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, obbajeeba no_reply@... wrote:

Dear Robin(and all the entities who can read this post),

Obbajeeba: Au contraire. The heart of wisdom has many definitions.
Such as the phrase, Heart of the problem.

Robin: Granted, obbajeeba; but the point is: *what did obbajeeba  
intend to convey to FFL readers by this expression*? Of course you  
*could* have meant something other than what I took you to mean,  
but in what follows here it is clear you meant what I thought you  
to mean.


Good morning, by the way.

Obbajeeba: The appearance you have suggested may be accurate for many.
The hind leg of an elephant does not reflect the use of the trunk.

Robin: But the elephant's heart can be seen in the way he waves his  
trunk.


Obbajeeba: Curtis has instructed Ravi of something an elder has  
experienced.


Robin: No 'instruc[ion] here, obbajeeba. Curtis was not dispensing  
advice. He was using this incident as a Trojan Horse, and all the  
while he was purportedly 'instructing' Ravi, he was actually trying  
to rip out his entrails. Trust me on this one, obbajeeba: I know  
Curtis, and I know his agenda. And don't worry: I always make sure  
I am appreciating what Curtis is, and what he has been, all the  
while I am entering into what Curtis is in the last moment.


Obbajeeba: The winner may be seeking revenge, although the wisdom  
came from reflecting experience from his own. This, I give him  
credit for.


Robin: You are confused here, obbajeeba: Revenge is morally  
incompatible with imparting wisdom. Because the 'wisdom' comes in  
as the bone to distract the reader's attention, so that the robber  
can steal something valuable. And then, once the reader (the  
watchdog of the mind of the FFL reader) is finished chewing on the  
bone, he doesn't even realize what's missing from his personal  
belongings. Ravi: the FFL reader, without necessarily being  
conscious of this has had his image of Ravi altered. Ravi's  
mystique, it has been blotted out.


Curtis is far more ruthless and aggressive than the fey swami.

Obbajeeba: No different than a parent screaming at their teenage  
children, ONE DAY, YOU
WILL HAVE CHILDREN OF YOUR OWN! A sweet revenge with love in their  
hearts, yet
wishing the same dismal fate of themselves. A sorry mistake as you  
will get
yours because I tried to help you and expected respect from the  
level I know

best. : )

Robin: This won't do at all, I'm afraid, dear obbajeeba. Curtis was  
masterfully in control of himself in every word he chose in his  
post. No parent he. He wasn't admonishing, warning, upbraiding Ravi— 
and he certainly wasn't screaming at Ravi (as a parent might to a  
wayward or obstinate child). Curtis was surgically castrating Ravi— 
and you didn't even notice. You only paid attention to the content;  
meanwhile, Curtis's meta-context appropriation was missed  
altogether. But afterwards—and even now—you are inside Curtis's  
context. As you will discover for yourself if you try to reread  
Ravi's initial response to my second open letter: you will see that  
your present experience bears almost no relation to your first  
experience: Ravi, as it were, *has* been explained. We are  
therefore in the benefit of Curtis's imposition of reality upon us.  
My second open letter is made superfluous. Of what interest is Ravi  
Chivukula after Curtis's post? I think once every FFL reader read  
(and experienced) what Curtis wrote, Ravi was a dead mystic, of  
little interest or fascination. Such is the power of Curtis context- 
eating.


Curtis has been disrespected all over the place by Ravi: see his  
comments about Curtis's impenetrable POV—he deconstructs Curtis  
in his impulsive and irresponsible way. But don't think that Curtis  
was not stung by Ravi's piercing judgment of him. When Ravi posted  
out, Curtis had his moment, and he leaped on the now defenceless  
Ravi, and felt the jugular vein between his teeth.


Obbajeeba: The last word can only be until Ravi returns. Bob Price  
returning could happen
at any moment and I am sure Curtis is aware of this enough. If Judy  
was here,

she too would pick that post with a toothpick.

Robin: Oh, obbajeeba: these are just words and scenarios that mean  
nothing to you right now. These contingencies do not bear upon the  
issue here at all. So what? Curtis's time was now; he took it; and  
these other adversaries will face an altered reality when they  
attempt—if in fact they do—to scrutinize this brilliant  
assassination of Ravi.


She too would pick that post 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-14 Thread Vaj


On Dec 14, 2011, at 12:25 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

I am so tempted to appear on BatGap though; and that would suffice  
for the video you are seeking.


Yes, I hope you're able to make the cut. I often wondered why you  
hadn't appeared, but I understand Rick has quite a backlog of  
interviewees.


But the way, is there any chance you think of someone so  
unbeautiful as Newt actually getting to be President?


I actually know Newt's family. They're not what I'd consider good  
people. He'll never withstand the scrutiny - I mean the guy's got  
more baggage than a 747. Magic underwear guy's the better choice (for  
Republican types). It would be like having Donny Osmond for President.


But Obama's gonna be the winner, no doubt. 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dome meeting with Maharaja-ji

2011-12-14 Thread Vaj

Wow.

If that's not the most disturbing, droolingly rabid TM True Believer  
post I've ever read, I don't know what is.


Are you really that naive? Haven't you read any of the research on  
ACTUAL deep meditation?


Doesn't the Catholic church have deprogrammers like we saw in The  
Exorcist  or The Rite?



Sheesh Robin, I didn't think there were any TB's left like this!

Actually I remember YOU sending in MUM students to the dome to  
practice a different technique - so you have to have some  
understanding as to what that would do - although the rationale then  
was that they were invoking some demonic egregore, which you felt you  
could disrupt and confront.


The ice cream of TM melted years ago. It's not our fault you never  
were able to wash your hands.


On Dec 14, 2011, at 2:08 PM, maskedzebra wrote:


Darling Obbajeeba,

I can't get rid of the hate in my heart, so please bear with me  
while I attack you without cause.


Did you watch Ellen Degeneres open that David Lynch Foundation  
event? And did you read Bob Price's wife's post attempting to  
persuade Emily to start Transcendental Meditation? And do you  
recall when TM for you was the best thing going—before the 1980's,  
that is? (By the way, I am going to assume you are an initiator; if  
you are not then some of my comments here are not, for you,  
completely on the mark.)


No one could see anything about Ellen Degeneres (or for that matter  
in Martin Scorsese's comments) or in 'Mrs. Price's' commentary  
which would imply any kind of influence over their own  
individualism and originality. TM is the most subtle and  
efficacious technique there is to produce a blissful experience,  
and the most subtle kind of changes—almost immediately—in one's  
personal life. If you listen to Ellen read what Mrs. Price says in  
her post, you realize that TM, mechanically and efficaciously  
considered, beats any other spiritual technique in existence—I  
would even say (from an Eastern point of view) ever. The fact that  
in doing TM one does not change anything about oneself in terms of  
one's own values, beliefs, or life style—and Ellen when she  
extolled the benefits of TM was as convincing and persuasive as  
anyone could be—likewise when 'Mrs Price' wrote her letter to Emily— 
is something without precedent. There is no 'technique' that I know  
of which is not wedded to some belief system in the very practising  
of that technique. Not so TM.


Transcendental Meditation, therefore, in my opinion, obbajeeba, is  
sui generis, intrinsically unique, like nothing else. Doing TM does  
not resemble doing anything else. There is—this is my argument  
based upon empirical evidence—absolutely no cross-pollination with  
any other technique or forms of meditation. In fact, I contend that  
whatever alternative spiritual tradition a former TMer turns to— 
especially a former initiator—he or she will approach, and even  
practise—and evaluate—that new technique *entirely in terms of  
their pervious experience of Transcendental Meditation*. TM is not  
just different, obbajeeba; it is distinct and separate from  
everything else spiritually in existence.


This is why Rick Archer always comes off—to me at least—as so much  
more conversant with the religious forms of experience, with  
spiritual reality, with how to understand states of consciousness  
than any of his guests (except for the TM ones: like Phil Goldberg  
and Dana Sawyer). Despite turning from TM and Maharishi, his  
nervous system has been schooled in the TM-Maharishi-Guru Dev  
universe, and this shows through at every level of himself. Even as  
he now professes to have a more authentic religious experience  
through his relationship with Mata Amritanandamayi (Amma: the  
Hugging Saint) than he did with Maharishi Mahesh Yogi.


Every one of us keen initiators, throughout the early and mid  
seventies, would have been nonplussed by any TM teacher trying to  
make the argument you make here. It wouldn't make sense to us. We  
did not just abide by what Maharishi had told us about guarding  
the purity of The Teaching; we felt it in our very soul. It was  
so manifestly clear to us that TM was something absolutely special,  
and could never be compared to anything that had been offered in  
our lifetime [our present one :-)] We acted on behalf of this  
notion of No Saints scrupulously, but not, as I say, out of  
deference to Maharishi; we could intuitively, deeply, feel the  
necessity of this. After all, what Master had produced the  
experience that Mother is at Home? What Master could allow us to  
confirm for ourselves that we were getting The Support of Nature?  
What other Master could deliver on his promise that once we became  
initiators, we could give to some other human being, a perfect  
stranger, this ultimate transcendent experience? The Checking Notes  
themselves—the Checking Procedure as memorized and applied—are more  
dazzlingly and perfectly efficient than 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-13 Thread Vaj

God is a concept
by which we measure
our pain.

John Lennon

On Dec 12, 2011, at 10:55 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

Life can educate one to belief in God. And experiences too are what  
bring this about; but I don't mean visions and other forms of sense  
experience which show us the 'existence of this being', but e.g.  
sufferings of various sorts. These neither show us God in the way a  
sense impression shows us an object, nor do they give rise to  
conjectures about him. Experiences, thoughts,—life can force this  
concept on us.


Wittgenstein




Re: [FairfieldLife] Portrait of a Saint

2011-12-13 Thread Vaj


On Dec 13, 2011, at 8:20 AM, maskedzebra wrote:

Quiet and simple, but not slovenly; most humble, without any  
meanness of spirit; noble and generous, grave and courteous,  
superior to all that is earthy, despising what is perishable, his  
gaze fixed on what will remain for ever unchanged, guiding himself  
in all things, great or small, by the most perfect standards;  
master of all his feelings, even in their first movements, and  
therefore showing externally and continuously that imperturbable  
peace in the midst of which his soul steadily shaped its course to  
the eternal shores.


. . . one notes especially a prudence more than human, and a love  
of God, and of his neighbour for God, which consumed his heart with  
its seraphic and sweet fires. . .


[His letters] show us a mind sure, vast, profound, comprehensive,  
fitted for speculation or action. In the management of men or  
affairs, he stands eminent among the foremost the world has known.  
His judgement was clear and solid, With sure vision he read the  
hearts of men, and detected accurately the twistings and turnings,  
the ins and outs, of their minds. He possessed a marvellous  
discretion in treating all characters, classes, and conditions.  
Mature deliberation, firmness of resolve, skill in counsel,  
compelling persuasion, vigorous execution, were his. He showed  
courage in facing difficult undertakings, and perseverance in  
carrying them through, constancy in supporting adversity, and  
resourcefulness ins surmounting obstacles. He was ready at all  
points, grasped all details, knew when to give way and when to  
insist, to yield or hold fast, as circumstances indicated, to show  
severity or mildness, condescension or determination, as the case  
required.


There burned in him a zeal, active, ardent, indefatigable, always  
meditating enterprises, battles, and victories to spread the  
greater glory of God . . . And all this was united with an  
unalterable sweetness and gentleness, ennobled by a largeness of  
heart, which rose above all labours or success, beautified by that  
noble and delicate urbanity, characteristic of _ chivalry of  
his day, enlightened by supernatural illumination of heavenly wisdom.


Anyone guess who this is?



Coach Sandusky?

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-12 Thread Vaj


On Dec 11, 2011, at 2:53 AM, sparaig wrote:


Well, you see, I think it is YOU who are missing MMY's nuances here.

Certainly stress can have good and bad qualities (eustress and  
distress). However, anything that pulls one away from the quality  
of functioning of the nervous system where pure consciousness is  
always present, is stressful.


That doesn't mean that it can't be fun, beneficial in its own way  
etc. only that it isn't pure consciousness. Of course, the point of  
the TM *program* is to alternate meditation, which approaches the  
state of pure consciousness, with regular activity, which is  
inherently stressful, so that eventually one can be in a state  
where pure consciousness is never lost. This doesn't mean that  
activity will cease to be stressful in the western sense, only that  
the nervous system has become strong enough to maintain pure  
consciousness, at least during relatively stressful activity.


In a sense, you could say that all activity has become eustress- 
ish, though, of course, some activity is more inherently  
eustressful than other activity.



I think you're missing what Mahesh was trying to say. He was  
obviously attempting to put the idea of the purification of the nadis  
into terms that westerners could understand, and at the same time  
give it a veneer of respectability by attempting to make it look  
scientific. Two things though: the two are not reconcilable as  
there is no (none, zero, zip) science on nadi-bindu-vayu and stress  
and secondly Mahesh had little experiential knowledge of these deeper  
and essential practices. This becomes manifestly obvious if you  
listen to the tapes where M. tried to muddle his way thru these  
descriptions of stress in the nadis - which are most likely ripped  
straight out of Arthur Avalon's books. But it's clear he doesn't have  
a clue to what he's talking about, but it does lend further credence  
to the fact that he was prompted by western students prior to his  
revelations. Since he was caught at Estes Park doing this and we  
have evidence up and through the Swiss period, we know his knowledge  
was not self knowledge, but gleaned from common translations of  
tantric texts.


So anyone who puts any validity into his unstressing schtick is  
just fooling themselves.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-12 Thread Vaj


On Dec 11, 2011, at 3:04 AM, sparaig wrote:

I like to cite my old friend Anoop Chandola, who is not only a  
Sanskrit/Hindu scholar, but has one very close family member who  
was part of the committee who selected SBS in the first place.



Appeal to authority or argumentum ad verecundiam is a common  
logical fallacy.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-12 Thread Vaj


On Dec 12, 2011, at 10:25 AM, sparaig wrote:

Eh, as I said, I have a friend who is reasonably accomplished as a  
Vedic/Hindu scholar, who considers MMY to be the real deal. YMMV  
of course.



You should send him a copy of David Wants to Fly. :-)

And while your at it, you should also try to get a copy of the recent  
interview with SBS's successor. He's very clear: the person who  
created the recent problems re: Jyotir Math and who sowed the seeds  
of dissension there were none other than Mahesh Varma.


What it boils down to in your friends case is true believers will  
believe anything. They're not actually interested in scholarship, but  
only what supports their acquired illusions.

Re: [FairfieldLife] SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-12 Thread Vaj

On Dec 12, 2011, at 3:47 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 You must help me out, Ravi, for I am more perplexed and stymied by a 
 particular reality than I think I have ever been over anything I have 
 experienced in my life.


Well at least you're working on the absolute statements. Not!

Let's see how many are in this stinker, the one above plus:

 Not one person at FFL—at least based upon my own close inspection—has, *to 
 their own objectified and self-evident satisfaction*—found the secret mote in 
 Ravi's eye, the cancer in his heart, the blackguard truth in his soul, the 
 insanity in his mind.

I would recommend, since you're presumably retired now Robindra, that you take 
a college class - perhaps just audit it - on Abnormal Psychology or, perhaps 
even better, buy a cheap copy of The Personality Self-Portrait: Why You Think, 
Work, Love, and Act the Way You Do by John Oldham, then get back to us. Hey, it 
would make a great Xmas gift for Ravi.

My point is, if Ravi's problems aren't glaringly obvious, you're either not 
very observant or your trying to over-intellectualize him (or possibly 
over-romanticize things) beyond recognition.

 You see, no one at FFL has figured out—I certainly haven't—the cause and 
 effect principle of the RTM.

Read: I can't figure you out, so no one else has.

I, on the other hand, think many have.

 There are no forensics when it comes to investigating one of Ravi's 
 psychologically illegal acts.

Or maybe you're missing them? It's like you're third eye blind. Which isn't to 
say you were ever that intuitive - that I noticed: high on draaama, love on 
intuition.

Really, the more I read over your…encyclicals…the more I see the same Robindra, 
at a chair, on a stage, still pointing that same finger - but via the 
abstractions of email conversations. Other than that IT'S THE EXACT SAME 
SCHTICK. It's as if everyone left the room and the internet connection was the 
only thing left...

 Nobody at FFL in my estimation—No, not even you, sweet Barry—nor you, 
 puissant Curtis—has the slightest notion of what is going on with Ravi 
 Chivukula.

sigh No Robindra, if you can't see, then no one can. Isn't that what this is 
really about? We have several psychologists on this list and at least one 
psychiatrist and I can guarantee you they have not only a running list, a lot 
of it would jive with mine. It least it has in the past with some of the 
players her on FFL.

OK, so only five that I could find. Do you feel this is an improvement?

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-12 Thread Vaj
Dear Robindranath:

On Dec 12, 2011, at 6:18 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 Dear Vaj,
 
 Your fantasizing, I see, extends even into the living moment. Take for 
 instance, your comments here. You have provided no personal, experiential, 
 even intellectually believed evidence for one to assume you have 'figured 
 out' Ravi Chivukula.

Robindra - you dipshit - that was the *point*, to leave a deliberate vacuum. 
Like the unanswered question(s) you keep desperately begging.

 
 Your insinuation that you have, remains just an invisible simulacrum of 
 reality: you have no conviction about Ravi that you would submit as the 
 truth—say, on point of death. You don't believe in your own words, Vaj, as 
 these words, have the assumed appearance of having constructed some kind of 
 argument that would have us believe you know all about the intra-personal 
 mechanics of Ravi and the RTM.

Actually, I have considerable (but not absolute Carlsenian) certainty. It's a 
relative thing. And that's fine. If it makes you squirm out more letters, is 
that my problem…or yours?

I would argue that the vacuity was actually always on your side.

I merely pointed it out. Now that infamous finger is pointing…again.

 
 It is the very same with Transcendental Meditation, Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, 
 and your status as a former TM initiator.
 
 At least now you have provided—unlike Ravi—the unequivocal experimental 
 evidence of what your problem is: you live in an unreal world. If you would 
 declare from you heart that you believed in a single thing you have said 
 here—in the same way you believe that your mother loved or loves you; that 
 you enjoyed your first romantic kiss; that you felt the sensation of finally 
 learning to ride bicycle—if what you say in this post has *any* resemblance 
 to any of these experiences, then I would have to take you seriously, Vaj.

LOL, oh OK!

Not enuff draaahma?

 
 As it is, you are writing into the exact same context which enables you to 
 blithely carry on talking about your TM and initiator expertise, when in 
 fact, these things do not have any real existence for you whatsoever.

Actually, you're simply changing the context here to one of your own 
obsessions. I did not mention nor did I imply anything of the kind. This is ALL 
your projection - a phantom you constantly invoke.

And you've never provided so much as a quote, an email, nothing I've said onmy 
own to even present a question worth answering! Just this constant 'begging of 
the question'. I suspect very much that any similar WTS participant (victim?) 
would get a similar treatment (unless a favored, certified non-demonic one), a 
friend.

These types of disconnects we call non sequiturs (note: this is different 
from a Steinian non sequitur, which is when a person cannot understand an 
implication, often due to not adhering the linear laws of Flatland).


 But more than this, Vaj: you cannot even summon up the bluff and bravado and 
 appropriate subjective response—that defines us as human beings—in the face 
 of these challenges to the veracity of your claims. You don't even defend 
 yourself. This is telling. [But this no-defence is itself no defence: don't 
 pull the supreme disinterestedness argument here, Vaj: you would be a total 
 idiot to do this. But if you must, go ahead. You can tell me you are Guru 
 Dev's grandson, and I would have to assign to this claim the same status as I 
 would if you claim you are not defending yourself here because of some 
 imperturbable state of spiritual equilibrium.]

Oh Robindra. You FFL youngster. Who are you to define my disinterestedness?


 
 And the same goes for what you say here in this post. Now it would be very 
 different if I did in fact sense that you were someone with a definitive and 
 sincere 'take' or interpretation of Ravi Chivukula. You see, Vaj: *I would 
 feel this*.

What, no callouses of former demonic confrontation?

There comes a certain point, where you can just sit back, and observe. About 
the only thing that would 'perturb' me at this point is another Ravi suicide, 
feel-sorry-for-me routine. 

 Take the music videos that are posted here: like Keith Jarrett at Koln: if 
 you can listen to that music—absorb it into your nervous system—and start 
 posting to me, making the same assertions that you have in this post, without 
 removing yourself from the innocent receptivity of listening to Keith 
 Jarrett—so as to appreciate him—then I am refuted.

OK. But I gotta tell you - Keith J. is kinda passé for me. What's next, Abba?

 
 You see, Vaj, it is very simple. You have pretended here that you do in fact 
 have some visceral or psychological 'feel' for the phenomenon that is Ravi 
 Chivukula.

Well duh. I've been here a bit longer than you - and after a half a dozen or so 
look Ma, I'm enlightened TM or Amma types, you kinda get used to it. 

Esp. if you saw it (uh-hum)...previously.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-12 Thread Vaj


On Dec 12, 2011, at 8:10 PM, sparaig lengli...@cox.net wrote:

 The current successor wasn't even at the ashram when SBS died, He was 
 studying with another guru.

Smart man. 

It's never good to be attached.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: SECOND Open [non-performance] Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-12 Thread Vaj
Hey Robin,

Try to have some respect for what Ravi's going through. If you honestly care, 
you'll realize things like this are best discussed off list.

This isn't a public laundromat.


On Dec 12, 2011, at 9:59 PM, maskedzebra no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote:

 Hey, Vaj: Would you consider telling me what your diagnosis is of Ravi 
 Chivukula? Since you claim to have an explanation for his behaviour, how 
 about doing me the courtesy of giving your interpretation of Ravi 
 Chivukula—simply to disprove my claim that no one at FFL has confidence that 
 they have understood the causal basis of Ravi's Transgressive Mode (RTM).
 
 Since your whole thesis (at least in your previous post) is to contradict my 
 contention that Ravi Chivukula defies any common sense understanding, I think 
 it only fair that you disabuse me of my fixation, since my concern here 
 (according to you) is entirely misplaced and ridiculous.
 
 I am begging you, Vaj: Robin wants to be able to fit Ravi Chivukula into his 
 metaphysical paradigm: you can help me do this by telling me what Ravi 
 Chivukula is all about. And what I want here, is what you promised me is the 
 truth; namely, that you have a specific *experience* and understanding of 
 what Ravi is up to—and why. Please just give me the broad outlines of your 
 personal experience of Ravi Chivukula so that I can at least make contact 
 with one person who 'gets' him.
 
 This will put a stop to this whole controversy. At least it will for me.
 
 Tell us now, Vaj: what gives with the Ravi boy? And please, use some of your 
 powers of persuasion which draw upon your real experience. Don't make it up. 
 Because we will know the difference.
 
 All what you say below has nothing to do with the issue:either of Ravi 
 Chivukula, or myself.
 
 So, you do not intend to climb that mountain, then, Vaj?
 
 Believe me, the view is much better from up here.
 
 Your pal,
 
 Robin


Re: [FairfieldLife] An Open 'Performance' Letter to Ravi Chivukula

2011-12-11 Thread Vaj
Robin, you do realize each time you make these absolute pronouncements - or 
encyclicals - you end up retracting most of it? This is a very old pattern. It 
hasn't changed a wink. It would be nice to have seen you strike some sort of 
balance between old Robin and the allegedly new Robin.

But the odd thing is, I don't see much of a new Robin, just old Robindranath 
the Bore with a thin, transparent veneer of heretical Catholicism. In many, 
many ways you differ little from a TM TB - except for the insistence that TM 
transcending somehow engenders and then delivers some deceitful, 
deva-engendered state of consciousness.


On Dec 11, 2011, at 4:57 AM, maskedzebra wrote:

 
 Dear Ravi,
 
 I am going to do a Ravi on you! The way you approached raunchydog, Alex, 
 Rick, Steve, Jim, even Judy (have I left anyone out?), I am going to approach 
 *you*. Now of course I cannot imitate you—that would take an acting skill I 
 doubt anyone has; but what I can do—see if you can understand this:—is *in 
 being Robin towards you, essentially do what you attempted to do with these 
 various persons*. I am going to use the Ravi technique of confrontation. I 
 think I followed you quite acutely—even metaphysically—in each of these 
 controversial and incendiary posts. I aim to pull off addressing you what you 
 were perhaps attempting to pull off addressing them.
 
 Now you must not mistake me here: I will be just as bold and audacious as you 
 were; but at the same time—reading you as fairly as I can—I am going to try 
 to produce a particular response/reaction in yourself which will be like the 
 one you provoked, say, in—to take two examples—Rick and raunchydog, although 
 only the latter actually spent energy and intelligence on getting back at 
 you. Now I don't know how you will respond to this Ravi experiment performed 
 through Robin, but I can assure you it will be interesting. And you will have 
 to assume that I am being absolutely sincere; even if you—and I suppose 
 almost every FFL reader—will not go along in the least with what I am saying.
 
 It will be, then, a kind of *performance*, but I shall stay in contact with 
 whatever muses inspire me, for if I lose this inspiration the whole exercise 
 will just fall flat. 
 
 I aim to keep my performance going from beginning to end. But this is a 
 warning: you will not get what you expect, what you could even imagine. And I 
 think this was the experience that *some* of these other persons got when 
 they received their posts from you.
 
 So, then, Ravi, consider me an honourable person with the very best of 
 motives. I don't pretend I am going to persuade you of the 'truth' of what I 
 am about to do; that is not what I am about here. Certainly I will write what 
 I feel is true; however my intention will be to precipitate in you something 
 uncontrollable reactive, something, then, which bypasses every defence you 
 have; even trangresses ultimate taboos—something I know you are very familiar 
 with in your violent rhapsodies here at FFL.
 
 You claim to act, in some fundamental way, out of love. Permit me the same 
 unspoken premise. I will act of out of love here, or at least out of the 
 deepest of my convictions; but *not*, I emphasize *not*, out of some desire 
 to clarify myself intellectually. Remember, Ravi: this is a performance—as I 
 believe your various posts were. You found yourself moving in on each person 
 and you elicited, I believe, exactly the response you anticipated you would.
 
 So, now you must prepare (and even the gentle readers of FFL must prepare) 
 for a radical and outrageous and trangressive performance. There. Are you 
 ready, Ravi? I hope so, because once I begin, in order for this experiment to 
 'work' you have to keep reading to the very end. And I should say right at 
 the outset: *I am going to improvise my way into this and right through to 
 its conclusion*.
 
 Now remember (this is *very* important): my intent is not to edify or 
 persuade or argue *through content*; my ambition is to employ a certain 
 dramatic mode of ambush which, in some way—at the level of principle at 
 least—is the same as what you do—and even what you did to me when I first 
 came onto FFL.
 
 Most readers at FFL will not like what I have to say. But they should 
 recollect: I am in the act of performing with Ravi as my audience. I am not 
 aspiring to make myself understood or even reasonable. The sweeping 
 generalizations which I am about to make will offend. But it must be 
 remembered: I want to shock.
 
 Ready, Ravi?
 
 I am starting right now.
 
 Your video tape disproves entirely and absolutely the primacy of the 
 existence the beloved, your 'realization', your spiritual mystical 
 experience. I don't say that you do not experience that you have gone into 
 another state of consciousness, that your sense of the holiness of what has 
 happened to you isn't true. I just say that it is essentially irrelevant to 
 the business, the 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Fascinating Facts About Smiles - mindful smiling

2011-12-11 Thread Vaj

On Dec 11, 2011, at 10:08 AM, sparaig wrote:

 There's an entire tradition that relates every syllable in sanskrit to some 
 part of the body in some therapeutic way. I don't recall which syllable 
 relates to the knee, but apparently tradition holds that there is one.

Cha-ching.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Billy Bob makes it up...again

2011-12-10 Thread Vaj


On Dec 9, 2011, at 10:19 PM, wgm4u anitaoak...@att.net wrote:

 Essentially, the prana (kundalini serpent fire) must be awakened and rise to 
 the 6th and 7th chakra for enlightenment to occur. Whether that is done 
 through mantra meditation OR concentration (like Patanjali taught) is 
 secondary, both work according to Swami Yogananda, he believes concentration 
 is more effective because it deals directly with the prana (pranaYama=prana 
 control).

The important thing that occurs after bindu-bhedhana is the dissolution of ones 
samskaras and the balanced witness-consciousness that remains uninvolved while 
the subcoscious unloads it's baggage.

Then, after the unloading occurs, the student can get skaktipat.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-10 Thread Vaj

On Dec 9, 2011, at 6:59 PM, richardnelson108 wrote:

 Hey Vaj,
 Just got sround to reading your post on this.
 
 I continue to amazed (I guess I shouldn't be at this point) about how 
 egocentric you are. I mean there you are sitting in your ivory tower making 
 your high and mighty statements about how much you know about transcending 
 and everything else you talk about regarding buddhism, the hindu and 
 shankaracharya tradition etc., and you really believe you know more about 
 this stuff than Maharishi did.

Hi Richard. I cannot say what all Mahesh knew, I can only comment on the 
techniques he's presented and sold, and more specifically the ones I'd tried 
when I was younger. 

At this juncture in time it's important to point out two vital things: we now 
know that Mahesh was not a yogi, he also had no lineal teacher-student 
relationship with Swami Brahmananda Saraswati. With these facts now out in the 
open, it does help explain the lack of knowledge and wisdom in his teachings. 
Although that doesn't subtract from his considerable marketing prowess and his 
use of various knowledgable consultants. His list of consultants is a kind of 
'who's who' of late 20th cent. Hinduism. If you can't get SBS as you guru, you 
can at least buy the guru of your choice in India.

 Listen, we all know that MMY was far from perfect, but yet he was respected 
 and loved by some of the greatest saints of India including Lakshmanjoo, 
 Ananda Moy MA and Muktananda

It's important to point out that a lot of what you've been lead to believe was 
other saints glowing approval of Mahesh has more to do with the types of things 
Hindu saints say about anyone. They're often very positive and say nice things 
about most everyone. But we shouldn't make the mistake of assuming this means 
they're giving tacit approval. They're in actuality often fulfilling vows 
they've taken which prevents them from saying anything negative about other 
teachers.

 and yet according to you he is a know nothing charlatan.

I think he was actually a knowledgeable business man with a deep interest and 
love of eastern occultism.

 Maybe you can explain why they all seemed to be very happy with him? Oh wait, 
 I forgot ...you never deal with any criticism. You just disappear for a while 
 until you can jump in again all high and mighty with your superior knowledge 
 to enlighten us. OK, I'll just wait for more pearls of wisdom coming oour way 
 from 

Which remarks of mine are you inquiring about Richard?

Re: [FairfieldLife] Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-10 Thread Vaj

On Dec 9, 2011, at 7:24 PM, zarzari_786 wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, richardnelson108 
 richardnelson108@... wrote:
 
  Hey Vaj,
  Just got sround to reading your post on this.
  
  I continue to amazed (I guess I shouldn't be at this point) about how 
  egocentric you are. I mean there you are sitting in your ivory tower making 
  your high and mighty statements about how much you know about transcending 
  and everything else you talk about regarding buddhism, the hindu and 
  shankaracharya tradition etc., and you really believe you know more about 
  this stuff than Maharishi did.
 
 I don't know about Vaj, what he thinks about Maharishi is not necessarily my 
 opinion. Yet Maharishi himself called the transcendence in TM only 'hazy', 
 not final, what Vaj is saying is just the same from a different perspective. 
 It is also true, that TM, through the use of the mantra, is substituting 
 negative with positive samskaras, something alluded to in the Yogasutras. 
 Maharishi greatly simplified all the teachings. It's okay if you take it like 
 that, but it's also okay for some others to try looking a little further, and 
 see the whole thing in a larger context, alluding to the traditions from 
 which he drew.


Thanks for acknowledging that Zarzari. I simply did what I think any other 
reasonable human being would have done: investigate the systems of practice and 
philosophies of mantra experientially in order to gain the broadest most 
undiluted perspective I could find, until I got the answers to all of my 
questions.

Once you do that, and look back at practices you've done in the past, you see 
them in a very different light in some cases. What hardcore TMers would prefer 
is that I still maintain the boilerplate spiels I learned to spew on TM, rather 
than be true to my own POV. They desperately want me to not speak from that new 
perspective, but continue to regurgitate the schtick they continue to roll over 
in their minds, as a source of comfortable illusion. 

When you point out those illusions, it can create difficulty because it takes 
considerable effort to maintain these illusions - and, in fact, you've long 
believed the illusion were true. It's really uncomfortable when this is done at 
a time when other illusions about MMY are being exposed and made conscious to 
the world.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-10 Thread Vaj

On Dec 9, 2011, at 7:56 PM, zarzari_786 wrote:

 For example, after Muktananda left Seelisberg, on the way out touching a few 
 TMers, thereby giving them Shaktipath, so that they would follow him, is 
 reported to have said: Everybody is talking about enlightenment there, but 
 nobody knows what they are talking about. Then you forgot to mention 
 Krishnamurti or Osho. Bottomline is: whatever so called enlightened say is 
 not always in agreement with each other, they say it for various reasons, and 
 it cannot be used like Hollywood namedropping. That all enlightened agree 
 with Maharishi and say how great he is, is only a sweet illusion for TB's

Very interesting. It would be nice to have a more direct quote of Muktananda. 
Is that possible? Has it survived?

Muktananda actually gives a very beautiful description of bindu-bhedana in his 
Play of Consciousness.

Re: [FairfieldLife] How To Dump A Dick

2011-12-10 Thread Vaj

On Dec 9, 2011, at 6:54 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 Vaj: If it makes you feel better, a group of your students got an audience 
 with one of Guru Dev's disciples to ask what the f*ck was up with you? He 
 said you'd been fried by a blast of kundalini in Arosa. I think that also 
 explains the aforementioned wisp of smoke that Thomas saw. Just sayin'.
 
 Robin: That, then, clears the whole thing up, Vaj. Thanks. And thanks to this 
 Guru Dev disciple. Any way you can get back to him to express my gratitude? 


After he was convicted of molesting young children, he fled into Mexico, and 
from there they believe into Central or South America. In TM terms, he's on 
pilgrimage. If I find out where he is, I'll probably notify the authorities in 
Texas first. 

Jai Guru Dev.

 There was no 'Thomas' by the way on the mountain in Arosa, Switzerland. 
 Although I do know a Thomas, and he is a good guy. But this wisp of smoke 
 business? never heard of it. I do, however, carry around a Chinese appliance 
 wherever I go. Perhaps that was literally what this Thomas fellow saw, as you 
 say, short circuiting. But it wasn't at Arosa. It must have been when I came 
 down from the mountain to liberate Western Civilization. 

My apologies. It's been a long time. It was a bad joke.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dome meeting with Maharaja-ji

2011-12-10 Thread Vaj

On Dec 10, 2011, at 4:09 PM, zarzari_786 wrote:

 How do you know what he *wants*? Maybe he does, but do you really know his 
 intention? Maybe he just has a sort of creative stroke, so he posts one 
 sentence after the other.


In case you haven't noticed yet, that's one of Judy's MO's: she mind reads 
what people are doing - typically what she falsely believes people are thinking 
and/or doing - and then bases her (baseless) arguments on these (false) claims. 
It's one of the many ways Judy's dishonesty is very clever. Most people ignore 
it, but Curtis in particular used to call her on it, till he got sick of it.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Swami Rama: Our Tradition

2011-12-10 Thread Vaj

On Dec 10, 2011, at 7:48 PM, zarzari_786 no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote:

 Vaj, I think it is good you provide the sources for the points you just made. 

They weren't intended as sources per se, but as examples. Fortunately such 
examples exist, because there's much that cannot be spoken of due to vows.

 
 Among many other things, I like this last paragraph of Swami Rama especially. 
 It also touches on the thing you just mentioned, which is typical of indian 
 sages, as they may have taken vows not to talk negative about other religions 
 or masters. I have learned this point especially by coming across a Jain 
 teaching, who places great emphasis on non-violence, exactly in the way as 
 described below.
 
 This teaching of non-violence, with respect to religion means that you will 
 not condemn any religious teaching or insult anybody like a nun or a monk 
 from a different sect. It is an important mindset to cultivate, which does 
 not mean that one has to agree with everything, any religion says, quite 
 obviously, but it means accepting the reality of different believers as 
 different facets of one greater truth. 
 

Well, there is a dark side to such beliefs and one is that molestations and 
criminal behavior can go on unreported. Satya Sai Baba is a great example. So 
is Swami Rama for that matter. So for situations like this HH the Dalai Lama 
says when a practioner is involved in such egregious behavior, it needs to be 
made known via the media.

 If you hurt somebodies emotions, with regard to his deepest convictions, is 
 like a physical agression. It creates karma, and will continue to do so.

When people or large groups of people are being harmed, such vows cannot be 
used to help them hide behind.

[FairfieldLife] Neuroscientists boost memory using genetics and a new memory-enhancing drug

2011-12-09 Thread Vaj
Neuroscientists boost memory using genetics and a new memory- 
enhancing drug

December 8th, 2011 in Neuroscience

When the activity of a molecule that is normally elevated during  
viral infections is inhibited in the brain, mice learn and remember  
better, researchers at Baylor College of Medicine reported in a  
recent article in the journal Cell.


The molecule PKR (the double-stranded RNA-activated protein kinase)  
was originally described as a sensor of viral infections, but its  
function in the brain was totally unknown, said Dr. Mauro Costa- 
Mattioli, assistant professor of neuroscience at BCM and senior  
author of the paper. Since the activity of PKR is altered in a  
variety of cognitive disorders, Costa-Mattioli and colleagues decided  
to take a closer look at its role in the mammalian brain.


The authors discovered that mice lacking PKR in the brain have a kind  
of super memory. We found that when we genetically inhibit PKR, we  
increased the excitability of brain cells and enhanced learning and  
memory, in a variety of behavioral tests, he said. For instance,  
when the authors assessed spatial memory (the memory for people,  
places and events) through a test in which mice use visual cues for  
finding a hidden platform in a circular pool, they found that normal  
mice had to repeat the task multiple times over many days in order to  
remember the platform's location. By contrast, mice lacking PKR  
learned the task after only one training session.


Costa-Mattioli and colleagues wanted to know how this molecular  
process actually works. They found that when PKR is inhibited, the  
increased synaptic activity (that is, the enhanced communication  
between neurons) is caused by gamma interferon, another molecule  
involved in immunity.


These data are totally unexpected, and show that two molecules  
classically known to play a role in viral infection and the immune  
response regulate the kind of brain activity that leads to the  
formation of long-term memory in the adult brain, said Costa-Mattioli.


Another key finding made by Costa-Mattioli and his team of  
researchers was the fact that this process could be mimicked by a PKR  
inhibitor - a small molecule that blocks PKR activity and thus acts  
as a memory-enhancing drug.


It is indeed quite amazing that we can also enhance both memory and  
brain activity with a drug that specifically targets PKR. Definitely  
then, the next step is to use what we have learned in mice and to try  
to improve brain function in people suffering from memory loss, said  
Costa-Mattioli.


Although Costa-Mattioli's memory pill may be years away from approval  
by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration, its impact on society and  
medicine could be very profound. There are roughly 6 million  
Americans and 35 million people world-wide with Alzheimer's disease  
and more than 70 million Americans over the age of 60 who may suffer  
from aged-associated impairment of memory.


Costa-Mattioli said, More investigation is undoubtedly necessary to  
translate these findings to effective therapies but we would be  
delighted if our scientific studies were to contribute in some way to  
this ultimate goal.


Our identity and uniqueness is made up of our memories, Costa- 
Mattioli said. This molecule could hold the key to how we can keep  
our memories longer, but also how we create new ones.


Provided by Baylor College of Medicine

Neuroscientists boost memory using genetics and a new memory- 
enhancing drug. December 8th, 2011. http://medicalxpress.com/news/ 
2011-12-neuroscientists-boost-memory-genetics-memory-enhancing.html

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-09 Thread Vaj


On Dec 9, 2011, at 10:29 AM, sparaig wrote:


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote:


 On Dec 5, 2011, at 8:04 AM, seventhray1 wrote:

  Oh, good. I'll just have to revise my experience so it conforms
  with your analysis.

 Actually we've all already been pre-programmed to believe in the
 stress release, unstressing, model is factually correct. Each time
 we transcend we're chipping away at those stresses in our nervous
 system. So I believe most of us who were indoctrinated into TM would
 chose as you did.

Actually, the current theory of how TM works is that it sets up a  
situation in the thalamus that inhibits the thalamo-coritical  
feedback loops that scientists believe are what we experience as  
thoughts. This allows the brain to relax into a default mode of  
functioning where it is still alert, but literally not thinking  
about much of anything. The stronger the inhibition, the less  
thinking tha is done. Coincidentally, the default mode of  
functioning that results is where the front part of the brain and  
the back part of the brain are most easily able to communicate with  
each other. This is the exact opposite of stress, which tends to  
interfere with the communication between the front and back parts  
of the brain.


The only problem with such theories is Lawson that TM is really only  
an elementary practice of mantra meditation. From the POV of the  
actual mantra tradition, the subtlest level of mantra in TM - the  
point where one still has some abstract feeling of the mantra before  
reaching what TMers believe is the transcendent - is 512 times more  
gross than the subtlest level of mantra reached before the mind is  
actually transcended - what is known as the unmana stage. In order to  
even access those levels of subtlety one needs to complete the  
piercing of the bindu (bindu-bhedana) and master further levels of  
practice. This level of subtlety simply does not exist in TM.


So theories that are in effect based on iterations of the grossest  
levels of mind are not really, ultimately, of much value except to  
the indoctrinated TM crowd, and those they can still fool. As I've  
said many times, you need to transcend the transcendent (what's  
believed to be transcendent in TM) to even begin to approach the  
actual full transcendence of mind.


Once that level is attained, then some interesting research could be  
done. However since the 'canon of awakening in TM' was effectively  
frozen with the death of MMY, that point will never be reached. It's  
also therefore a fact that all TM research can only ever be of minor  
interest to serious consciousness researchers.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Vag makes it upagain

2011-12-09 Thread Vaj


On Dec 9, 2011, at 1:47 PM, emptybill wrote:

Those stages of subtly are common stages discussed in Tantric Deity  
yoga

and in Kashmiri Trika Shaiva teachings.


They're also used in the Shankaracharya tradition, which uses the  
approach of tantra, leading to nondual contemplation. This is the  
path of SBS.


The bottom line is, if the bindu is not pierced and the ajna is not  
bridged, the road to samadhi and full transcendence can never  
occur. I realize this must be hard for you. All that hyperventilating!




You purposely left out the conclusions of Svami Lakshman Joo, the last
Trika guru from Kashmir, a friend of MMY. He fully endorsed the
transcending process of TM. In fact, MMY got some of his understanding
from SKJ.


He may or may not have recognized it. But I doubt he would have  
recognized it as any more than a preliminary.



Selective editing, on your part, of the teachings and relationships
here, simply proves that you have no objectivity.


No editing whatsoever - it's TM instruction that edits out the full  
teaching, which isn't to imply it was ever known by Mahesh.


Veritas liberat...

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: How To Dump A Dick

2011-12-09 Thread Vaj

On Dec 9, 2011, at 3:38 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 Yes, it certainly does, Barry, you bastard, you. You mean me, right? My 
 condition is going to deteriorate if you keep this up, Barry: on the one hand 
 saying I am pathological; on the other hand acting as if it's a all right to 
 make fun of a mental case like me. I don't get it, Barry; I just don't get 
 it. Have a heart: knock off this razzing of Robin. If you be nice to me, I 
 will start to be nice to you. Deal? I think, by the way, it was mean of you 
 to make fun of me like this. And I think you intensify the pathology. If you 
 were me, Barry, what would you do in the face of the powerful mocking of 
 yourself—by someone such as yourself? You must tell me. Is anyone going to 
 help me here? 

If it makes you feel better, a group of your students got an audience with one 
of Guru Dev's disciples to ask what the f*ck was up with you? He said you'd 
been fried by a blast of kundalini in Arosa. I think that also explains the 
aforementioned wisp of smoke that Thomas saw. Just sayin'.

So you could just think of it as a short circuit, right? I mean, this happens 
to these new Chinese kitchen appliances ALL THE TIME. So, I can, you know, 
kinda relate. But I wouldn't throw you in the trash...and I bet Barry wouldn't 
either.

Keep your chin up Robinda.

[FairfieldLife] Swami Rama: Our Tradition

2011-12-09 Thread Vaj
Our Tradition

Shankaracharya established an ascetic order 1,200 years ago, though renunciates 
had already lived in
an unbroken lineage from the Vedic period. He organized his orders through five 
main centers in the
North, East, South, West, and center of India. The entire ascetic order of 
India traces its tradition from one
of these centers. Our tradition is Bharati. Bha means “knowledge”; rati means 
“lover.” Bharati means “he
who is the lover of knowledge.” From this comes the word Bharata, the land of 
spiritual knowledge, one of
the Sanskrit names used for India.

There is one thing unique to our tradition. It links itself to an unbroken 
lineage of sages even beyond
Shankara. Our Himalayan tradition, though a tradition of Shankara, is purely 
ascetic, and is practiced in
the Himalayan caves rather than being related with institutions established in 
the plains of India. In our
tradition learning of the Upanishads is very important, along with the special 
advanced spiritual practices
taught by the sages. The Mandukya Upanishad is accepted as one of the 
authoritative scriptures.
The knowledge of Sri Vidya is imparted stage by stage and the advanced student 
is taught Prayoga
Shastra [which explains the practicality and application of the discipline one 
has to follow for this
knowledge]. We believe in both the Mother and the Father principles of the 
universe. That which is called
maya, or illusion, in our worship becomes the Mother and does not remain as a 
stumbling block or
obstacle on the path of spiritual enlightenment. All of our worship is internal 
and we do not perform any
rituals.

There are three stages of initiation given according to our tradition. First: 
mantra, breath awareness,
and meditation; second: inner worship of Sri Vidya and bindu bhedana (piercing 
the pearl of wisdom);
third: shaktipata and leading the force of kundalini to the thousand-petaled 
lotus called the sahasrara
chakra. At this stage we do not associate ourselves with any particular 
religion, caste, sex, or color. Such
yogis are called masters and are allowed to impart the traditional knowledge. 
We strictly follow the
discipline of the sages.

It is not possible for me to discuss in detail the secret teachings of Prayoga 
Shastra, for it is said: “Na
datavyam, na datavyam, na datavyam—Don’t impart, don’t impart, don’t impart” 
unless someone is fully
prepared and committed and has practiced self-control to a high degree. These 
attainments can be
verified through the experiences of the sages of the past. In our path, 
gurudeva is not a god but a bright
being who has faithfully and sincerely attained a state of enlightenment. We 
believe in the grace of the
guru as the highest means for enlightenment, but never as the end. The purpose 
of the guru is to
selflessly help his disciples on the way to perfection.

Our tradition has the following orientation:

1. One Absolute without a second is our philosophy.

2. Serving humanity through selflessness is an expression of love, which one 
should follow through
mind, action, and speech.

3. The yoga system of Patanjali is a preliminary step accepted by us for the 
higher practices in our
tradition, but philosophically we follow the advaita system of one Absolute 
without a second.

4. Meditation is systematized by stilling the body, having serene breath, and 
controlling the mind.
Breath awareness, control of the autonomic nervous system, and learning to 
discipline primitive
urges are practiced.

5. We teach the middle path to students in general, and those who are prepared 
for higher steps of
learning have the opportunity to learn the advanced practices. This helps 
people in general in their
daily lives to live in the world and yet remain above. Our method, for the 
convenience of Western
students, is called superconscious meditation. I am only a messenger delivering 
the wisdom of the
Himalayan sages of this tradition, and whatever spontaneously comes from the 
center of intuition,
that I teach. I never prepare my lectures or speeches, for I was told by my 
master not to do so.

6. We do not believe in conversion, changing cultural habits, or introducing 
any God in particular. We
respect all religions equally, loving all and excluding none. Neither do we 
oppose any temple,
mosque, or church, nor do we believe in building homes for God while ignoring 
human beings. Our
firm belief is that every human being is a living institution or a temple.

7. Our members are all over the world, and for the sake of communication we 
also believe in
education. Our graduate program imparts the knowledge given by the sages, 
thereby fulfilling the
inner need of intellectuals.

8. We practice vegetarianism. We teach a nutritional diet that is healthy and 
good for longevity, but at
the same time we are not rigid and do not force students to become vegetarians.

9. We respect the institution of the family and stress the education of 
children by introducing a selftraining
program 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Billy Bob makes it up...again

2011-12-09 Thread Vaj

On Dec 9, 2011, at 8:10 PM, emptybill wrote:

 Empty: Those stages of subtly are common stages discussed in Tantric Deity 
 yoga and in Kashmiri Trika Shaiva teachings.
 
 Vag: They're also used in the Shankaracharya tradition, which uses the 
 approach of tantra, leading to nondual contemplation. This is the 
 path of SBS
 
 ME: This is not Shankara's Kevala Vedanta  but the yogic advaita 
 (post-Vidyaranya) which contradicts Shankara in many ways. A mix of Tantric 
 and Puranic worship is standard in most Hinduism.
 
Billy Bob, get dat toothpick outta yo' brain. Get some experience, den get back 
to us.


 Vag: The bottom line is, if the bindu is not pierced and the ajna is not  
 bridged, the road to samadhi and full transcendence can never  occur.
 
 ME: SSRS told me that transcending in meditation (TM-Sahaj) is crossing the 
 tri-veni. That is why the Ajña is called the inner tri-veni or the confluence 
 of the three principle nadi-s. Again, another awakened teacher contradicts 
 your assertions.
 
 

Billy Bub: Shree Ravi was just one of Mahesh's boyz. His lineage is dee 
M-sters: it don't exist. Pleez don't hypervent on meez. Capiche?


 Empty: You purposely left out the conclusions of Svami Lakshman Joo, the last 
 Trika guru from Kashmir, a friend of MMY. He fully endorsed the transcending 
 process of TM. In fact, MMY got some of his understanding from SKJ.
 
 Vag: He may or may not have recognized it. But I doubt he would have 
 recognized it as any more than a preliminary.
 
 ME: This kind of dismissal of Swami Lakshman Joo clearly demonstrates your 
 selective polemic and wonton editing without regard for his actual 
 statements. SRSS and SLJ agree with MMY. You do not and thus you strike out. 
 
 Try staying with Dzogchen. You lack the objectivity to discuss TM or MMY.
 
 

Bub: the criticism against moi ist becuz I'm too objective. Where yu been?



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-08 Thread Vaj
On Dec 7, 2011, at 8:36 PM, sparaig lengli...@cox.net wrote:

 Heh. MMY always portrayed himself as a reformer, so conservatives would 
 naturally be incensed with what he said.

Of course the real reason they were incensed was probably because he was 
destroying the purity of their tradition, while making the dubious claim to be 
restoring it. 

I've noticed that destroyers of traditions often present themselves as 
reformers.

 ANd in fact, MMY's point that I was in turn pointing out, is that one can 
 spout rhetoric all day long, but if that rhetoric isn't based on internal 
 states, then it is merely flowery words.

Yes, I think you've touched on the essence of TM: flowery rhetoric and slick 
sales presentations based on relaxation states but sold as higher states of 
consciousness.

Re: [FairfieldLife] The LED Visible Man Technique (was Re: Dome meeting with Maharaja-ji)

2011-12-08 Thread Vaj


On Dec 8, 2011, at 3:42 AM, turquoiseb no_re...@yahoogroups.com wrote:

 But by far your most insightful comment, Vaj, was
 speculating as to whether this moodmaking technique
 does anything to create true spiritual balance in
 those practicing it. Are we likely to see them 
 develop more compassion, or love, or a sense of
 equality with their fellow man as the result of
 staring at the LED Visible Man? 

Well they could say that:

- staring at the LED man helps create world peace.
- staring at the LED man enlivens the unified field (Mr. Wizard, John Hagelin 
appears from behind a curtain with a chart and a dizzying Powerpoint 
presentation).
- and my favorite part: the scientific research on LED man (Fred Travis appear 
from behind a curtain, carrying a chart and yet another dizzying PPT 
presentation).


 
 I don't think so. I think the appeal is yet again
 to We Are So Special Because We Know How Everything 
 Works elitism, and the underlying message is yet
 again, You don't get to feel this special unless
 you're on our approved list of People Who Are As
 Worthy As We Are and we issue you a pass to let
 you into the room, as soon as you've paid us for
 the privilege.
 
 But YMMV. I, for one, look forward to more testi-
 monials from the TBs about this one. That should
 be amusing. My tummy feels better just anticipating
 the laughter. :-)

One could very well anticipate this heralds the end of something big - after 
all this is a technique totally from someone's head. T'ain't nuttin' Vedic 
about it, let alone spiritual. The transition from sullying these traditions 
and selling it to gullible westerners has now become selling something only 
very remotely Vedic (LED Purusha).

Re: [FairfieldLife] The LED Visible Man Technique (was Re: Dome meeting with Maharaja-ji)

2011-12-08 Thread Vaj


On Dec 8, 2011, at 5:35 AM, zarzari_786 wrote:

I for example compare the TM movement to the Sri Aurobindo Ashram,  
where the last leader died about 40 years ago. I just met an old  
lady, who works there in the Ashram since 40 years, is now 75 years  
old, and to my opinion, has the typical TB mindset. She still  
experienced the master (Mira Alfassa) about 3 years, if so, from a  
distance (balcony darshans). And I just read a book by Peter Heehs  
on Sri Aurobindo, and as I thought it was actually a very positive  
review of his life. But it stirred up the whole Ashram, lead to a  
huge controversy, the book is actually forbidden in India (the  
lives of Sri Aurobindo), while most ashramites have read  
photocopies. The book is published by the cambridge universtity  
press, and directed to academics, not devotees. Yet it is in no way  
deferrential, but it happens to mention certain biographic facts,  
seen as a no no by the ashramites. Now the funny thing is, that the  
ashram leadership, might actually have inspired the book, and is  
not really against it. (they don't endorse it either) That in  
itself is the reason for controversy, as it seems there is a group  
of fundamentalists who want to overtake the Ashram. Right now there  
are efforts on the way, to deprive Heehs of his visa, he lives  
since decades in India, and was one of the main Ashram archivars,  
the book was originally approved by the ashram leadership (without  
reading it) before it was published.


Also, the philospophy of Aurobindo is elitary, by definition, he  
says that nobody before embarked on this type of yoga or knowledge.  
So, for Ashramites, anybody practicing a more traditional form of  
yoga misses out on the new yoga. (The old yoga has its basis in the  
'overmind', with all its gods, which is something like 'supermind'  
gone wrong) And the only way is to be devoted to SA and / or Mirra  
Alfassa. There is a similar idea like in TM, that 'we are the ones  
doing the transformation for the world, unprecedented, for all  
times to come' And it's all there in the writings of SA.



You have to wonder how much of this is part of their caste mindsets,  
as both Mahesh and Aurobindo come from the same caste.

Re: [FairfieldLife] The LED Visible Man Technique (was Re: Dome meeting with Maharaja-ji)

2011-12-08 Thread Vaj


On Dec 8, 2011, at 8:53 AM, zarzari_786 wrote:

Coming to think of it, given the time frame, it is likely MMY was  
influenced to some degree by SA. SA, when the topic came up,  
somebody wanted to popularize his teachings in the US, saying that  
he should offer some courses, something like a formula, as this was  
sucessfull with Vivekanada and Yogananda, simply refused. MMY was  
at Aurobindo Ashram, I heard trying to persuade some Ashramite to  
join him. So his project of transforming world consciousness may  
well have been informed by SA. Also, the whole story about absolute  
body, sounds a lot like SA's supramental body. Creating a new man  
was really SA's project. SA regarded himself as a tantric yogi. So  
MMY may have taken the 'uniqueness' and 'rediscovery of a lost  
knowledge' as a traditionalists version of the new yoga.



It always seemed clear that Mahesh was getting material from both  
Aurobindo AND Yogananda - both of which are from his caste.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Sattvic horror movies I'm looking forward to

2011-12-08 Thread Vaj

Have you seen Limitless yet?

Great theme, esp. for meditators hip to the idea of developing the  
unlimited potential of consciousness and the brain.


In Limitless the star gets dumped by his girlfriend. He's a writer  
with a contract, but also with a bad case of writer's block. He run's  
into his ex-wife's brother and he claims he has a new pill, a still  
unreleased nootropic drug that has the ability for humans to access  
100% of the brain's power, as opposed to the normal max of 20%. So  
he decides to try it.


Well the drug immediately begins giving abilities like infinite  
correlation between everything he's ever experienced and present  
experience. Perfect recall, perfect concentration, perfect  
photographic memory. For example, he sees the corner of a book's  
spine and is able to recollect a person he knew, with the same book,  
and that she was a law student and the full title, and thus is able  
to infer that she's a law student. One listen to a foreign language  
CD and he is fluent in that language, and on and on.


I suspect they'll be a sequel to this one.


On Dec 8, 2011, at 11:54 AM, turquoiseb wrote:


Not due out until 2012, The Cabin In The Woods
kinda tops my list. The IMDB describes its plot
as Five friends go to a remote cabin in the woods.
Bad things happen. The tagline for the film is
If you hear a strange sound outside... have sex.
Written and produced by Joss Whedon. Instant classic.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eXfc12BqFkc

Then there is Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter.
The title says it all.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u4U3kbV4dCU

The Raven, with Edgar Allen Poe trying to solve
crimes based on his stories.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIeLylWccNo

A Francis Ford Coppola movie that I'll probably see
even though it's got Val Kilmer in it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xP7cQnOcU7I




Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Sattvic horror movies I'm looking forward to

2011-12-08 Thread Vaj


On Dec 8, 2011, at 12:46 PM, curtisdeltablues wrote:


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote:

 Have you seen Limitless yet?

I saw it and was blown away by the implications. And with the rapid  
acceleration of smart drug use on campuses it was well within the  
believable. The question will be whether or not overclocking our  
CPU is inherently dangerous or not. So far there seems to be a bar  
tab for everything they have come up with. But that limit may not  
last. I'll bet just getting closer with fewer side affect will work  
just fine for most of us.



Actual yogis who develop these abilities often seem to develop a  
spontaneous knowledge of workable holistic forms of medicine along  
with their omniscience. That's what happened to my grandmaster, he  
was just a peasant kid with little education, yet the kings of the  
Himalaya sought him out for treatment.


As westerners, we tend to boo hoo these things, because no one in the  
west was really experiencing these states - until an American  
Dzogchenpa actually attained the Body of Light several years ago.  
When the Catholic church realized humans were experiencing it, they  
were forced to investigate as well - after all it appeared their  
founder had as well. I suspect we'll eventually find out some  
heretofore unknown properties of human DNA. It's really just a matter  
of time.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Sattvic horror movies I'm looking forward to

2011-12-08 Thread Vaj

On Dec 8, 2011, at 4:34 PM, Bhairitu wrote:

 That's because there are mantras that can control many of the facets of 
 body functioning. You can influence your autonomic nervous system with 
 them. Once you have a quiet mind you can clearly note the effects of 
 any mantra and make recommendations. You will also be able to clearly 
 note the influences of foods, herbals substances as well as other 
 elements the environment. Someone looking at how TM is taught might 
 wonder if MMY got it from ayurvedic concepts though I would say the 
 concepts go throughout all of yoga and Indian philosophy.


He had cognized mantras, but also various herbal formulas and a system of 
acupuncture.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Hey Ravi

2011-12-07 Thread Vaj


On Dec 7, 2011, at 11:53 AM, maskedzebra wrote:

 A certain intelligence and intention took over my life, and for  
ten years, I was obedient (without any choice in the matter) to  
that intelligence.



http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/message/297707

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Hey Ravi How the FUCK are ya?

2011-12-07 Thread Vaj


On Dec 7, 2011, at 12:22 PM, Duveyoung wrote:

What was I thinking? I mean, right there in the first lecture, the  
guy giving it was obviously not a golden child striding the world  
and solving problems everywhere. He was a wimp, reading out of the  
Science of Being and the Art of Living, and an obvious lover of  
cucumber sandwiches. Yeah, whoa, what a glorious spiritual leader  
this guy was. Gunna take me to the promise land.


I bought it.



Edg I thought of you when I watched David Wants to Fly for the first  
time and they showed the kids at the Marshy School of the Age of  
Enlightenment singing some sing-song SCI lullaby. I had to wonder  
your reaction when you saw it - or was that something (this  
brainwashing of the innocents) that you were already well aware of?

Re: [FairfieldLife] MSAE, was Hey Rav...

2011-12-07 Thread Vaj
Oops, Second one:

http://tmfree.blogspot.com/2007/02/program-pedophilia.html

On Dec 7, 2011, at 3:29 PM, Vaj wrote:

 What really happened:
 
 
 http://tmfree.blogspot.com/2010/06/getting-out-of-mindset.html
 
 http://tmfree.blogspot.com/2010/06/getting-out-of-mindset.html



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dome meeting with Maharaja-ji

2011-12-07 Thread Vaj

On Dec 7, 2011, at 5:21 PM, Susan wrote:

 Well, $85 is rather inexpensive. Good for the TMO not to overcharge!!! Hope 
 it really works for people. I always liked the parallels between the cosmic 
 and the individual physiology. And in response to Barry, yes, sometimes 
 placebos do work - at least for a while and more often with certain types of 
 problems (pain). There is an interesting article in this week's New Yorker 
 about placebos and the research being done at Harvard on the whole area.
 
 Well, if I were out there, I would spring for this course. Sounds at the 
 least sweet, and perhaps really powerful. And since I love all the astronomy 
 and universe/multiverse/black holes info and photos and concepts then this 
 will at least feed into that fascination.
 
 Did MMY himself develop this with Rajaram? Or is this really Rajaram's 
 invention?


That's his whole trip for years now. It's what his overpriced and overhyped 
book is about. But the question I'd want to know is how does this enhance my 
spiritual practice? I'm afraid the answer is: not at all, it's just knowledge, 
special knowledge.

It's just groups of correspondences. What's the big deal if it doesn't awaken 
me more, integrate me further or expand my capacity for love?

Once people understand the correspondences they're hoping it will create a 
bridge to other services they can sell and people will fall for. But it's all 
Mahesh's yathā pinde tathā brahmānde theme applied to marketing.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Buddha and Meditation

2011-12-06 Thread Vaj


On Dec 5, 2011, at 11:04 PM, sparaig wrote:


Not every buddhist would agree that it is a scam, of course...



You can fool some of the people, some of the time has been the  
sales strategy of the TMO for decades.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-06 Thread Vaj


On Dec 5, 2011, at 11:44 PM, sparaig wrote:

Isn't Mahesh supposed to be MMY's given first name? It's certainly  
strange for a scholar posing as a neutral party to refer to a  
person whom he has never met, but whom he has written formal words  
about, by his first name.



If he's a decent scholar he knows that for the alias Maharishi Mahesh  
Yogi:


Maharishi is a grandiose, self-proclaimed title.

So then you end up with Mahesh Yogi.

But we now know that he never had any training or ordination as a yogi!

So that leaves Mahesh.

It's also what SBS called him...

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-06 Thread Vaj


On Dec 5, 2011, at 11:46 PM, sparaig wrote:

That might be, but of course, this doesn't say anything about the  
kids and prison inmates who learn TM en mass through the David  
Lynch FOundation.


Well you'd have to do another study. But I doubt at this late date  
anyone independent would be interested, let alone be given access to  
datum.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-06 Thread Vaj


On Dec 6, 2011, at 1:09 AM, sparaig wrote:

Because his comments are very much in line with a lot of TM  
teachers I have run into over the years. He regurgitates the  
Knowledge, but doesn't appear to get it.


THe whole thing in the interview about how since a given guru was  
from the advaita traditionkthey should be welcomed at MUM, misses  
the whole point of TM.



He's commenting from the broader base that the tradition TM comes  
from rather than merely relying on TM-speak or the blinders on view  
of a TB or a TM-TB. And trust me, that always scares TB's, they go  
into a frenzy. In this case it's clear that DS is very qualified to  
comment on the larger view of the tradition, esp. given his inside  
experience of TM instruction and practice. He's also one of the  
leading experts on the dandi sannyasis.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Hey Ravi

2011-12-06 Thread Vaj

On Dec 6, 2011, at 3:44 PM, Rick Archer wrote:

 Could be, though that again raises the point -- Are we reacting to Ravi's 
 behavior, regardless, or trying to set this up as a teachable moment in 
 which we align Ravi's behavior with an assumption about his consciousness, or 
 his mental health?
 
 In my case, the latter. I’m interested in the correlation between various 
 stages of awakening and behavior, and also in the common tendency for people 
 to assume they are more (or less) enlightened than they actually are.
 
To Tibetan Buddhists and Tantrics, what's often mistaken for a higher state of 
consciousness is what is often considered an invasion of a foreign entity. Is 
that the same as a personality disorder? No one really knows. But in this case 
it shares many of the features of gyalpo possession which may or may not be the 
same as delusions of grandeur - but the gyalpo class think they are kings 
(rajas) and tend to act like spoiled little brats who think the world is 
theirs. They don't care what anyone else thinks.

But there's no excuse for trying to defame Tom and Alex (which if they are 
close, I wish them the best). It's just downright hurtful to these two 
gentleman to spread lies about them if it's not - all the while accusing others 
of lies!

Re: [FairfieldLife] Christmas With Cockburn - Joy Will Find A Way

2011-12-06 Thread Vaj

On Dec 6, 2011, at 4:15 PM, turquoiseb wrote:

 Following up on Vaj's wry quip about Canadian Christians Worth Listening
 To, here's a musical rarity that may be of interest only to existing
 Bruce Cockburn or folkie fans. Audio only, this is Bruce, Patty Larkin,
 Jonatha Brooke, and Peter Stuart (Dog's Eye View frontman and Counting
 Crows and Tori Amos sideman), performing Bruce's fifth Christmas show
 for the 1995 Columbia Records Radio Hour. Tremendous performances -- and
 tremendous joy -- from all involved. For Bruce freaks, his acoustic
 guitar solo on the opening Joy Will Find A Way is worth the price of
 admission, as is his backup to Peter's Small Wonder. O Come O Come
 Emmanuel as you've never heard it before...scary lovely duet. War has
 never been performed more poignantly, and is going out especially to
 Edg. Set list:


My favorite BC Christmas song is I Saw Three Ships which is done in a 
beautiful opening F tuning on a 12 string. I liked the song so much that I 
hunted down the tuning, and we've played it during the holiday seasons for 
friends. They love it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zC8AhRZ7rPk

Here's the tuning and shapes for guitar lovers - you can really groove out on 
this tuning:

I Saw Three Ships
more or less as performed by Bruce Cockburn
tabbed by Robert Pontisso

Tuning: FACGCF

Chord forms:

1(F): 03020x
2(?): 0x2000
3(?): 032300

Picking patterns:

Chord 1|Chord 2|Chord 3a|Chord 3b
---|0--|0---||
0--|---0-0-|---0-0--|0---|
---2-2-|--0---0|--3---3-|---3-3--|
--0---0|2--|2---|--2---2-|
3--|---||3---|
-0-|-0-|-0--|-0--|

The trick is to play the arpeggios so that the high notes in each chord form 
really chime out.

Long intro: Alternate Chords 1 and 2

..12
I saw three ships come sailing in on 

13a3b..3a..3b
Christmas Day on Christmas Day

..12
I saw three ships come sailing in on 

13a.
Christmas Day in the Morning

1..2..1..2 etc.

I saw three ships come sailing in
On Christmas day, on Christmas day
I saw three ships come sailing in
On Christmas day in the morning

And who do you think was in them then?
On Christmas day, on Christmas day
And who do you think was in them then
But Joseph and his lady

He did whistle and she did sing
On Christmas day, on Christmas day
He did whistle and she did sing 
On Christmas day in the morning

And all the bells on earth did ring
On Christmas day, on Christmas day
And all the bells on earth did ring
On Christmas day in the morning

And all the angels in heaven did sing
On Christmas day, on Christmas day
And all the angels in heaven did sing
On Christmas day in the morning

I saw three ships come sailing in
On Christmas day, on Christmas day
I saw three ships come sailing in 
On Christmas day in the morning 



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Hey Ravi

2011-12-06 Thread Vaj
Unfortunately for you: your hype might have been part of the hype he was 
talking about - but I'm pretty sure he meant to say tripe. ;-)

On Dec 6, 2011, at 6:02 PM, whynotnow7 wrote:

 Once about every six months you say something I can agree with, and you said 
 it here:
 
 A lot of the enlightened just don't measure up to the hype about 
 enlightenment IMO. Just sayin'.
 
 Yes. EXACTLY - There Is SO MUCH HYPE About It, that it makes a normal 
 conversation about it almost impossible. Talk about preconceptions. Probably 
 only second to everyone's assumptions about death.
 
 Enlightenment grows from within. When it is apparent, its f*ckin' obvious, 
 and if it isn't that is obvious too. But it doesn't do anything, anymore 
 than we do anything when we wake up in the morning. It just happens as the 
 result of an intent desire.
 
 People who are awake inside, having taken root in silence, for the first time 
 in their endless progression of life, like to make it known at first. 
 Released from prison! Oh my god! Everything falls away, unravels. Sometimes 
 the unraveling takes place awkwardly, but if the person is true to their 
 silence within, the awkward stage doesn't last very long, and then on to the 
 next adventure; deeper silence.
 
 Enlightenment blossoms as an internal process though. Aside from some 
 sadhana, there really isn't much monkey see, monkey do in all of it. Not much 
 value in aping someone else's behavior, or attempting to judge it any further 
 than is it likable or not. Everyone's gotta live their life still. No one 
 gets out of here alive and all that. 
 
 We somehow end up with this highly distorted story of what Enlightenment is, 
 and how the Enlightened are supposed to act, speak and think. Let's do 
 ourselves a favor and just drop it - basically a road to nowhere. 



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-05 Thread Vaj


On Dec 4, 2011, at 9:49 PM, seventhray1 wrote:


 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@ wrote:
  I think it's important to distinguish between meditation forms  
that help samskaras be dissolved and those that plant sattvic seeds  
in the mind to overwhelm the rajasic and tamasic weeds. One method  
is like planting many flowers in a garden so that they overwhelm  
the weeds to the point they're barely noticeable, the other is like  
dissolving the weeds at the roots so the garden's already present  
state can emerge.

 
So which is which?  Are you saying TM is more like one of these  
than the other.  Both methods sound positive.


From my experience, I would say TM was more like #2.  But that was  
also coupled with a lot of introspection and work on my part to  
root out tendencies that were causing me problems.  For me TM was  
more like a break in the action and a balm for mind and body.



Sorry Ray, the correct answer was door number one. 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-05 Thread Vaj


On Dec 5, 2011, at 8:04 AM, seventhray1 wrote:

Oh, good.  I'll just have to revise my experience so it conforms  
with your analysis.


Actually we've all already been pre-programmed to believe in the  
stress release, unstressing, model is factually correct. Each time  
we transcend we're chipping away at those stresses in our nervous  
system. So I believe most of us who were indoctrinated into TM would  
chose as you did.


  Thanks for examples of tecniques that utilize #1.  But just to be  
clear, since you reverse the order in the first and second parts of  
your paragraph, I found TM to aid in a dissolving of the  
samskaras.  I'm not getting the planting of sattwic seeds as it  
pertains to the practice of TM.  Care to be more specific about that?


The basic idea is that the mind is naturally unruly at the start,  
particularly because of the dominance of rajasic and tamsic thought  
patterns. If you take something sattvic, like a goddesses mantra and  
repeat it enough times this embrues the mindstream with sattvic  
qualities, making it easier for the mind to settle down.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Guess Bruce Cockburn's latest wasn't inaccessible, after all...

2011-12-05 Thread Vaj

Finally...a Canadian Christian worth listening to.

;-)

On Dec 5, 2011, at 11:54 AM, turquoiseb wrote:


...at least not in Canada. Although some critics
called it inaccessible and a flop, at the recent
2011 Canadian Folk Music Awards, Bruce just won
Solo Artist of the Year and Contemporary Album
of the Year for his album Small Source of Comfort.

Good on him. Dude is a few months older than I am,
and just keeps getting better. A veritable source
of inspiration. Here are a few cuts from the album,
for those few :-) who I wasn't able to entice to
give it listen earlier, when it first came out.

The Iris of the World (first single and music video):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fGn67XdaxgA

Call Me Rose:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYK3hfIWJEA

Radiance (excerpt):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OtSYUR8kvkk

Five Fifty-One (live with Jenny Scheinman):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7iIcdmrK9Kw

Driving Away (with Annabelle Chvostek):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iCVQTO4KhnQ

Boundless (with Annabelle Chvostek):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qYehxfm2h0Y

Gifts (written 1968, only recorded on this album):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fALLVAMBKlQ




Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: 'President Newt?'

2011-12-05 Thread Vaj


On Dec 5, 2011, at 12:05 PM, Bhairitu wrote:


Those who get their information from FOX News to maintain their
confusion, deserve neither liberty nor safety.



As you probably already now a third scientific study has been  
published on FOX news which shows that someone who watches FOX news  
knows less than someone who watches no news at all. Now that's either  
a really bad news outlet or a really good disinformation campaign!


One things for sure, you can tell someone who watches FOX the minute  
they open their mouths. And boy do they hate to be told they're  
mistaken. Maybe I should check if there's FOX news watch website...

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Guess Bruce Cockburn's latest wasn't inaccessible, after all...

2011-12-05 Thread Vaj

On Dec 5, 2011, at 3:57 PM, Bhairitu wrote:

 On 12/05/2011 09:11 AM, turquoiseb wrote:
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vajvajradhatu@... wrote:
  Finally...a Canadian Christian worth listening to.
 
  ;-)
  Vaj, you made me spit my juice out with that one!!!
 
  Good luck dealing with the obsessives, BTW. I'm outa
  here when it comes to them, and it seems that Curtis
  is, too, so I'm gettin' the feeling that you and Sal
  will be the only ones left when they look around for
  potential victims.
 
 
 FFL is like a cage full of canaries in a mine. When tensions rise in 
 the US there is more Maharishi talk. It's like they retreat into 
 remembering their better days of the 1970s and their good times with 
 TM. What will happen if YahooGroups goes away?


Actually, the recurrent pattern is with each new revelation of the sex life, 
destroyed lives or lack of lineage of HH Mahesh, they flip out on the victim(s) 
of their choice. The latest blow was the release of David Wants to Fly into the 
collective consciousness of America. The CIA really should have had some jet 
helicopters with trained psychotherapists and psychiatrists on standby, just in 
case. Thankfully FFL and folks like us were on the ready to combat the demon of 
their collective shadow and defuse the bomb of explosive unstressing.

But RWC turned out to be a real disappointment as a demon-hunter. I expected at 
least a cardboard insert and some holy water or maybe a pointed finger with 
some sssh. Notta thing.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Buddha and Meditation

2011-12-05 Thread Vaj
LOL. This is an old TM scam, nothing new here, keep moving.

Sent from my iPad

On Dec 5, 2011, at 9:10 PM, Alex Stanley j_alexander_stan...@yahoo.com 
wrote:

 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, shukra69 shukra69@... wrote:
 
  http://oaks.nvg.org/tm-buddhism.html
 
 
 Vaj meltdown in 3... 2... 1


Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-04 Thread Vaj
No Feste, that was not the point of what I was saying. But thanks for asking. 
:-)


On Dec 3, 2011, at 10:52 PM, feste37 fest...@yahoo.com wrote:

 So you're saying that TM causes people to be afraid to go outside or to be in 
 public? Gosh, I never knew that, and I was in the movement for decades! 
 Thanks, Vaj! Useful information to have. 


[FairfieldLife] Rare video of Robin and Ravi on YouTube

2011-12-04 Thread Vaj
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uV1ccge6Jcs


Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-04 Thread Vaj

On Dec 4, 2011, at 9:33 AM, richardatrwilliamsdotus wrote:

 So, you need Dana Sawyer, who never even tried TM, to
 explain to you TM? You're supposed to be the spiritual
 teacher! You're thinking Dana Sawyer knows anything 
 about the TM or the TMO? Go figure.


Prof. Sawyer was expelled from the TMO for daring to explore other meditation 
methods.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-04 Thread Vaj

On Dec 4, 2011, at 10:30 AM, feste37 wrote:

 But it was part of what you said. (See below. I've restored your words that 
 you deleted.)

Here's what I said:

I regularly talk to people who will mention problems as simple as having to 
alter their life because they're afraid to go outside or in public.


 Do you really mean that TM causes people to be afraid to go outside?

Let me clarify what I said, since you're not getting it.

I regularly talk to people

On a consistent basis I'm talking to persons who have problems (plural)...

as simple as having to alter their life because they're afraid to go outside 
or in public.

...to give a singular example, some might develop agoraphobic-type issues. To 
give further examples, some might develop hypersensitivties about being around 
other people. There are a large number of variations like this, it's not just 
limited to being in public.


 Because that's what you said. If indeed there are any examples I suspect your 
 reasoning goes like this: person has psychological problems; person also does 
 TM, therefore the problems are caused by TM. But I doubt whether that is 
 valid.

I'm relying on their perceptions and the conclusions they're drawing, not my 
own. They often associate these issues with extensive rounding, or (more 
rarely) the TMSP.

Just as an aside, I loved rounding, it was one of my favorite TM activities. 
I'm not sure if I had any negative side effects, it seemed to have a relatively 
positive effect for may (often sensations of mental bliss).

 I think it would be more accurate to say that in such instances, TM proved to 
 be no help in addressing the problem.

These all occurred after long rounding, etc., so that is what they're 
associating it with.

 I can accept that, because TM is not a cure-all, but I don't think it makes 
 people (to use your example) afraid to go outside. Such allegations, it seems 
 to me, are just part of your long vendetta against TM and the TM movement, in 
 which anything will do, whether accurate or not.

When you talk to people who've helped in the recovery of such persons, they can 
site hundreds, even thousands of such instances. I should also point out a 
similar trend I've seen in the last ten years is also among people coming from 
the many Hindu kundalini paths that have sprung up. they're having similar 
problems or even more severe problems.

Suffice to say, many of these types of disorders are well known in Ayurvedic 
and Tibetan medical literature.



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Shring? Buddhist and Hindu mantras.

2011-12-04 Thread Vaj

On Dec 4, 2011, at 11:27 AM, richardatrwilliamsdotus wrote:

 emptybill:
  I already addressed this in a post about the 
  primal bijas of Rig-Veda, all pointed out by 
  Brahmarshi Daivarata. 
 
 You keep avoiding the question: Where do the TM 
 bija mantras come from?


He does not know. TM initiators nor TM deep insiders have revealed any 
authentic textual or lineal source for the TM mantras. In fact we now know that 
Maheshiji held no lineage at all. Although one possibility is they could be 
from meditative experiences he had while in the presence of SBS. That would 
account for both their lack of textual basis and the fact that Mahesh, after a 
certain point began to refer to himself as a Maharishi (a very exalted claim). 
But I think that would be grasping at straws, and I do not recall ever hearing 
such a claim.

One initiator here made the very reasonable claim that he simply applied 
different shaktis to different, traditional (tantric) stages of human 
development. So, for example, you'd give saraswati mantras during the learning 
phase of ones life, different ones later.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-04 Thread Vaj

On Dec 4, 2011, at 1:42 PM, feste37 wrote:

 Well, that's interesting. I never liked rounding so did as little of it as 
 possible. I can imagine that if people are cooped up all day doing that then 
 they might get a bit reclusive for a while and find it difficult to get back 
 into a more integrated lifestyle, but I would have thought such feelings 
 would be very short-term. Anything more serious, I would doubt were caused 
 by long rounding, although the people may well be sincere in thinking that. I 
 suspect there must be some other underlying issues in such cases that have 
 nothing to do with TM. 

I believe there is a cause effect relationship in this case, just having 
observed the weird hypersensitivities in various rounders or hardcore sidhas.

I think it's important to distinguish between meditation forms that help 
samskaras be dissolved and those that plant sattvic seeds in the mind to 
overwhelm the rajasic and tamasic weeds. One method is like planting many 
flowers in a garden so that they overwhelm the weeds to the point they're 
barely noticeable, the other is like dissolving the weeds at the roots so the 
garden's already present state can emerge.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-04 Thread Vaj
Perhaps it's this book? :

Cosmic Capitalism, Maharishi Mahesh Yogi and the Selling of Romanticism. 
(Albany: State University of New York Press, Forthcoming, Fall 2009). 
Co-written with Cynthia Humes.

On Dec 3, 2011, at 1:28 PM, Rick Archer wrote:

 Dana Sawyer has written a book on the TM Movement, and needs some photos. 
 Please see below and let me know if you can help:
 
 I'd love to have photos of any and all important events and personalities, 
 and you know those as well as I do.  For instance:
 
 Swami Brahmananda
 MMY with Guru Dev
 MMY with Charlie Lutes (or Lutes separate)
 MMY with the Beatles
 MMY with Jerry Jarvis (or Jerry separate)
 Big European TTCs, like La Antilla and Majorca
 MMY on Merv
 Keith Wallace, first prez of MIU
 Headquarters in Switzerland
 National headquarters in LA
 photos of regional coordinators
 Domes at MIU
 Lillian Rosen?  Bullah Smith?
 People practicing the flying sutra
 
 These are some ideas that come readily to mind.
 
 Let me know what you can get,
 
 Dana
 



Re: [FairfieldLife] Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-04 Thread Vaj

On Dec 4, 2011, at 2:14 PM, feste37 wrote:

 I am aware that more than a few TM meditators have hypersensitivities, but 
 I'm not sure that is always a bad thing: they have their antennae up to 
 detect anything that might be harmful and coming their way, so as best to 
 avoid it (food sensitivities, for example). I have hypersensitivities of my 
 own, but I don't think TM or the TMSP had any effect on them, one way or 
 another. It's just part of the makeup of the personality. But that's just my 
 experience. 

It's a psychological fact (from independent studies on TM) that a certain type 
of person self selects and decides to pay and undergo TM initiation - and 
that self selection all occurs from how that particular segment reacts to the 
intro lecture content. 

I guess the question then becomes what unique vulnerabilities does this group 
of humans have?

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-04 Thread Vaj

On Dec 4, 2011, at 5:50 PM, feste37 wrote:

 I find this interesting but am not convinced by the idea (hardly a 
 psychological fact) that those who start TM constitute a certain type of 
 person, since such a huge variety of people have learned TM over the years.

That's true. You could easily argue, it's just a sample from one stretch a 
time. The broader number of samples, the better. It would be interesting to see 
how well it would replicated, for example, if there was a sudden Oprah wave 
that would be a perfect oppurtunity.

 I think the self-selection idea could be better applied to the TM campus 
 community here in Fairfield, since that is certainly a self-selected group 
 from among the many thousands of people who have learned TM, and they may 
 well have some traits in common that would make your question, What unique 
 vulnerabilities does this group of humans have? a valid and an interesting 
 one. But I think it would have to be balanced by a more positive question: 
 What unique strengths, including gifts, talents, and spiritual vision does 
 this group of humans have? Then we might be able to reach a more fair-minded 
 conclusion. 

One of the problems with sampling TMers in questionaire formats of any kind is 
how much have they been already biased by research they've been shown or 
indoctrinated in? And unfortunately the answer with someone who is so deep 
into the TM worldview as to be enrolled in a TM university culture is hugely 
biased. In fact a lot of those people may have become involved because of 
research they were shown.

Because of this fact, I'm afraid most if not all subjects would not be neutral 
or naive to the questions.

Of course the opposite side of the coin is that disreputable researchers, 
understanding the lack of naiveté and because of the their ability to 
cherry-pick certain true believers, they can skew almost any research in 
their favor. Plus if you have a group like 1000-headed Purusha or MD as a PR 
mechanism, you can flood the web nowadays with so much counter-information and 
disinformation that modern consumers gobble it right up.



Re: Re: [FairfieldLife] New Robin Carlsen file uploaded to FairfieldLife

2011-12-03 Thread Vaj

On Dec 2, 2011, at 4:48 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 He denied he was on the mountain with me at Arosa, Switzerland in 1976 when I 
 saw God.


I forgot to tell you.

Thomas told me he was certain he saw wisps of smoke emerging from your left 
ear...

Re: [FairfieldLife] Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-03 Thread Vaj
Rick, do you know if he's seen David Wants to Fly or read Kundalini Vidya 
(deals with the style of psychic damage often seen in sidhas and the 
methodology of dark gurus)?

On Dec 3, 2011, at 1:28 PM, Rick Archer wrote:

 Dana Sawyer has written a book on the TM Movement, and needs some photos. 
 Please see below and let me know if you can help:
 
 I'd love to have photos of any and all important events and personalities, 
 and you know those as well as I do.  For instance:
 
 Swami Brahmananda
 MMY with Guru Dev
 MMY with Charlie Lutes (or Lutes separate)
 MMY with the Beatles
 MMY with Jerry Jarvis (or Jerry separate)
 Big European TTCs, like La Antilla and Majorca
 MMY on Merv
 Keith Wallace, first prez of MIU
 Headquarters in Switzerland
 National headquarters in LA
 photos of regional coordinators
 Domes at MIU
 Lillian Rosen?  Bullah Smith?
 People practicing the flying sutra
 
 These are some ideas that come readily to mind.
 
 Let me know what you can get,
 
 Dana
 



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Dana Sawyer needs photos

2011-12-03 Thread Vaj
I feel that all recent information relating to the TMO's dark side would be 
relevant, esp. material that relates to the traditional problems meditation can 
cause - and the hope for relief for people suffering.

You might see the still on-going PR of the TMO as more evidence of the success 
of the org. But I cannot ignore that this same org has more psychosis, suicide 
and meditational disorders than any meditation org I'm aware of.

I regularly talk to people who will mention problems as simple as having to 
alter their life because they're afraid to go outside or in public. My heart 
goes out to these folks. So if a book is coming out on the TMO, I would hope 
there'd be some room for outreach.

On Dec 3, 2011, at 9:11 PM, shukra69 shukr...@yahoo.ca wrote:

 this is a desperate crazy person kind of drive-by slander on your part isn't 
 it Vag?


Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Shring? Buddhist and Hindu mantras.

2011-12-02 Thread Vaj

Hi William:

On Dec 1, 2011, at 7:28 PM, emptybill wrote:


My reply:

Apparently you only gave a cursory look at Sanderson's Webpage. He  
has plenty of material demonstrating Buddhist textual borrowing  
from Shaiva tantric texts.




About 5 years ago or so, before Sanderson's page came up, a group of  
ngakpas with authorizations in the tantras and mahasandi, one of who  
works for a major library, acquired and had about a half dozen of  
Sanderson's papers digitized. We spent a couple of months going over  
them and periodically reviewed new ones we hadn't seen. We also  
reviewed papers which countered Sandersons theories. It's probably  
been a year or so since I've looked at the web site, but yes I am  
familiar with Sanderson's papers and found them very interesting.


What you may not be aware of is the opposite theory of transmission  
already existed prior to Sanderson's theories - that transmission of  
certain tantric materials, sadhanas, etc. had come from buddhism and  
bon into Hinduism. In fact certain specific togal practices can be  
found in later shaivite texts, after their bonpo originals. Current  
lineholders are familiar with the historical trend. You can also see  
the same trend in Kashmir. It's helpful to keep in mind that the  
traditional abode of shiva and parvati, Mount Kailash, is a within  
the ancient kingdom of Zhang Zhung. This ancient kingdom had lines of  
pre-buddhist (pre-shakyamuni) buddhas, which one of these may  
represent the historical figure known today as the god shiva. Since  
these lines still exist, you can find lamas who will discuss the  
transmission of bonpo tantric and bonpo dzogchen into other vehicles.


Various practices in these systems also contain practices relating to  
rishis, some of which were Vedic rishis. This is interesting because  
very little of the Vedic religion has survived. But practices of the  
rishis are found in other systems and a number of Vedic rishis may  
represent prior (pre-shakyamuni) buddhas. Thus, to this day, you can  
visit temples in Tibet which show the vedic rishis, side by side with  
later buddhas.


Probably the most obvious example of sharing of these ideas is the  
kalachakra-tantra itself, which actually contains within it the Hindu  
kalachakra, the shiva-swarodaya. But it would be a hard argument that  
the arising of letters in one is really that different than the  
arising of letters in the other. It's really the View that varies.



Your explanation is almost a New Age syncretism. Oh so sorry but …



No, It's always important to point out (IMO) that while sadhanas and  
bases like chakra systems may be the same or similar, since the View  
varies the way they are seen may differ dramatically. Since View  
determines Fruition, differences in View may translate into different  
forms or styles of awakening.



Pss - it's not really all one.


That's right. That why I consider perennialism a false view of reality.





Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Shring? Buddhist and Hindu mantras.

2011-12-02 Thread Vaj


On Dec 2, 2011, at 11:33 AM, richardatrwilliamsdotus wrote:


  Apparently you only gave a cursory look at Sanderson's
  Webpage. He has plenty of material demonstrating Buddhist
  textual borrowing from Shaiva tantric texts...
 
Vaj:
 In fact certain specific togal practices can be found
 in later shaivite texts, after their bonpo originals...

What 'originals' would these be, since 'Bon' had no written
language until the invention of Tibetan in the mid-7th
century AD.



It was only relatively recently that things were written down. It was  
an oral tradition until relatively recently. There exist today  
numerous texts whose existence is only due to the fact that someone  
completely memorized the entire thing. Then when they get expelled  
from their country and undergo genocide, their traditions can  
survive. It's not unusual for some lamas to memorize many texts. My  
Patanjali guru would memorize texts by going over them while he was  
asleep. Since dreamtime is much more compressed in time relative to  
the waking state is actually a nice side effect of truly expanded  
consciousness. I know several yogis who use dream yoga as way to work  
on projects, often textual, while they are sleeping.

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: Shring? Buddhist and Hindu mantras.

2011-12-02 Thread Vaj
Hi William:

On Dec 2, 2011, at 12:31 PM, emptybill wrote:

 Buddhist literary borrowings from shaiva texts are quite clear. However that 
 does not invalidate the idea of a common yogic cultural sphere which went 
 both ways. Yogins often do not mind mixing dharmas since they are concerned 
 primarily with what works.
 
 

That is a good point. It's also important to get that the idea of strict, 
compartmentalized paths is actually relatively new, within the last 
millennium or so.

I also think you should read Sanderson's detractors responses to appreciate his 
errors.

 The Bon dharma appears to synthesize the pre-tantric Buddhism of Zhang Zhung 
 with Trans-Himalayan, native shamanism. So what? That is no reason to indulge 
 in doctrinaire attributions. Tibetans like to do that … why ape them?
 

The primary problem is people's outside of Tibet tended to collectively 
downgrade their opinions of not only Tibetans as a people, but Tibetans as a 
civilization. Consequently historical opinions as to cultural diffusion were 
skewed against the Tibetans. Nothing could ever have originated from these 
barbarians (never mind that's where many rishis came from). The Chinese 
effectively branded them as barbarians, and other surrounding countries 
performed similar disinformation campaigns. To place it in the context of the 
USA, it would be like Mestizo descendants of Don Juan Matus suddenly begin 
dissolving into rainbow light over the Southwest, multiplying and their leader 
crosses the border into Rick Perry's Texas.


 Khachab Rinpoche took Bon Dzogchen teachings from Lopon Tenzin Namdak and 
 personally verified their authentic nature along with their correspondences 
 to Nyingma Dzochen. His sister was a Bonpo practitioner married to a 
 Mongolian Lama.  He has real knowledge about their teachings and practice.
 
 

I also have teaching from the Lopon, and close, regular advice from his 
heart-students. It's very clear the diffusion went Zhang Zhung - India and to 
China as well (remember Taoism?).

What amazed me was how much the Bonpos understood about Shaivite pre-history.

 Considering your many Shaiva contentions here on FFL, I would expect you to 
 agree that Shaiva MahaBhairava traditions influenced Buddhist Tantric 
 practices rather than try to mystify it all into Tögal bindus.
 
Well no, I assume there was some hybridization. However, at the level of 
experience, beyond time or place, you see and appreciate a universal level. The 
only lineal markings are our own projections.

 Same for Tertons. They don't need to be puffed up into Vedic rishis since 
 they already possess a profound set of teachings transmitted directly by 
 rigpa yeshe.
 
 

Yes, of course. But then there are official lineages and there are natural 
lineages too.



Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: New Robin Carlsen file uploaded to FairfieldLife

2011-12-02 Thread Vaj

On Dec 2, 2011, at 4:06 PM, maskedzebra wrote:

 Intuition of a snail: this is interesting, because this I consider the most 
 developed part of me—and I have felt this to be the case since I was even a 
 baby, when I started having my own thoughts. Again, I would like you to 
 present—just for *my sake*—examples of my failure of intuition. (Assuming 
 that you are not some biologist who has studied the intelligence of 
 snails—and you mean this as a compliment—in that case it would another 
 instance of having misinterpreted you.)


Something worth considering: if you're able to discern, or feedback from others 
has lead you to believe that you may have or hold some narcissistic tendencies, 
could it be you are overestimating your own intuitive powers? Is that at least 
a possibility?

For example, I always thought your sussing of Doug K. as an old sage (or was 
it ancient?) was at least apropos contextually. But it could have been a 
mis-extrapolation of the fact that D. left numerous natural pregnant pauses in 
his speech - a natural part of who he was, the natural silence I felt he had, 
in his mindstream. As the Rig Veda says, some friends are like mud puddles - 
others are like deep lakes you can vanish into (gross, rough paraphrase).

D. was the latter in my opinion. It was actually those deep silences that made 
him so pleasurable to be around.

I remember asking him, after the fact, if he knew who the sage was you had 
suggested. My memory's vague at this point - but I thought he said he had asked 
you, and you either did not know or gave a vague answer. Surely you remember 
this?

Re: [FairfieldLife] New Robin Carlsen file uploaded to FairfieldLife

2011-12-01 Thread Vaj


On Nov 30, 2011, at 8:13 PM, FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com  wrote:



Hello,

This email message is a notification to let you know that
a file has been uploaded to the Files area of the FairfieldLife
group.

  File: /Paths, Teachers and Cults/HHRWCFFia.jpg
  Uploaded by : vajradhatu108 vajradh...@earthlink.net
  Description : HH RWC with entourage and Guru Dev wannabe  
umbrella, Fairfield, IA. � Vajranatha 1983


Here's a picture I took outside of a church in FF with my old SX-70  
Polaroid, 1st gen. I forget what it was but I believe it is some sort  
of pronouncement that HH Robin Carlsen is holding in the picture,  
while Saint Gemma II looks on concerned about the actions we're about  
to undertake, probably marching onto the MIU campus or some such  
activity. Since his psychotic break kundalini psychosis episode TM- 
style enlightenment in Switzerland his sattvic countenance was often  
protected from the rajasic rays of the sun by a sacred umbrella.


Notice the nervous and tense vibe in the seminar students. This was a  
common vibe in the World Teacher Seminar because if you weren't about  
to do something quasi-illegal - marching onto private campuses,  
disrupting public lectures, etc. there was always the chance that you  
could be declared demonic if Robin and the seminar couldn't groove  
to your darshan (while standing in front of an audience, being  
drilled at a microphone, in a basement somewhere).

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: New Robin Carlsen file uploaded to FairfieldLife

2011-12-01 Thread Vaj


On Dec 1, 2011, at 8:54 AM, turquoiseb wrote:


That certainly looks like Gemma. She was on my TTC, where
many considered *her* crazy as a loon because she kept going
on about being enlightened. We were warned by the person in
charge of our small Canadian group (I lived in Toronto at the
time) to distance ourselves from her because she was in danger
of being sent home, and we might be perceived as being like her.
I didn't know her well enough to pay any attention to the advice,
one way or another. Looks as if she found the perfect hubbie.
Two drama queens united in loving bliss.  :-)

Isn't it fascinating that Mr. I Can Talk About Myself For
Hours, No Matter How Boring Others May Find It has
never felt the need to explain his supposed ability to see
demons in others and/or expel them? One is tempted to
think that not only is he trying to hide that aspect of his
life, he's trying to pretend Vaj never met him to keep the
subject from coming up, and thus having to explain it.


Well, I try to be sensitive to the fact that this whole thing has to  
have been very traumatic for R.


It's amazing that none of the video has been leaked yet, but that's  
really just a matter of converting the old analog video to digital  
and we could have them up on YouTube quickly thereafter. The  
pathology of supposed higher states of consciousness - meditative  
disease -  is a new field really, and I think video documentation  
could go a long way to helping jumpstart that field, potentially  
preventing suffering from faux meditative lineages like Mahesh  Co.



But maybe he's explained and I missed it. That's quite
possible because as I've said often, I don't find the guy
interesting enough to read what he writes, much less
interact with him. The only thing that fascinates me about
him is how many suckers flocked around him back in the
day, and how many still do. As I've suggested before, there
is just no accounting for bad taste and low standards.  :-)


Well, it's the principle of charm applied to sociology: RWC was and  
still is in many ways, a very charming man. However I think this is a  
common mode of functioning in certain Axis II disorders and oddly a  
perfect match for some Me Decade types, who tended to already have  
similar traits, and thus self-select for such courses.


I remember specifically the moment I knew his World Teacher Seminar  
was harming others. It was one of those late night chats with other  
CP's and one of the course participants revealed that he was gay. He  
wasn't just gay, he was addicted to cock. Any size, shape or form he  
could get his mouth on. Since RWC's opinion on homosexuality was  
unknown, he was greatly concerned that if this was known, he would be  
grilled on the stage, at the microphone and be declared demonic,  
thus forced to endure humiliation and persecution. The utter terror  
he felt was palpable and you could have heard a pin drop as he told  
his story. And similar to the Gemma story, others on these course  
were often worried about associating with potentially demonic people,  
either in a guilt by association/birds of a feather flock together  
kind of way, or as a form of psychic contagion.

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